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i can feel that you're changing. tapi mesti la you deny. bai.

weekend at Nandi Hills

i decided to go to a "leadership convention" at Nandi Hills (refer to the last post) tho i'm not at all a leader (as in a MSA member which stands for Malaysian Student Association). but but it was so much fun! tak rasa isolated pun walaupun i bukan la MSA :') the facilitators referred us as "group of leaders" so we have to lead ourselves and everyone is so friendly and sweeeet i miss them already :)


kat sana i jumpa a friend from Manipal, Asilah (and her friend Farhana) she got a cool camera and she's really good with it too! that explains why we (as in me Mia Intan and Nisa) got so many pictures huehuehuehue. hari ni i freee sangat sebab i cuti Diwali so i akan upload gambar untuk semua orangg (haha poyos macam artis sikit).


we met an Indian guy who took music course here he's so good he knows everything about music out of nowhere we came out with an idea why don't we sing together? haha it was hilarious sebab kitorang (kecuali Intan) suara gila tak sedap pitching lari bagai tapi he said just go with it and have fun. sporting gila kan? i'm so sorry we ruined your reputation huehuehue.


i'm glad i decided to go :) so here are the pictures (in random order).

woo i actually grinned!
bukan senang i nak tunjuk gigi dalam gambar hehe

spot the hill!

the grand dinner! (with Farhana)

meet Asilah! :D

kbye! cuti tiga hariiiiii huehuehue.

weekend yeaaay!

every Monday, i couldn't wait for Saturday to come. makanya tiap-tiap minggu i sangat ternanti-nantikan hari Sabtu haha macam tak ada life gila setiap kali pun nak weekend datang cepat-cepat. bila sabtu dah sampai tiba-tiba ada program dengan MARA sekarang rasa nak menangis sebab tak nak pergi (sebelum ni beria-ria nak pergi) rasa macam BTN days all over again.


ceritanya macam ni, out of nowhere ada orang ajak pergi Nandi Hill katanya ada MARA Talk, bunyi macam best sebab last time pergi MARA Talk kat Chennai sangat best (walaupun perjalanan jauh) macam berbaloi la bazirkan weekend. makanya i semangat la nak pergi nak makan mewah hehe tiba-tiba tengok tentatif sebijik macam BTN eeiii geramnya kang dah membazir weekend i T__T


tak nak pergi! tapi dah bagi nama? boleh tak pagi esok baru buat keputusan, kalau rasa nak pergi cepat-cepat kemas baju kalau malas kena cepat-cepat iron baju and pergi sekolah :D pergi sekolah lagi best daripada kena repeat BTN heh.


btw result exam Final first year dah keluar! cuba tekaaa! heheheheheh Alhamdulillah i dapat dua A (Anatomy and Biochemistry) and A- for Physiology. dah agak daaaah, i selalu tak pandai nak elaborate panjang-panjang kalau jawab soalan Physio T___T tapiiii sangat bersyukur dapat title distinction hehehehe kbai mana boleh riak lebih-lebih nanti Allah tarik balik semua nikmat. tahniah semua orang!


banyak gila kerja!! kbai nak sambung buat kerja.

Stress

tak tak, i tak ada exams/quizzes/mcq or anything related dalam masa terdekat. i bukan stress sebab nak exams ke ape tapi stress sebab...


1) ...tiba-tiba sistem belajar secara "tradisional" kat kolej i dah berubah jadi sistem "modular" i don't really understand what it means but the dean said she wants to "Malaysionize" our learning system here (as in such word exist?). she said she wants us to "fit" in Malaysian working environment that we don't have to follow the Indian "traditional" system anymore. kalau macam tu bawak je la kitorang balik Malaysia, what's the pint of studying in India anymore?


but i kind of getting used to this system (sebab dah belajar selama 2 minggu), it means less classes and more self-studying. i always love lecture classes! but having to "self-studying" buat i jadi curious and jadi makin rajin nak belajar. eh faham tak? selama ni semua benda nak lecturers je cakap tapi sekarang kalau kau nak tahu baca la sendiri tak faham baru tanya lecturers.


okay, apa yang menyebabkan i stress adalah ... i tak faham format exams macam mana?! integrated la, practicals jadi 1 hari la, tiba-tiba professional exams mansuh la eeeiii apa semua ni i tak faham la tak ada orang nak terangkan betul-betul T_____T bosan la macam ni bye.


2) dulu ada 3 subjects je. makanya ada 3 record books yang nak kena settle every weekend (tunggu weekend je kan baru nak settle huehuehue), selalunya record book Physiology memang tak sentuh la kan sebab lecturer baik sangat bukannya nak tanya dah siap ke belum esok nak exam (practical) baru lecturer mintak mesti la kena tunggu last minute baru nak siapkan.


sekarang ada 4 subjects dan 4 record books nak siapkan every weekend. lecturers sekarang sangat strict (sebab sistem baru) semua benda nak bagi markah, attitude, dressing, communication skills etc etc boleh tak nak menangis sebab stress? malas gila nak sentuh record books rela update blog T____T


3) batuk dan diarrhea tak baik lagiiii. stress la macam ni setiap kali lepas makan terus berlari masuk tandas.


4) esok kena bagi "talk" untuk juniors baru masuk. macam mana nak bagi talk, juniors pun lagi tua daripada i?! sebab ada budak KMB/KMS yang buat persedian 2 tahun baru datang sini makanya diorang dah 20 i baru 19?! T____T


doakan i tabah. bye.

back in India

2 busy days. new lecturers, new rules and regulations, new subjects and new books, new specs (eh?), everything is new and SO FAST (i have piles of homework to be submitted by the end of the week) i barely have the time to breath properly! i don't like the current lecture hall i want my old chair in the previous lecture hall :(


okay jangan emosional lebih-lebih/ ehem. now i'm learning 4 new subjects - Pathology, Pharmacology, Microbiology (bosannya i tak minat langsung nak tahu life cycle tape worm?!) and Forensic Medicine. textbooks tak ada lagi, nama tak tulis lagi kat buku, record books tak balut lagi haaah malasnya..


anyway, a classmate of mine is now a married woman! wow, 20 and married! i wouldn't be that hebat to carry all the responsibilities as a wife at such a young age..


*too sleepy to write i'll continue this as soon as i'm awake*

i actually continue writing this 5 days later?!

anyway, i demam dah dua hari. asal balik India (as in lepas cuti yang lama) mesti kena diarrhea and demam. sebenarnya demam semalam semalam sebab diarrhea (infection kot) and macam dah elok sikit then pergi main hujan dengan Ama and Iman padan muka dah demam balik T___T

sila doakan i tabah dah rajin baca buku oh and, tempe yag nak pasang internet kat rumah kitorang datang cepat sikit. rasa macam tak ada life gila bila internet rumah kena potong heh. kbye.