21

my sister Nina turns 21 today. God, she's 21 already that's really old HAHA. it was two months ago i cried because she was leaving who knows when would we meet again since i'll be off to India (insyaAllah) by October (kot) and she'll be home in Malaysia in December (again, kot) so there's no chance for me to see her before i leave, that's too bad huh?


wey mana cardigan aku? cepat balik Malaysia i want my cardigan (and some NZ chocolate) HAHA i miss you. happy birthday, may Allah bless you in every second :)


p/s : sengaja upload gambar busuk biar semua orang tahu kau kuat makan.
p/s/s : Anas if you're reading do take a good care of my sister i'll punch you if you hurt her grrr (muka garang) :P

life can be really really amazing sometimes

MUET is done yeah! eh eh tinggal lagi satu paper - speaking. god, it reminds me of those interviews i had last two years. and it reminds me of public speaking too. lambat lagi pun, another week from now. haish malas malas kena prepare lagiii (-___-")


tadi lepas MUET terus pergi SACC sambut birthday si Raiyan, seronok. kitorang makan-makan dekat Noodle Station btw i had a marvelous spring noodle tomyam hoho and we had brownies afterward. eh eh mana pergi diet? esok i sambung diet balik boleh tak haha.


sebelum majlis (haha majlis ke?) makan-makan start i met an old friend. i mean, i saw an old friend. well we haven't talk to each other for almost two months by now so i hesitated and i didn't know whether i should go and say hi. i did say hi but it was only a simple "Hi" and a small wave and i left. pathetic isn't it? i took about ten minutes to convince myself i should not cry hahaha menangis je kerja kau ye didiey? i'm 18 and i'm strong, i won't cry.


since MUET dah habis semua i kena get back on track. i have three quizzes next week and a lab test. God, malasnya. haish tak elok malas malas, kena rajin. tapi esok la start rajin haha malam ni berfoya-foya je boleh?


p/s : sangat seronok jalan-jalan dengan anda :)

genetics is super fun!

sukaa :D

p/s : gambar tak ada kaitan

i spent the whole weekend studying genetics. when my friend asked me why i spent hours on genetics but not on the other subjects, i was tempted to tell him that i want to make up for my A- in Anatomy (boo) for the last semester. but i didn't, it's something too personal i guess.


so, i went to see a doctor and it cost me $29. he said i got some problems with the nerve and when i asked him should i take the X-ray test i think i saw him smirking like "heh jatuh tangga je kot nak X-ray jugak ke tolong la faham" fine doc (-___-")


thank God i feel better. oh btw thank you for taking me to see the doctor :)


tadi keluar makan-makan dengan Farah Nasuha dengan Ray. sangat seronok and and i beli baju baru God i love the smell of new clothes *drools*. fine sebenarnya Umi cakap jangan asyik beli baju baru tapi tapi baju tu sangat-sangat murah macam rugi kalau tak beli. heh esok kena kurangkan perbelanjaan untuk compensate harga baju (-___-")


okey bye nak pergi belajar chemistry.

finally it's weekend

phew finally it's weekend! this is so cliche but i had a tiring week. tiba-tiba semua pensyarah rajin nak masuk kelas haha (-___-")


last wednesday, i fell. i missed a step and i fell. Mira jahat sebab gelakkan i. i thought it was nothing tapi sampai sekarang kaki sakit, malang sekali. petang ni i pergi klinik, serius. hish leceh la pergi klinik dah la mahal sepatutnya MARA sediakan elaun perubatan sekali. or maybe i should be extra careful next time, patut kurangkan bercakap merapu-rapu masa turun tangga heh.


lately i makan sangat sangat banyak. cakap je nak teruskan diet tapi macam gagal je. okey ini bukan "macam gagal" ini "memang gagal". macam semalam i makan kfc dengan kawan-kawan, i boleh pulak habiskan makanan Mira sekali. teruk kan? sampaikan malam tu Mira cakap dia mimpi i makan extra tiga ketul ayam (-___-")


apa nak jadi dengan i haish. kena tetapkan azam baru, kena kurangkan makan kurangkan online kurangkan bercakap kurangkan menyampuk dalam kelas kurangkan flirt eh eh. and kena jadi rajin belajar mid sem lagi tiga minggu rasanya. bila fikir je pasal ni terus high blood pressure. dah dah tak nak cakap pasal ni lagiii.


so what else? oh btw i rasa blog ni sangat hambar lately. haish i yang malas update blog. lepas ni kena rajin update blog jugak, asyik Dila je yang update blog haha. okey bye. have a nice weekend :)

homesick

homesick secara amnya bermaksud perasaan tiba-tiba nak balik rumah tanpa sebab sanggup bermalam dalam bas asalkan boleh jumpa umi dengan abah dan makan percuma di rumah. sangat sangat mahu balik rumah, serius. okey fine bila fikir balik tak sanggup habiskan masa, duit dan tenaga walhal duduk rumah dua hari je dah la ahad kat terengganu semua orang kerja tinggal i sorang-sorang je kat rumah (-___-")


tukar plan tukar plan. i terpaksa menggunakan title anak perempuan paling manja bila call umi dengan abah menangis-nangis cakap nak balik rumah. heh tak senonoh betul menangis berhingus sebab nak umi dengan abah datang jenguk i di perantauan tsk tsk. nasib baik plan berjaye yeay umi dengan abah nak datang shah alam lagi dua minggu! i can't wait to see them, rinduuuu :')


i'm stressed out. tiba-tiba rasa serabut dengan semua benda. tiba-tiba rasa marah dengan semua orang tanpa sebab. bila cakap dekat Hanis, dia cakap mungkin i kena dekatkan diri dengan Tuhan. mungkin i dah terlalu leka dengan hal keduniaan? hmmmmm.

