Tanda malas layan

1. i avoid looking directly into your eyes.


2. i don't start the conversation.


3. i said "i don't know" and stop the conversation.


4. i put on my earphones and listen to loud music.


5. i go to my room and close the door.


malas layan..

Suka tidur

minggu ni minggu tidur sedunia -.-' hmph selalunya i boleh je control nafsu tidur. control as in, belajar dengan tenang (sambil online) dalam pukul 12-1 pagi akan tidur dengan tenang dan cuba bangun awal esok pagi. tapiiii minggu ni kitaran tidur (sleep cycle) sangat pelik! study satu jam tiba-tiba eh bosannya eh tidur satu jam. bangun study setengah jam eh bosannya kenapa mengantuk sangattt terus tidur tiba-tiba bangun lepas dua jam baru sambung study. apakah?


hmph my theory is, Biochemistry bores me so much HAHA. serius. kalau belajar Anatomy selalunya mampu belajar dengan gembira bila mengantuk terus tidur yang dah tak bangun-bangun tu. Physiology pun! kenapa Biochemistry sangat memusuhi saya? -.-'


anyway, thank God the final MCQ is over! maknanya semester ini dah hampir sampai ke penghujungnya :") mungkin sebab i belajar Biochemistry tanpa rasa cinta i terus dapat markah rendah -.-' i got 5 out of 10 for Biochem (?!), 19 out of 20 for Anatomy hehehe and 17 out of 20 for Physiology! Alhamdulillah.. tapi tetap loser sebab Biochem hampir fail hmph *fail adalah separuh daripada markah penuh* makanya kena belajar untuk menyayangi Biochem seadanya heh.


and somebody owed me DOUBLE MCD because i beat him this time hehehehe (in case you're reading this kau kan stalker haha).


esok malam sepatutnya ada hiking dengan keluarga usrah, tapi i tak pergi sebab hiking malam-malam bunyi macam scary je? lagipun i selalu kalau ada events masa weekend malas gila nak pergi sebab sayang weekend hehe. weekdays kan sangaaat busy so bila weekend je rasa nak relax kat rumah bangun lambat tidur lambat makan sesuka hati haha.


tapi bila fikir-fikir macam seronok hiking ramai-ramai dengan kawan-kawan perempuan sambil menikmati keindahan ciptaan Allah T__T hmph tadi dah paksa Kakak (usrah) ajak kitorang hiking lagi, maybe lepas exam? :)


oh ya, tadi Skype dengan Umi! jarang sangat Skype sebab call lagi senang Skype leceh sikit sebenarnya walaupun free. kalau Skype selalunya Umi ada je benda nak komen contoh "eh kenapa muka dah macam hindustan sikit sekarang?" boleh? haha -.-'


rindunyaaa, sangat dengki dengan beberapa orang yang sanggup balik Malaysia masa exam week dua minggu. kalau boleh nak balik jugak, rasanya i boleh je study walaupun kat Malaysia sangat selesa asalkan ada kehinginan nak berjaya semua benda boleh (skema). tapiii Abah cakap JANGAN balik tolong la sabar tak lama dah pun nak balik (Ogos) hmmm fine Abah... Umi cakap lagi, "jangan merajuk dengan Kakak lagi" hahaha memang merajuk pun, siapa suruh busy sampai tak tegur? grr. nak merajuk lagi satu hari boleh tak? -.-'


kbye nak siapkan record book esok nak keluar bersuka ria dengan Mira/Linda/Ama BYE!

Rabdom. Eh, i mean random.

a little stressed up now. got a MCQ test this Friday and since this would be the last test for this year i want to do my best :) doakan saya rajin, terima kasih. Final lagi less than 4 minggu. minggu depan last kelas ooh makanya minggu depan last jumpa lecturers?! hmm palingg tak suka goodbyes -.- but too busy to feel sad now, i have to many things to do/read/learn whatever. lepas exam baru sedih boleh? haha. sebenarnya tak ada apa nak cakap tapi nak update jugak for the sake of my readers eh eh haha no la, sedih sikit tengok blog lama tak update. sebenarnya banyak kali jugak i cuba update tapiii end up akan delete post sebelum sempat siap-siapa baca sebab hmm lately rasa blog jadi sangat public mungkin akan melukakan ramai pihak makanya i delete post and post kat Tumblr instead hehe. yes, i do have Tumblr! but i'm not ready to share the link ;) i'm getting fatter each day hahaha but i'm too lazy to care. kbye kesian gila siapa-siapa baca ni sangat random dan sangat bosaaaan bye.


