so this is how i spend my weekend

hai. hujung minggu kali ini sangat seronok sebab keluar daripada kawasan Gokula-Ramaiah-Maleshwaram (Mantri Mall) yeaay! bosan okay setiap kali keluar je mesti tempat sama and TAK SAH kalau tak jumpa budak IMS -.- anyway, kitorang budak-budak perempuan satu batch (exclude beberapa orang yang tak pergi) tambah dengan Kak Fin dan Kak Mimi yang dua-dua nak kahwin April niii (oh oh perlu ke mention haha) pergi IFC lebih kurang satu jam perjalanan daripada Gokula. IFC stands for em jap nak google. oh, IFC stands for Innovative Films City :)


best okay IFC tapi terkilan sikit sebab ada lagi 8 tempat kitorang tak sempat pergi. out of 20, 12 je sempat heh. maybe sebab kitorang suka lama-lama kat satu tempat ambil gambar bagai. tapi it's okay i guess, i had real fun :) hmm yang paling best maybe Haunted Mansion kot? finally i have the courage masuk rumah hantu tanpa keluar balik lepas 1 minit masuk HAHA. tapi kesian Linda i peluk tangan dia sepanjang jalan masuk Haunted Mansion -.-


oh, yang paling seronok sebenarnya solat kat kawasan lapang tengah-tengah laluan orang ramai. it shows how easy Islam is and solat itu penting no matter where you are KENA jugak solat. kan? :) and seronok sebab boleh hang out dengan classmates tanpa rasa stress sebab exam HAHA.


p/s : gambar tak in order malas kot nak susun -.-

Cartoon City best sebab ada roller coaster dengan go-kart!

i was seriously scared of this menatang -.-'
(Dinosaur World)

ini Linda (senget).

jangan tanya kenapa i ke depan -.-

school trip budak sekolah

meet Azrin Azidin :)

roller coaster!

oh, i met Snow White in Louis Tussuad's Wax Museum!

-.-'

meet Mahatma Ghandi.

Teddy Museum, too bad tak sempat masuk.

eh benci, kenapa banyak gambar dengan Azrin?
-.-'

okay bye nak baca Physiology cardiac cycle pening-pening sikit. BYE!

Take care :(

kenapa i baru tahu kat Egypt sekarang semua benda dah kena block?
macam mana i nak tahu apa jadi kat Scha?
Oh my.
this is sickening :(
you should be fine i guess.
take care!

perasaan gembira setiap kali habis exam :)

so we had the MCQ tests today and it was quite okay. i mean, i was so scared because i thought the questions are like, OH MAN WHAT ARE THESE QUESTIONS boleh tak tiba-tiba dia tanya mana datang external nasal branch (kot?) tak pernah tahu pun! but i answered it correctly HAHA i buat ikut suka je cuba match match nama eh eh tiba-tiba betul :O of course i was referring to Anatomy paper, the other two papers were quite acceptable actually. Physiology was okaaay i guess but i did miss a few questions. ada satu soalan siapa yang produce lung surfactant and i was sooo sure jawapan dia alveolar epithelium type II but i cakap kat diri sendiri "eh tak kot, tolong la jangan percaya kata hati" heh padan muka siapa suruh tak percaya kata hati kang dah salah -.- Biochemistry was easy but i missed one question and i got 9 out of 10. Alhamdulillah :) berbalik kepada cerita Anatomy tadi, like i said the questions are hard but i did well i guess. i was actually terkejut sebab i got a good mark. so Sabrina please don't hate me, it is merely luck. heh. but again, Alhamdulillah :)


anywaaaay, i'm persuading Kakak to come to India next April. i'll have my second cuti by then and Abah won't allow me to come back to Malaysia T.T so i'm thinking of spending as much money as i would spend on a ticket to Malaysia for the whole week hehehe. it will be fun! Kakak please come! let's go and have fun in Goa. sebenarnya Kakak nak pergi Taj Mahal (semua orang yang datang India memang akan aim Taj Mahal) but Agra is jauh and it would be costly. i don't think my money will tahan until April. sepatutnya MARA bagi next elaun this April but according to seniors selalunya elaun lambat sikit. so i have to jimat, not Agra pleaseee T.T


oh tadi i dengan Alif buat satu benda yang sangat seronok! cerita dia macam ni.. kat India ni tersangat la ramai budak-budak kecik yang mengemis suka mintak-mintak duit atau makanan dengan kitorang terutamanya students. kalau setakat mintak buat muka kesian je boleh la terima TAPI diorang extreme! diorang suka sembah-sembah kaki atau peluk tangan kitorang selagi tak bagi duit selagi tu la tak lepas. err tapi bila bagi duit lagi la diorang mintak -.- so, the other day masa kitorang nak pergi lunch ada la tiga budak mintak duit. we did give them some money but they wanted more and started pleading yang kesian dengar tapi annoying sebab asyik peluk kaki. we shrugged them off macam tu je. so i rasa bersalah :( so tadi i ajak Alif, why don't we buy them some bread to make up untuk hari tu.