hujung minggu kesayangan

semester tiga dah dua minggu bermula tapi rasa macam ada yang tak kena, macam ada yang tak cukup. mungkin sebab pensyarah baru, kelas baru. dulu-dulu selalu kelas dekat B301A kelas busuk dan sempit tapi bila dah selalu sangat belajar dekat situ dah rasa sayang. mood nak belajar pun macam sekejap ada sekejap hilang tak tahu pergi mana. bila mintak Umi doakan i biar jadi rajin macam Dijah atau Syaer, Umi cakap takkan itu pun nak Umi doakan, rajin tu kan usaha sendiri. yela yela (-___-")


pagi tadi i bangun awal basuh semua baju eh btw i dah jarang-jarang hantar dobi sekarang sebab nak save duit untuk kepentingan masa hadapan heh bagus tak i? lepas penat satu badan basuh baju, i siapkan report chemistry tapi bila housemates ajak breakfast sama-sama dekat bawah i dah terleka depan lappy sampai sekarang. sadis.


btw semalam i dah belajar satu benda yakni jaga mulut, kalau nak cakap fikir banyak-banyak kali dulu and kalau buat hal kena selesaikan sendiri. eh eh tiga benda rasanya. haish lepas ni tak nak cari pasal dengan siapa-siapa lagi (-___-")
okey dah merepek bye bye.

darling, you are the only exception

"hey, i feel weird"


"what is it, dear?"


"i think i really like you now. i have never felt such way before. it's all your fault, you stole my heart. now give me my heart back"


"well i don't want to steal your heart, i want to have it officially. can i?"


"just make sure you take a good care of it"


"i will"


damn.

kelas bising

akhirnya kitorang kelas MARA B(ising) dah ada pensyarah chemistry baru yeay! jadi kelas pagi tadi kelas terakhir dengan Madam Hana. Madam kelakar, dia asyik cakap kitorang sangat bising 'kalau saya bagi peluang korang bercakap memang takkan berhenti bercakap punya la' haha kelakar kan?


pensyarah baru kitorang, Miss Fisya, macam kesian sikit. baru masuk kelas pertama kali dah kena serang macam-macam soalan. soalan yang paling kurang logik 'miss dah bertunang belum?' err asal tanya soalan macam tu? (-___-") Miss cakap dia pernah mengajar budak-budak sekolah menengah jadi macam dah boleh terima kelas bising. heh maknanya kitorang macam budak-budak ke?


haish comel je semua orang (-___-")

notes to self

kadang-kadang kita terlepas pandang apa-apa yang berlaku hari-hari. nampak macam tak penting tapi sebenarnya benda-benda remeh ini la yang melengkapi hidup kita. dalam banyak-banyak nikmat yang Tuhan bagi kita, selalu kita lupa nak bersyukur kan? cuba kalau Tuhan tarik semua nikmat yang Dia bagi agaknya apa akan jadi?


tapi Tuhan kan sayangkan kita. kita je yang selalu sangat lupa nak berterima kasih dekat Dia. teruk kan?


so today i would like to list all of the things that i'm glad to have.


1. i'm glad to be born as Nur Diyanah bt Zakaria.


2. i'm glad i have abah, umi, kakak and adik well these are the people that i cherish the most :)


3. i'm glad to have Nor Shazuanie bt Nordin as my best friend ; thank you for always be there for me i love you haha geliii.


4. i'm glad to achieve straight A1's in SPM two years ago.


5. i'm glad i am rewarded with MARA scholarship.


6. i'm glad to have wonderful classmates in MSU. thank you guys for putting up with my childish attitude :P


7. i'm glad MARA gives me ka-ching amount of allowance every month.


8. i'm glad abah and umi trust me to make my own decision regarding my choice of country for doing my medical degree.


9. i'm glad my housemates are sweet :)


10. i'm glad i can master the subjects in Semester 3. kena usaha lagi kuat!


11. i'm glad i'm born in Terengganu HAHA


12. i'm glad i have a pair of nice black wedges and three pairs of flat and a pair of gold pumps.


13. i'm glad i still keep in touch with my old friends.


14. i'm glad i have no allergy.


15. i'm glad i have a healthy digestion system (hehe)


16. i'm glad i'm 160 cm tall.


17. i'm glad abah gave me a SE phone hey she's one year old by now!


18. i'm glad abah and umi bought me Baby :)


19. i'm glad to have a really nice friend to cheer me up when i was down :)


20. i'm glad my lecturers are fun especially Sir Ihsan OMG he's cute haha


21. i'm glad i don't spend too much money these days (i'm saving for my driving lesson well hopefully).


22. i'm glad my parents are proud of me. i promise i'll be a good doctor.


23. i'm glad adik listens to me when i told her she's too young to fall in love.


24. i'm glad my friends read my blog :P


25. i'm glad i can write English well.


26. i'm glad to be able to breathe until this very day :)


27. i'm glad i have so many things to be glad about haha


okey maybe that would be enough for today (-__-")


p/s : alhamdulillah for the good result. i promise i will not cry for such stupid reasons anymore, insyaallah :)

head over heels

i wish for things to go back to normal.
but sometimes i like it this way.


what is going on with me?

well didiey, it is not the end of the world

the result was out and guess how much i managed to score? well apparently it was not as much as i have expected. so much for empat rata sigh sigh.


lagi satu semester! usaha lagi kuat lepas ni yeah! :D


fine, i am not that strong. i was (am) so crushed i cried. but i tried not to cry in front of my friends heh nanti semua orang cakap i tak bersyukur dah dapat result boleh la tahan nak menangis ngada-ngada je tolong la faham (-__-")


ah well, it's time to move on. aja ajaa jangan give up! cakap nak jadi dokter? :)