p/s : i'm sorry i can't look you in the eyes anymore i heard too many stories about you and it breaks my heart :(

Rules

both Umi and Abah know that i like someone. er, i mean they know about Alif. when i told them about Alif one year back, they didn't react like i thought they would be. i thought they would be so mad haha since they were quite strict about boys and all. but of course they have so many DONT's -_- for example, they don't allow me to go out for a date malam-malam, we are not allowed to watch movies together (together as in dua orang je) and i tell almost everything to Umi about Alif. tapi i tak pernah la kan nak cerita kalau kitorang gaduh, segan sikit la.. but even if i don't tell Umi would eventually know. you know why? because she is a stalker -_- *baru tahu petang tadi?!* she knows a lot of things about Alif and his whole family and she reads every comment on Alif's Facebook status. like seriously Umiiii haha i am very much impressed.


thank you for the rules, i guess if Abah and Umi don't say NO to anything i maybe forget what my limit is. if i forget, please remind me :)


p/s : i love Amalina Ismail :D
p/s/s : i love Ilmiah she cooks the best Bihun Tomyam ever! :D

paling sedih kalau...

1. bila call rumah nak cakap dengan Umi banyaaak benda tiba-tiba Abah cakap Umi tengah seronok tengok tv. hmph tak nak la kacau kan, cakap dengan Abah dua tiga minit bila Abah tanya nak cakap dengan Umi ke tak mesti la i cakap tak nak, nak merajuk la macam ni :(


2. bila kena marah sebab small matter. salah sikit pun tak boleh, kan dah mintak maaf :(


3. bila orang janji macam-macam contoh "nanti nak datang rumah!" hmph penat je tunggu tiba-tiba "eh esok la datang" kalau tak nak datang cakap la awal-awal kan senang..


4. bila orang buat salah mintak maaf tapi buat lagi. bila masa mintak maaf cakap itu cakap ini janji tak buat lagi semua tiba-tiba esok buat lagi. baik tak payah mintak maaf :(


5. bila tak ada orang tahu i sedih/merajuk :(


nak menangis la macam ni. benci semua orang. bye.

Hi, i'm a robot.

everyday i do the same things and sometimes i'm getting bored. i used to complain to Umi how i envy Kakak because she doesn't have to study all these details about human's body and she's in New Zealand instead of the dusty India. and she's going to Sydney for holiday! pft jealous much -_- i told Umi if only i knew what would happen now that i choose to become a doctor, i rather follow everyone's steps (everyone as in Abah, Umi and Kakak) and become a teacher/lecturer too. but Umi said i must be special that God wants me to become a doctor so just be a good one and ikhlaskan hati. head shot sikit HAHA told u my Umi is the greatest! :")


makanya i tak nak fikir menyesal ke apa ke lagi dah baik i belajar rajin-rajin makan sedap-sedap gelak banyak-banyak and sabar menanti kedatangan Ogos! Ogos balik yehaaa!


anyway, Bangalore is getting colder and i am so loving it. sekarang dah boleh pakai t-shirt/cardigan pergi kelas tak payah susah-susah bangun awal nak iron baju kurung haha. now i'm developing a very bad habit nak tahu apa? i selalu tidur lepas subuh since sekarang subuh sangat awal habis solat pun baru pukul lima pagi. awal gila takkan nak belajar pulak kan baik tidur haha dah la sejuk seronoknya peluk Momo bangun-bangun eh eh dah pukul tujuh eh bas pukul 7.45 makanya i selalu tertinggal dan terpaksa naik bas pukul lapan. hmph.


but there's one thing that always makes me excited to go to class everyday. nak tahu apa?

tadaa! haha tiba-tiba jadi geli sikit bye!

p/s : at the end of the video he's complaining about gelas kopi yang makin pendek. how gemok is that hahaha. we both are, btw -_-

what goes around comes around and round and round..

girls' (and few guys) night out at BBQ Nation :)

i love BBQ Nation! but of course i'm too lazy to blog about it and i am very very lazy to upload pictures and write captions haha one picture is enough how to express my happiness and big tummy. eh?



p/s : i wanted to write about a lot of things but i deleted everything i know i shouldn't express my anger here, it's not appropriate. i pray that YOU who annoy me so much would have a nice friend who can get along with you, forever and always :)