macam hari-hari biasa

mulai hari ini i akan tak suka hari Rabu, Khamis dan Jumaat sebab kelas pukul lapan. kelas pukul lapan bermakna i kena bangun awal-awal pagi (extra awal kalau malam malas gosok baju) lepas subuh tak boleh tidur lagi eh eh dah kantoi selalu tidur lepas subuh. bas pukul 7.25 kena cepat-cepat pergi sebab selalunya satu trip dengan budak-budak JPA sekali. heh gila ah tadi i himpit-himpit dengan budak-budak lelaki sengal. benci ah Hafiz selalu nak kenakan i (oii Hafiz aku tulis nama kau dalam blog!).


malang sekali hari ni kelas Genetics yang sepatutnya pukul lapan tiba-tiba batal. macam geraaam gila sebab penat je bangun awal himpit-himpit dalam bas lari-lari pergi kelas tiba-tiba Sir silap tengok jadual. wow. (-___-")


fine, sabar itu separuh daripada iman. agaknye tangki iman i dah penuh sebab sabar hari-hari tunggu bila result final semester lepas nak keluar. tup tup hari ni keluar tapi pukul dua baru boleh ambil slip. heh tak kuase i nak tunggu lagi dua jam dekat MSU. baik balik rumah online kalau mengantuk terus tidur. sabar je la tunggu pagi esok baru pergi ambil. sabar lagi kan?


btw, wish me luck! nak empat rataaa please please.


p/s : hey i'm sorry i hurt you. my bad, i asyik marah-marah kan? soriii.

things i'll never say

1. i love English. but i never really have the guts to actually speak in English. i mean, i envy those people who can speak with the confidence. and and MUET is approaching. how am i going to face it?


2. i envy my new English lecturer. she has the biggest eyes and i want those eyes. her eyes make her look innocent and pretty heh my eyes are sepet (mom got some Chinese blood) and every time i smile or laugh, my eyes are barely visible.


3. i think my new bag is too childish. it got mickey mouse(s) printed all over it.


4. green does not suit me. i look weird wearing green. thank god i only have a pair of green baju kurung. and a green blouse that i rarely wear.


5. during IS classes, i try my best to not make any of my usual sound. i mean, i try to be a good girl (HAHA) during his classes. but i don't think anyone would notice (-__-")


6. if you like someone, is it 'bad' to check on other hot guys?


7. i always cry when i listen to Don't Forget by Demi Lovato. it reminds me of a guy who used to be my best friend. too bad he doesn't care for me anymore.


8. sometimes i think i don't think i can make it for the next six years. but i promised my mom i will become a doctor. i have to keep my promises and somehow i know i'm strong, i just need some motivation. manje (-__-")


9. there are times when i just don't care if i'm fat. like right now, i'm craving for burgers and fries. oh oh did i mention to you guys that i'm having my dinner at McD?


10. i'm the kind of girl who cares for my pride more than i care about my feeling. i can't help it. i'm just to proud to admit anything. teruk, i know.


btw i told my friend life is unfair and he gave me this;

Kamu diwajibkan berperang (untuk menentang pencerobohan) sedang peperangan itu ialah perkara yang kamu benci; dan boleh jadi kamu benci kepada sesuatu padahal ia baik bagi kamu, dan boleh jadi kamu suka kepada sesuatu padahal ia buruk bagi kamu. Dan (ingatlah), Allah jualah Yang mengetahui (semuanya itu), sedang kamu tidak mengetahuinya. (Al-Baqarah ayat 216)


no matter how unfair life is, He is always there for you. keep on rocking, didiey! :)

confession #1

i miss my sisters :'(

kesian blog diabaikan

banyaaaak benda yang berlaku dalam masa satu minggu semester tiga. macam biasa MSU selalu kecewakan i, pergi kolej awal-awal pagi buang masa lepas tu balik rumah. minggu ni cuma ada dua kelas Basic Genetics dengan Islamic Studies. dah la keputusan final semester lepas tak keluar lagi haish. bila i cakap kat umi pasal result lambat keluar umi cakap 'bagus laa ada masa lagi nak doa' haha my mommy always has something nice to say :')


