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Assalamualaikum!

Since the first day of holiday I didn't think much of the last exam we had. I think I did mention about the papers which were susah wuwuu but I kinda forgot about it until todayyy out of nowhere Raihan posted on Facebook the results were released and yes, everyone has passed.

As I had mentioned before the whole batch is divided into three hospitals and Im posted in Sindhi Hospital. So the results are given according to the hospitals but we sat for the same papers.. I got 6 subjects - Medicine Surgery OBG (its called OnG in Malaysia I dont why its OBG in India) Pediatrics Psychiatry and Primary Care.

Did I mention OBG papers were the hardest? I cried a little (dalam hati) after the bell rang I knew I would fail. I dont know about others tho, but I know nothing about eclampsia (essay question was avout what is eclampsia and how to manage) btw eclampsia is like in simple words, seizure during pregnancy thats all I know to be honest haha its due to high blood pressure and something about constricted blood vessels and limited oxygen supply.. ok go google the rest of the story.

Anywayy I got a B- for OBG ok la haha Alhamdulillah I didnt fail but I kinda feel like I let Dr Prajna down. Not like she expects me to get an A or something.. tapi I dont know, I like her and I really like OBG I just feel like I should do better than a B-. Haha ok ok I should do better next time Ama said this is just numbers and figures (or something) it doesnt really matter what matters is how much do you know because sometimes we made mistakes during exam. Ok lah. Must do better next time (more like must read eclampsia next time lol).

Remember how much I complained about how I dislike Surgery because I have to remember a lot of structures and whatnot? I actually got an A for Surgery. Haha now I kinda like Surgery :p

Others are okay.. I didnt expect much so Im not that dissappointed or not too happy but Im excited to go back to India and start reading right away haha nerd ok.

Reminds me of an ayah ... jap nak check...

 Ok dah jumpa.

"Agar kamu tidak bersedih hati terhadap apa yang luput dari kamu, dan tidak pula terlalu gembira terhadap apa yang diberikanNya kepadamu. Dan Allah tidak menyukai setiap org yg sombong dan membanggakan diri..." (Al-Hadid ; 23)



Alhamdulillah but I know I must try harder next time because for me a good Muslim must not be satisfied with only "good" results but try to be the best in whatever we do (learned this from a friend).. Haha I know Im that nerd, and congratulations everyone Im proud of you guys :)

Baik baik

Assalamualaikum.

When I was in ... first year I guess eh terus direct to the point kan jarang tulis tak ada intro macam ni anyway I like cats I mean I live with cats for my entire life tiba-tiba datang India I barely saw a cat so I was all excited to babysit for cats while the seniors were away on their holidays.

I babysat for Auni and her kids I forgot the names but they are big cats now and one of them died few months back. I had to go to Kakak's house everyday to feed the cats and pack up their poops. I went to see the cats for like 1-2 times in one day because I missed them haha so I had to see them. Its not like I did it because I had to but I kinda liked the job.

I mean cats kan they are so messy their hairs are everywhere but they are so adorable you have to forgive them and love them anyway.

So when I first got Toby I was (still am) so happy its like having my first son but suddenly college gives us long holidays so I have to leave him for two months. If Im rich I wont mind sending him to board anywhere but I dont have the money to pay Rs 150 per day for two months so I have to find someone to take care of him.

Last year a Kakak agreed to take care of him. I was so relieved but biasa la I dont easily trust people haha so I had my doubts la. So after one month my neighbour took over the job due to few problems, and well it was a disaster haha but I wont complain because at least he fed Toby well.

So this year again I have the same problem I begged a kakak to help me out because suddenly its holiday for everyone except for the very batch who going to take their final exam in no time. But I had no choice! So the very very kind kakak agreed and I came home with a happy heart. But she decided she cant help me anymore okay I understand there is a huge exam coming. I feel bad too because I kinda forced her to jaga Toby kan... I still love her anyway because she helped me while Im in need walhal dia banyak lagiiii benda nak buat so okay la but now what am I supposed to do Im so far from India what can I do..

Idk how suddenly a junior willingly nak jaga Toby so can you imagine how Im feeling haha Im so relieved I nearly cried but I wont because Im at home I dont cry at home haha I dont even tell Mom I miss Toby so badly lol. Anyway so three more weeks I just hope everything will turn out okay after this we dont have anymore holidays paling lama dua minggu I kinda glad haha.

I thanked Nurlin so many times I just hope she wont get tired of me haha. She should see what I tweeted about her. Of how much I love her haha. Ok. Behave..

Anyway what Im trying to say is.. just do good because somehow He will repay your good deeds. Kalau bukan sekarang maybe one day in future. Percaya la Allah la sebaik-baik tuhan dalam dunia ni (not that there is any other god).. just be good do good and make people around you feel loved, He will love you in return. Do good but dont expect other people to repay your kindness because biasa la manusia kadang-kadang kita lupa siapa yang buat baik, so just do good for the sake of Him.

:)