hey you :)

hey you,
we've been so far apart i barely know you anymore. time passes and can you believe it, i have stopped wishing you would come back and things would be back to how they used to be. but i can't help feeling sorry for myself whenever i spend hours stalking you page. silly huh?


hey you,
i'm honestly glad that you're happy with your life now. and it is nice to know that you have such great friends. remember how snobbish you were, everyone was afraid to get to know you better hehe turned out you are the best friend i have ever known :)


too bad things have changed now. ah well, life must go on.

my miserable weekend

here's the thing. both my Dad and my Mom came to Shah Alam to visit me. hey hey, bukan sebab manja okey. Abah ada kerja (i'm not really sure what he's doing) dan Umi tak nak duduk rumah sorang-sorang so instead of asking me to come back home in Terengganu Umi decided to accompany me here since everyone is home for Wesak. no, my friends do not celebrate Wesak =.= (now why i have to be so detail?)


so both my Mom and i spent the weekend in Auntie's house. she is really nice, she served me with loads of food and i swear i didn't touch any book that i brought along konon la nak study (-___-")


the 'best' part is, Abah habis kerja hari ini jadi tinggalkan i sorang-sorang kat sini. yeah yeah i'm all alone here in Mais. hari Khamis i la yang paling berlagak bagitahu semua orang parents nak datang walhal malam ni tidur sorang-sorang padan muka siapa suruh riak?


btw i've saved the last entry as draft sebab semua orang macam 'HEY HEY WHERE'S MY PICTURE?' haha i'm sorry i didn't take everyone's picture but that doesn't mean i don't love you guys (eh?). fine lepas ni i buat yang lain okeyyy? :)



btw (again), for those who are going back to UIA or wherever, good luck! jangan homesick hehe ;P

Egypt and India

my best friend, Sha, is leaving for Egypt in few months time. she'll be doing dentistry in Mansoura (kot). we've been best friends for so long now how can i let you go? see how selfish i am, walhal i am leaving too. i can't help it, i just can't bear to see someone i really love to leave me :/


believe it or not we haven't see each other for almost two years by now. well she's in Melaka and i'm in Shah Alam and macam haremmmm la kitorang cuti pada masa yang sama but she'd be my shoulder to cry on (after Mom, Dad and you) every time i'm having one of those nervous breakdowns. gosh, now i feel like crying.


Sha is really honest you know, like gila ah honest nak mati bila dia tak suka dia cakap tak suka and kitorang macam tak mungkin akan suka benda sama eh eh cakap best friend HAHA and dia tak pernah suka lelaki yang i suka sheesh, masalah betul budak ni.


but the good thing is, she always keep my feet on the ground (eh betul tak frasa ni?) okey contoh kalau i pakai baju macam terkurang sikit heh habis la i kena bebel. apa dah mengalahkan emak orang (-___-") nak keluar date pun tak boleh, eh eh?


fine. fineee go ahead and leave me! *emo*


well, good luck. i mean, good luck! what else can i say, kau dah cukup berdikari. kita macam enggang dengan pipit (eh?) aku si manja yang mengada-ngada kau si garang yang berdikari. hidup baik-baik heh kau takkan ada masalah dengan makanan kat sana rasanya kau kan makan semua benda HAHAHA okey bye.


btw, i love you :')


hopefully she won't read this (-___-")

The Grand Dinner

it was a really fun night and many thanks to those who worked really hard for the night to be this amazing :)


i did nothing haha teruk tak teruk tak? (except for some wrapping here and there) ah well, at least i was there to eat all the food! the food is super delicious, especially the midnight cake. thank you to Aliah for reminding me that i'm on diet (-___-")


siapa entah yang buat video yang first tayang. jahat gila kot, sengaja nak buat i menangis and rosakkan makeup i heh.


so here goes some random pictures;

the theme is Black&White
everyone looks beautiful auww :)