we bought two loaves of bread for them. tapi budak perempuan tu annoying boleh tak, dia cakap "i want ice cream!" lepas tu tunjuk-tunjuk McD. demand gila -.- hmmm next time i'll buy you ice cream :)


but of course i forgot to take pictures to share with you guys. damn. okay bye.

this is awkward.

i have trouble calling my own Ehem's name. seriously. i usually call him You, instead of the usual name i used to call him before we start dating. it's awkward to call him Alif HAHA i rather call him something else. and it is so awkward to shout YOUUU when he is jauh from me. get what i mean? macam mana ni? -.-

End of week 1

tadi masa belajar Embroyology sangat sedih. nak tahu apa kitorang belajar?

Thalidomide babies

Fetal Alcohol Syndrome

these are few syndromes or "teratogens" that could occur to human beings. sangaaat menakutkan :O i saje la letak gambar yang tak real punya sebab i sendiri pun takut tengok those unfortunate babies.. sometimes people take for granted nasihat-nasihat doctors. contoh, tahu apa tu Thalidomide babies? Thalidomide ialah sejenis painkiller. kalau consume Thalidomide masa critical stages masa pregnant results to these babies, they have no limbs whether it is upper limb, lower limb or both. sedih kan! macam gambar kat atas tu, dia cuma ada hands tapi tak ada arm. kalau lagi unfortunate dua-dua kaki dengan tangan tak ada haish macam mana nak hidup T.T


Anencephaly paling sedih! these babies tak develop brain so boleh bayang tak bentuk kepala tanpa otak? tak sanggup letak gambar real sebab sedih.. hmm these things seem so trivial but what if it happens to those people yang kita sayang?


OKAY KENAPA I SANGAT EMOSIII -.-


more info sila google okay, ini bukan untuk medic students semata-mata semua orang patut tahu and yeah, tolong la jaga diri masa pregnant. bye.

...

weird isn't it, last few days i had so much fun in my hometown and today i feel so depressed i want to die (exaggerate). haish. HAISH. mengeluh je kerja -.-


anyway! i went jogging just now and today would be the second day i waste my lovely evenings for a jog around Shriram -.- but but maybe it would be worth it some days later when i'll be as fit as those pretty seniors i always admire (and envy) HAHA. i eat so little (by my standard) these few days and i feel miserable. eating always cheer me up but i have to stop eating i want to be kurus T.T


i guess nothing can cheer me up anymore. i'm too torn. i wish i am anywhere but here.


:(

Reality

i've been in India for almost 48 hours. honestly i really like it in here but but..

1. belajar makin susaaaah, dalam masa 4 bulan nak 2nd IA, gosh i'm not ready.

2. i'm starting to worry about money. i mean, can i make it last for the next few months? urgh it's time to be more kedekut -.-

3. i have to start my diet routine and the more i think about how fat i am now, the more i feel depressed. it depresses me more when someone like YOU would joke about how i look. heh.

4. sometimes a lover doesn't always make you smile. hmm.

5. i feel bad about asking God for more time since i myself don't spend too much time for Him either. hmmmmm.

pray for my survival!

can i take these back to India please?

when i left Malaysia for India three months ago, Mutiara was pregnant. three months later i found 4 new kittens at home! sangaaaat comel :') okay they may not be Persians or whatever but i love all type of cats especially small kittens. can i take them back to India with me please :( but but they have no names HAHA. we simply call them Demok or Duyus (kitorang memang suka cakap pelat dengan kucing, it is actually Kurus). tadi petang tidur dengan diorang! hmm sayangnya nak tinggalkan T.T


oh yeaah, next year when i move to my new house i'll a cat or two! tak sabar. err tho Umi does not allow me to have pets in India but i think i have to have one, Umi doesn't have to know hehe. okay ini rahsia shh -.-


meet my kittens! :)

jilat-jilat tangan :')

