Baca dengan rasa malu bye

So I tell Umi I can make cream puff (sebenarnya baru google resepi tapi nampak senang so confident boleh buat), Umi is doubtful at first but I'm good at convincing people, you know. I promised to make some puffs so she can bring those puffs for jamuan raya at school. But today I woke up late and I wasted time waiting for the recipe to load suddenly it's 9 am and I haven't start anything.


One thing about me is I love baking but I'm slow and sloppy and stressed in the kitchen. Now the kitchen is messy and my cream puff is not turning into something I imagine it would be.


Suddenly Umi comes home with two friends, wanting to taste my cream puff.


*you can imagine what happen next*


Turns out Umi told everyone in school I'm making cream puff.


Okay.


Bye.


*buang cream puff keras dan tak sedap dalam tong sampah*

Besarrr

"Tadi ada budak-budak lelaki lepak kat depan tu jangan pergi sana k macam pelik je diorang"

"Tak ada orang nak kacau perempuan pakai tudung besar, jangan risau"

*sengih*

Senyum

Ramadhan's over, semoga dapat sesuatu sepanjang sebulan ni. Tak nak la dapat lapar dan dahaga je T_T Dan yang paling penting the outcome - mampu ke istiqamah bila Ramadhan habis? *gulp*


Anyway, I spent almost two weeks puasa with Umi Abah, last year I only got two days haha. Well, now that the system in college has changed our holidays mostly follow the holidays in Malaysia. Tapi not sure fot next year sebab next three years are the clinical years and all depends on the hospital, I don't really mind tho. nak jugak rasa raya di perantauan hewhew (kalau Umi tahu mesti marah).


Our raya is usually dull haha seriously, malam raya tak rasa raya langsung kadang-kadang lepak depan tv tengok orang nyanyi sikit-sikit lepas tu masing-masing buat hal sendiri. Eh this time I change the tradition a bit, I paksa everyone make karipap for raya. I just learned how to make the inti, doh and even kelim the karipap in the second week of Ramadhan. Masa tu our usrah ada buat jualan karipap, we have to do like 250 karipaps in one day haha I was in charge for the inti and I'm so confident now to make my own karipap.


It was fun! Okay la I have to admit penat gila kan buat, Umi cakap next year baik beli je. But the process of making it is so much fun, I miss all of us being together. We are so busy with our own stuffs, kadang-kadang lupa nak hargai apa yang ada depan mata :')


We never have a theme for baju raya, we can wear anything that we like but this time I make sure the three of us wear matching Indian cotton (tho my sister is miles away) seronok! :D The whole point of raya (for me) is about celebrating the day with family hewhew, make sure esok tak boleh gaduh-gaduh. EH.


Hmm tapi rasa seronok nak raya tahun ni lain sikit daripada tahun-tahun sebelum ni. Mungkin dah besar dah matang sikit kot? Haha, happy raya peeps! Be happy, but not too happy, think of those people who can't be as happy as we are. Assalamualaikum :)

Nah! Karipap raya from me :D

Rumah

Tehehehehehe I'm home! Okay sebenarnya dah 2-3 hari kat rumah baru teringat nak update. Kitorang cuti dua bulan dan sesiapa rajin boleh buat attachment kat mana-mana hospital for two weeks. Tapi tak ramai yang nak buat sayang kot nak habiskan cuti (mungkin cuti panjang terakhir) tapi macam best? Ini la masalahnya kalau tunggu "siapa rajin", kalau universiti lain wajib kot buat. Hmm.


Rupa-rupanya bila balik rumah nafsu makan sangat dahsyat (random), kalau kat India masak sendiri-sendiri makan depan tv setengah jam siap terus nak pergi surau. Bila kat rumah makan tak habis-habis hewhew bila pergi masjid pun mengantuk ish, this is not good. Lepas ni kena berazam kurangkan nafsu makan lebihkan nafsu ibadat tinggal lagi sepuluh hari kottt T_T


Rasanya I jet lag sebab tu asyik tidur. Eh over kan walhal India balik Malaysia 4 jam je hewhew. Okay sambung tidur bye assalamualaikum.


Eh! Lupa bagitahu. Habis je exam hari tu I was called for a viva, I was the only one and I was judged by 6 lecturers. Creepy I tell you. Ada empat head of lecturers (HOD), the exam coordinator and a random guy from MSU Shah Alam. I didn't see that coming haha sebab ingat macam I have to go to different stations for different departments makanya tersangatlah cuak.


I can't remember the details of the questions but I remember Dr Ramesh asking me "Are you nervous, do you need any drug?", I said I am but I don't need any but I prefer diazepam (a sedative) haha boleh?


Briefly, Dr Rajesh (Forensic) asked about time since death, all those related to rigor mortis, algor mortis, livor mortis yada yadaaa (FM is the least favourite subject and I barely read so I was really cuak back then). Dr Rajgopal (Microbiology) was the nicest because he asked easy questions like "give me the examples of streptococci" tehehehe makanya boleh la jawab dengan muka bangga (eh), AIDS and opportunistic organisms, something about DM and paling benci "what's the principle of western blot" k mana I ingat. HOD Patho who has a very long name so I forgot asked about every little details what's written in Robbins. Serius. The first question was "what is inflammation?" *nangis*. But I managed to answer most of the question (minus the err and umph), nasib baik. Dr Ramesh (Pharmaco) asked simple questions too, but I can barely answer any questions about drugs for cancer serius tak tahuu tak pernah ambil tahu pun sebab nama drugs semua pelik-pelik ingatkan tak penting hewhew.


The lecturers were very nice because they really wanna help me tho I stutter a lot. They knew how cuak I was so they make it very relax and at one point I was enjoying the whole thing. Bless these people dear Turner of the hearts, they help me a lot, please help them too.


Well that's it. Alhamdulillah sebab mampu survive the tortuous half an hour or so haha :') Let's hope I can live up their expectation for the clinical years ahead. And let's hope I won't be a snob because I got an A minus.


Snob. Reminds me of snails.


Okay kali ni betul-betul bye assalamualaikum. Selamat mencari malam yang lebih baik daripada seribu bulan! :)