Najwa (kau rase kau kelakar ke wey HAHA),
Azrin and me

excuse me for being horny :P

and that's Miss Fisya, our Chem lecturer
she's really sengal (in good way),
i really like her :)


tapi Miss tak baik selalu
cakap i pelik (-___-")

happy birthday Farah Aimunie,
Shanubar and Farahi :)

housemates sayang

the band (haha) that rocked the night
they sang I Wanna Hold Your Hand by The Beatles


and the guy on the left sang the best :)
(hey i'm not being bias here haha)

the super delicious food!
(except for that caramel puding)

kesengalan HAHA


btw,

meet Alif :)


later!

confession #2

hell yeah :)

fashion crime

didiey, mira and aliah :)

p/s : i do look like a frog in green heh?

tonight would be the night of our first grand dinner. everyone is excited about what to wear oh oh by the way the theme is black and white. well as for me, i have something nice to wear but i think it is too simple.


during the school days, i was not really into dressing up for any event. i mean, i would wear something decent and that was it. i thought once school is over i would not have to bother myself with such things anymore heh nanti mesti i yang paling selekeh (-___-")


so it has been a week since college started. the thing about the new campus is, i get tired with all the stairs. fine memang la ada lift padan muka siapa suruh tak naik lift, tapi lift sangat sangat jauh daripada kelas buang masa cari lift je. kitorang budak-budak FMS semua belajar either level 5 atau 6. and cafe kat level 2. selalu kitorang tak makan dekat cafe sebab sangat mahal so pergi Tesco depan kolej. see, sangat penat nak jalan. sabar didiey, sabar.


nevertheless, i love my college and my classmates. cuma kadang-kadang there are times i wish things would get back to how it used to be. but things happened for a reason kan? so i shall accept how things are right now with joy :)


okey BYE!

can i handle these?

it's my first day of college and i'm already exhausted, walhal kelas dua jam je (-__-")


finally we move to the new campus after months of speculations bila nak pindah bila nak pindah, so today was historical :') campus baru dekat seksyen 13 jugak tapi kitorang lalu jalan lain, jauh sikit kot. serius besar gila (walaupun macam berdebu sikit) sekarang baru rasa macam belajar dekat universiti. sampai je MSU terus pergi sana sini jakun gila konon nak explore. library paling best sebab sangat sangat besar and the view is really nice. malang sekali makanan dekat cafe sangat sangat mahal gila ah makan tengahari je dah habis tujuh ringgit tapi bila fikir positif ini la masa untuk mulakan balik misi diet heh.


habis cerita pasal campus baru. hari ini satu batch MARA ada sesi fotografi tak rasmi. janji pukul 12.30 pukul 1 baru start haha salah i jugak, pukul 12.30 baru terhegeh-hegeh nak pergi makan (-___-") lepas tu bila dah lambat sikit matahari dah tegak so lighting dah tak cantik apa semua jadi dua tiga kali pindah tempat. i was exhausted but i had fun (despite the fact that i wore green and i looked like a frog).


habis je kelas terus rush pergi PKNS. sebenarnya tak ada tujuan pun saja-saja buang masa but in the end i spent a little out of budget haish. but but i was a good girl today sebab berjaya tak beli baju HAHA it was hard but as long as i believe in myself, i can do it eh eh ada kaitan ke?


tadi pergi usrah kebetulan ada sorang dokter datang cakap pasal pengalaman dia masa belajar. well she said medic is not hard. dia cakap "Medic sebenarnya lagi senang daripada Physics. kalau nak belajar Physics kena ukur sudut itu sudut ini tapi kalau belajar Anatomy contohnya, tak payah pegang pen pun. tengok je buku lama-lama hafal sikit-sikit, tengok lagi buku hafal lagi, haa apa yang susahnya? yang penting kena organized, hardworking and Barakah".