hoi hoii tak senonoh -.-

comel kaaan T.T

Dua

hari kedua cuti i bangun lambat HAHA gila pukul 11 baru bangun, itu pun sebab seram tiba-tiba mimpi err okay tak payah cakap mimpi apa takut nanti jadi betul. bangun pagi terus buat breakfast! masa tengah makan eh Abah balik sekali dengan lunch eh eh HAHA gemuknya asyik makan ==


petang lepas Umi balik kitorang pergi beli baju! yeah yeah i balik rumah beli saree 7-8 pasang tapiii lupa nak beli saree untuk diri sendiri makanya Umi ajak beli kain baju kurung. i bought one English cotton, cantik :) i always like English style. nanti dah ada rumah sendiri halaman rumah sendiri i nak English style yeaaah. well anyway, lepas beli baju bagai kitorang pergi jumpa Ira. perkara pertama yang Ira cakap bila nampak i.. "EH ANGAH GEMUKNYA KENAPA JADI MACAM TU!" har har ==


hish macam mana ni kenapa semua orang asyik cakap gemuk T.T


eh abaikan abaikan.


seronok jumpa Ira. mula-mula poyo malu-malu cakap dengan i HAHA boleh tak tak payah nak malu-malu i baru pergi 3 bulan kot lain la kalau dah tak jumpa 10 tahun == eeii benci Ira kenapa dia sangat pandai? penat sikit la nak dengar cerita dia boleh highest itu highest ini grr i tak ada la sepandai tu masa seklah dulu. heh Umi cakap Ira sangat sangat rajin hobi dia belajar. masa Form 3 i suka main kot, start bulan 5-6 baru sedar diri ada PMR nasib baik lepas boleh pergi SBP. tak faham kenapa rajin sangat..


eh nak tahu taaak, ingat tak i pernah cakap nak jadi businesswoman tu? well i beli tak banyak tau untuk jual setakat 5-6 pasang sebab macam ragu-ragu orang nak beli ke tak.. tapi tadi Umi jual 4 pasang kot! wow i serius tak expect pun orang berminat nak beli HAHA alhamdulillah boleh la sikit-sikit duit belanja :P *riak* lepas ni rasa macam nak balik April sebab nak jual lagi banyak hehehe tapi Abah dah pesan awal-awal "jangan la balik selalu sangat.." er.


okay sila tengok gambar untuk percaya i dah jadi si gemuk sekarang T.T

Ira :)

GAMBAR YANG LAIN TAK BOLEH UPLOAD SEBAB GEMUK SANGAT NOOOOOOO T.T


bye.

Malaysia.

i know i know macam mengada gila cuti seminggu pun nak balik ingat Shah Alam-Terengganu ke TAPI sangat nak balik nak makan makanan Malaysia banyak-banyak and ambil baju yang terpaksa ditinggalkan masa nak fly hari tu. seronok okaaay balik rumah lepas 3 bulan stranded kat negara orang yang berdebu :') mula-mula sampai macam terkejut sikit sebab tengah-tengah malam kat Malaysia panas kot HAHA heh i pergi India kot bukan UK == and terkejut sebab jalan kat Malaysia sangat aman tak ada pun "Sound Okay Horn" HAHA oh sayang betul dengan Malaysia :)


i sampai Malaysia semalam lagi sebenarnya tapiii sampai tengah malam tak ada flight tengah malam balik Terengganu makanya malam tu tidur rumah Hana dulu. mama Hana sangat baik, kitorang sampai terus jamu macam-macam makanan haish gemuk gemukk T.T


awal pagi lepas Subuh terus gerak pergi Subang Airport. dulu-dulu pernah kena marah dengan abang guard sebab check in lambat so sekarang macam trauma sikit kalau boleh dua jam sebelum flight dah boarding == tapi sedih sebab flight sangat awal (7 pagi) tak sempat lepak-lepak makan Big Apple dulu. Big Apple tak bukak lagi kot awal-awal pagi . hmm sangat craving dengan Big Apple and Secret Recipe and Noodle Station and and okay dah diam sekarang. eh tahu tak, kek kat India tak sedap. rasa macam kosong, tak rasa sedap kek yang kita selalu makan kat sini. faham tak faham taaak? kalau cheese cake paling ketara rasa "kosong". hish tak tahu macam mana nak explain tapi tak boleh lawan rasa kek Malaysia la.


