20 weeks

Finally after months of waiting (4 months to be exact) I finally got a job offer! .... which will start a month from now... so let's enjoy what's left of our holiday (padahal nanti after few months working I would have few more months cuti hihi). I'm excited to start a new life (and the pay) but it's scary too.


I think I have forgotten everything and and and even if I do remember; it's only the theoretical part. Ok la before this we did all the physical examination, plan for investigations treatment and such but everything seems so ... theoretical. All we want to do is please the teachers with the presentations the findings etc


Gulp.


They said you just have to appear calm and pretend you know what you are doing. But but --


And I'd be huge once I start working. And hungry all the time. And I'd want to pee all the time. The first thing I would do at the new place is find the toilet. And which cubicle would be my favourite, hmph.


So um I'm now almost 20 weeks and I feel ... fat. I can't fit into Mom's biggest pants anymore. And I want to eat everything (except for chicken I still hate chicken) and the bump is obvious now. I even park at the parking space for pregnant mothers haha.