Barakah is when you spend time with Allah and He will spend time with you, bila ada pertolongan daripada Allah dalam apa jua cara insyaAllah semua benda yang kita buat akan jadi senang :)


and that really touches my heart.


and here are some random pictures i took from Facebook;

haha Glee punya pasal :D

meet Faris :)

okey dah malas nak upload.
BYE!

facebook

facebook sangat hebat, sangat banyak pages yang macam menggambarkan apa yang i fikir and i ingat i je yang fikir macam tu haha. let's see how many pages i have "like" so far :)


1. Doctor is the most sexy profession.


ini mesti terpengaruh dengan Grey's Anatomy, semua dokter hensem dan cantik walaupun satu hari penat layan pesakit (-___-")


2. Being friendly is NOT flirting!


semua orang selalu salah faham dengan i, suka cakap i flirt walhal i memang suka gelak-gelak dengan semua orang terutama dengan classmates. seriously i have no intention to flirt, tolong faham, that's how i treat people.


3. The only man a girl can rely on is her daddy.


so true, despite the fact that Abah can be a little overprotective. bila dah terbiasa dengan cara Abah i macam dah tak kisah sangat taw. well that's how he expresses his love, i can't blame him :)


4. A Muslim guy looks gorgeous when he leads a pray and reads Al-Quran.


dulu-dulu masa i crush dengan sorang lelaki ni kan, i pernah curi-curi dengar dia imamkan solat Zohor. masa tu rasa macam baik gila lelaki ni tak sia-sia crush HAHA horny (-___-")


but frankly speaking, this is so true :')


5. I die a little inside every time you online but you don't talk to me.


yeah yeah i selalu rasa macam ni sebenarnya, regarding to a friend who used to be my friend but we are no longer friends got what i mean? pernah satu hari tu kawan i yang lain buat status ape i tak ingat, so ramai-ramai komen termasuk la he-who-used-to-be-my-friend. tiba-tiba i mengada-ngada nak komen jugak bila i komen terus dia cakap "this is out of topic, chow" fine, fineeeeee (-___-")


6. i always look at your page because i miss you.


what else i would do if miss my friends? sebenarnya kedekut nak text haha. semua orang sangat sibuk sekarang, i miss everyone from the past. heh macam perempuan tua yang kesepian kan? i should move on, i have more to look forward to. toughen up didiey :)


7. Pretending that my eyes are itchy when i really can't hold the tears anymore.


i'm a crybaby, i cry at the slightest things. hari tu masa tengok video ini pun i menangis. heh silly me. kadang-kadang tak nak orang nampak mata dah berkaca-kaca jadi terpaksa buat-buat "eh eh ada habuk masuk mata" haha gila lame, ingat tengah berlakon drama ke (-___-")


okey dah dah. ini baru sebahagian tapi malas nak explain semua. btw today i had fun, keluar dengan Atiyah, Anati, Mid dengan Erwani. satu hari kot keluar sangat seronok. malas update sebab mesti Atiyah atau Anati rajin update hehe kan kan?


btw happy birthday Erwaniii :)

god, this is heaven

perasan tak, i selalu tulis pendek-pendek je kan? heh tak boleh jadi ni, kena tulis berjela-jela malam ni memandangkan i memang tak ada kerja. bermalas-malas kat rumah sangat heaven okey, i want this to last forever cehceh.


hari ini i buat Glee marathon (sebenarnya baru tengok lima episod), terima kasih kepada Aliah sebab kenalkan i dengan Glee. for those who haven't watch this series, please watch (walaupun i macam ketinggalan sikit). Glee is fun :)






i lupa i cuti tiga hari je, sekarang bila i mahu tengok semua movies yang i paksa Syaer transfer? orang tamak memang selalu rugi, jangan ikut perangai tak senonoh macam ni (-___-")


i baru kat sini less than 24 hours tapi i makan sangat sangat banyak macam tak makan dua hari. macam ni, Umi tak selalu masak jadi bila Umi masak i rasa macam tanggungjawab i untuk habiskan semua makanan HAHAHA bagus tak bagus tak? btw hari ni hari guru, Umi bawak balik sangat banyak hadiah. terima kasih kepada anak murid Umi yang hadiakan moist chocolate cake damn, gila heaven ahh :')


tadi i wish cikgu Modern Maths i masa sekolah dulu-dulu. tahu apa dia cakap?