pagi tadi breakfast nasi lemak kerang dengan ayam goreng! sedapnya :') oh dengan milo ais sekali. kat India kan kan, diorang macam tak minum ais sangat. kalau ais pun mesti jadi milkshake. pelik. maybe sebab India sejuk kot. tengahari makan ikan patin! huish siap dengan belacan bagai hehe sungguh heaven.. petang pulak err Umi tiba-tiba tak bagi i makan nasik sebab i gemuk == Umi cakap boleh makan lauk je oh sedihnya. fine esok pagi start makan banyak lagi HAHA


esok pergi tengok Ira! i belikan dia Kitkat satu kotak. kat airport murah kot, i kotak $3 je. lebih kurang RM9 la. murah kan? menyesal pulak tak beli 2-3 kotak. tak apa nanti balik sana beli banyak-banyak lagi hehe bahagiaaa :)


okay bye!

Habit

sejak i datang India, i ade 1 habit tau. i suka tidur awal, sangat awal kot! normally pukul 9. paling hebat boleh bertahan pukul 9.30, paling awal pernah tidur pukul 7 == tapiii hari-hari i banyak kerja nak siapkan i akan bangun balik dalam 3-4 jam lepas tu. mula-mula memang la susah kan nak bangun tapi selalu fikir hish kalau tak bangun macam mana nak siapkan assignment (contoh) makanya secara automatik i akan bangun mamai-mamai siapkan kerja. sebab dah jadi habit dalam 3-4 minggu sekarang dah jadi kebiasaan pukul 3 pagi je mesti terjaga. macam sekarang, walhal exam dah habis tak tahu nak buat apa pagi-pagi buta macam ni. kena study ke? ==


bye.

of one extra mark and 25 Ferrero Rochers

Gila, dah lama sangat tak update panjang-panjang cerita segala details hari-hari. hish semua IA punya pasal. and now that IA fever is over, i have all the time in the world with you guys HAHA ==


well anyway, the results are out heh gila cepat lecturers kat India ni. my Biochemistry is so-so kena improve banyaaaak lagi T.T hey i got highest for Anatomy HAHA macam tak percaya kan? tapi Alhamdulillah, macam mana pun kena usaha lagi kuat yeaaah. hai Head and Neck *tajuk paling susah untuk Anatomy* DIE. okey jangan cakap pasal study lagi, pening yang minggu lepas tak habis lagi.


oh yeah, i'm going back to Malaysia in three days time!! haha cepat kan baru tiga bulan dah nak balik belum tiga tahun lagi tu == ramai pulak tu yang balik, mahu lebih sepuluh orang. tiket murah kottt macam rugi tak balik. sebelum balik nak shopping saree banyak-banyak. eh dah cakap belum i nak cuba jadi businesswoman nak jual saree nanti hehe. tapi err macam sayang nak keluarkan modal. macam mana tu? ramai seniors yang jual saree, untung beribu-ribu okay bukan setakat tiket balik Malaysia, siap boleh melancong pergi sana sini. hmmmph hebat.


apa lagi yang nak beli sebelum balik ye? Ira asyik mintak coklat heh macam tak ada kat Malaysia je. tapi kat sini Kitkat sangat la murah so beli banyak-banyak untuk Ira padan muka nanti makan sampai muak. tapi Ferrero Rocher harga standard Malaysia makanya miskin la Dr Alif belikan i 25 Ferrero Rochers untuk birthday i :) terima kasih say.. eh kan dah cakap tak boleh panggil sayang kat public xD


birthday tahun ni macam tak best sangat sebab exam. semua orang sempat tak sempat je nak wish tapi it's okay, tak penting sangat pun wishes tu semua. but i really appreciate them, thanks again :) nak tengok gambar masa celebrate birthday dengan housemates? okay nah.

Urgh muka busuk gila lepas dua papers kot. abaikan ==


oh yeah, happy 19 Didiey :)

19

hi. i'm nineteen, you? HAHA


p/s : update esok boleh? esok exam last. doakan :) BYE.

perkara memalukan pertama 2011 T.T

fuuh. terlalu memalukan untuk share dengan semua orang. tapi tolonggg la asyik kantoi dating HAHA depan seniors. kena kurangkan dating kott == oh ada satu benda yang buat i sangat sangat terharu hari ini, ada kakak baik baik kita bubur dengan satu note. dia cakap..


"..ujian mungkin juga adalah sesi taaruf kita dengan-Nya. mungkin Allah rindu nak dengar rintihan hati kita sebab busy sangat study"


paaap headshot HAHA. belajar belajar jugak, kena ingat Allah selalu. dating dating jugak.. err.. haish banyak sungguh khilaf ==