Cikgu Mariana selalu kantoikan i sebab selalu makan biskut masa kelas beliau. walhal i duduk paling belakang, dia boleh jerit kuat-kuat 'diyanah sy nampak awak makan, gemuk!' fine cikgu, fine. tunggu i diet. sekarang cikgu dah glamour masuk blog i (-___-")


eh eh dah tiga kali i update hari ni kan? haha bye.

delayed award

Terms and conditions :


state 7 thing about yourself.


god, when was the last time i got an award?
i must be a very bad blogger heh?


btw thanks Ppah for the award :)

TUJUH PERKARA ANNOYING TENTANG SAYA :


1. i have three siblings (walhal dah selalu cerita). i'm the middle child heh orang cakap anak tengah ni suka buat hal, betul ke? eh tak betul tak betul.


2. i have been a blogger for almost a year. eh tak tak, sebenarnya dah lebih daripada setahun. Umi cakap 'takpe, nanti bila Angah pergi India hari-hari Umi bukak blog'. maknanya kena tulis dengan sopan santun la lepas ni? (-___-")


3. classmates i selalu tuduh i hantu McD. helo, i pergi Mcd seminggu sekali je okey (kadang-kadang dua kali seminggu) and and i bukan pergi sorang, i pergi dengan housemates. kenapa i je yang dipersalahkan?


4. i like green but i look weird in green. honestly i think i look like a frog when i wear green. sebab itu i ada satu je baju kurung hijau, itu pun jarang-jarang pakai.


5. hari-hari i makan Mars, Mars sangat sedap tapi mahal. sebab tu i miskin.


6. i'm not ready to leave Malaysia. my heart feels heavy, please God, make time moves slower. kat India ada McD tak? at least McD boleh mengubati kerinduan kepada tanah air tercinta. heh ada kaitan ke? (-___-")


7. i miss my old friends and i miss being a form fiver :')


there! sekarang mahu bagi award ni kepada SEMUA YANG BACA POST INI ngahaha padan muka.

haa i like this!

i have a confession to make. to be frank, i hate my previous blog template. it looks too serabut and a little childish. it's so not me, i'm simple and matured (heh). so i decided to use this instead. nice, isn't it? wajib jawab 'ye, sangat cantik' kalau tak tak nak kawan (-___-")


sedia maklum peperiksaan pertengahan semester sudah berakhir woh woh sangat bahagiaaa. (i think) i did well for the papers KECUALI GENETICS BAPAK AH SEPULUH MARKAH HILANG KOT okey i akan cuba terima hakikat Genetics tak mungkin akan dapat A tsk tsk.


by the way i'm home people ngahahaha i sangat suka duduk rumah kalau boleh tak nak balik Shah Alam lagi boleh tak boleh tak? ini satu rahsia, janji jangan bagitahu orang lain. sebenarnya i ponteng kelas Isnin dengan Selasa HAHA suka hatiiii je i buat cuti sendiri. tapi tapi i dah sangat lama tak balik rumah i rindu, mintak maaf pensyarah-pensyarah saya yang baik hati. btw selamat hari pensyarah eh eh.


and and happy holiday too. have a nice weekend :)

sabar didiey, sabar

Genetics was a disaster. paling malang i think i know all the answers but there was no time left i ended up with a blank page and bye bye ten marks. damn, it is frustrating.


i need some miracle, please please.


and i need you.

bahagia

despite the stress i am having due to upcoming exam (damn), i am currently enjoying my life. it is a little hectic but i have my friends who can always cheer me up when i'm stressed up. and you :)

tiba-tiba hari niii mengada-ngada nak camwhore dengan classmates kesayangan so here are the pictures! please take note, masa ini kitorang tengah tunggu bas nak balik Mais so abaikan muka selebet selekeh kitorang (sebenarnya i je) (-___-")

meet Alya and Ama :)

intan nabila
(mek, aku upload gambo mu ni hehe)

the selekeh and the pervert HAHA

ahmad hafiz memang penyibuk (-___-")

imani :)

linda and the over-excited haha

you guys colour my lifeeee, thank you :)


p/s : uncle kacau datang awal kalau tak sempat camwhore dengan ramai lagiii

cuaaaaaaaaak

i have three quizzes tomorrow but i have to write some things down. i've been abandoning my blog for days, i'm sure everyone is missing me HAHAHAHA shut up (-___-")


i am so stressed up for the past few days. serve me right for last minute revision, sila rasa menyesal sekarang. the thing is, when i'm stressed i tend to get so emotional and hungry. yeah yeah i'm craving for chocolates and McD and i get hungry all the time, like seriously. last night i ate Maggie at 12 am hebat tak hebat tak? tak hebat, gemuk sebenarnya.


i met an old friend when i was having dinner today. woah now she got a new boyfieeee. what's up with pretty girls anyway, they really like to fool around and find as many boys they can heh? tapiii bukan semua. pehh merepek ah didiey, pergi belajar sekaranggg.

of trust and betrayal

i used to trust people, and betrayed. it was few months back, i was "betrayed" by a person i consider as a friend. since the betrayal, he is no longer a "friend" but a mere "classmate". there's a huge difference huh? i forgave him but it is not the same anymore. heh old story, forget it.


but the impact is different when someone who is closer to you betray you (pehh English i dah terabur, tapi tolong la faham apa yang i cuba sampaikan *merayu*). it was a long long time ago when i was "betrayed" by a friend, a close friend to be exact. to make a long long story short, he betrayed me and we were no longer friends. he did apologized but i never actually forgive him. i've tried, but i can't. serve me right for trusting him. eh eh don't get me wrong, he's only a friend laa bukan siapa-siapa.


mesti tak faham apa yang i mengarut kan kan? i pun tak faham tapi buat-buat faham aje laa (-____-")


kalau macam tu, kita tak bole percaya siapa-siapa ke? macam Alya cakap, "trust nobody". is it true? well i don't have the answer. macam Abah cakap, kena hati-hati. wow life is hard, makin tua (18 tua ke?) makin banyak pulak dugaan eceh.


p/s : gambar serius tak ada kaitan dengan entry. itu tangan i dengan Najwa. comel kan? tak payah jawab, i tahu memang comel. eh eh.

when was the last time i updated my blog?

i'm so freaking busy, seriously. cerita dia macam ni, mid semester exam tinggal lagi seminggu lebih kot jadi i macam biasa selalu belajar last minutes baru nak kalut nak hafal itu hafal ini buat notes segala bagaiii. Khamis Umi, Abah, Ira datang sini jumpa anak kesayangan di perantauan hehe sampai laa hari ini, yakni hari sabtu. macam biasa la kan, bila keluarga datang melawat tak adanya si pemalas ni belajar. haish berfoya-foya je kerjanya. tak patut, tak patut (-___-")


walaupun macam biasa bila Umi Abah datang pergi SACC je (haha) tapi i had fun, serius sangat fun. mungkin sebab dah sangat lama tak balik rumah :')


sekarang kat rumah yakni MAIS, i sorang-sorang aje sebab semua balik kampung. sedih tak sedih tak? takpe takpe i kan dah besar kena pandai jaga diri. macam yang i dah janji dengan Umi, kena belajar jadi 18 lepas niii. semua orang wajib doakan i :/


haish haish asyik nak mengeluh aje kan? jangan tiru perangai ni, tak elok.