so dalam masa seminggu tanpa kelas ni i asyik keluar jalan-jalan habiskan duit makan banyak-banyak haha. diet i macam dah tak menjadi sebab i makan bila i rasa nak makan kalau i malas nak makan i tak makan. gemuk tak? heh biar la. macam dah malas nak fikir pasal gemuk tak gemuk (-__-")


kali ni kebanyakan kelas semua buat dekat Annex. means i kena banyak jalan heh Annex bukannya dekat dengan MSU gila ah sekejap je i dah boleh kurus balik. kelas dekat Annex best sebab sejuk. kalau kelas IS mesti tidur. eh eh tak baik tidur masa lecturer mengajar (pesanan untuk diri sendiri). semua orang asyik buat spekulasi Ustaz dah kahwin ke belum. kalau belum kahwin apa korang boleh buat? HAHA


my classmates are fun. tak sabar nak masuk kelas bising-bising dengan semua orang lagi :)

semester 3

esok semester tiga akan bermula secara rasminya. kelas sepatutnya bermula esok tapi macam ragu-ragu je heh faham-faham aje la MSU kesayangan i. i nak merajuk dengan MSU sebab kebanyakan kelas i bermula pukul lapan. lepas ni kalau i ponteng kelas sebab tak bangun pagi jangan salahkan i (-__-")


gosh i'm too lazy to update bye.

mahu holiday sampai bila-bilaa

..too bad holiday is ending so fast. well bye bye holiday hello third semester. btw these are random pictures from my first trip (boo kesian) to the famous TTI.

muka selekeh (-__-")

my little sister is only 14
tapi selalu orang cakap dia lagi matang.
fine.

macam gambar lawatan sekolah haha
btw that's Chu and her sons.

the replikas are huge,
they fit me and my cousins.

i dengan adik
(si gemuk dan si makan banyak tapi kurus)

this is the Taj Mahal replika.
Shah Jehan is super romantic!

hey you, can i have this too? :P

meet Gaga

this girl is weird. i mean, just look at how she dresses! and there are rumours saying that this girl is actually a guy. wtf? but i don't care, it's her problem anyway. but there's one thing that i really care; this weirdo is actually my little sister's idol. yes, my little sister loves this Gaga. heh tak faham budak-budak zaman sekarang (-__-")


fine, i have to admit that Gaga is really talented and i do think her songs are quite interesting (abaikan penggunaan bahasa inggeris yang sangat skema hey i'm taking MUET this semester!). tapi i penat nak dengar adik i bising-bising pasal perempuan ni tiap-tiap hari. oh oh macam hari ni, Gaga pengsan masa buat persembahan heh adik i pulak yang lebih-lebih risaukan dia. and and my parents are so supportive! abah tanya, kenapa dengan Gaga? adik i apa lagi semangat nak cerita itu ini.


well, my sister is funny. have i told you guys that i love her? :)


heh nasib baik dia tak tahu i ada blog. kalau tak mati i kena perliii.

-

love is like magic
and it always will be,
for love still remains.

life's a sweet mystery
love works in ways
that are wondrous and strange
and there's nothing in life that love cannot change.

love can transform the most commonplace
into beauty and splendor
and sweet and grace.

love is unselfish, understanding and kind
for it sees with its heart
and not with its mind.

love is the answer that everyone seeks
love is the language that everyone speaks

love can't be bought,
it is priceless and free

love,
like pure magic,
is life's sweet mystery.

well to be honest it is not the best love poem i have ever read but hey, sincerity that counts. thank you :)

it's tuesday!

...wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday and sunday! i'll be back in shah alam in five days i guess. wow gila cepat masa berlalu i tak nak balik shah alam lagi laa i want to stay home as long as i desire ahhh i hate MSU!! okey MSU tak ada kena-mengena dengan ni (-__-")


i'll be learning Islamic Studies in semester three. wow. jangan salah faham! i bukan tak suka belajar agama tapi i selalu masalah mengantuk bila masuk kelas agama, atau kelas sejarah atau BM. teruk kan? semua orang boo didiey sekarang heh.


masa semester satu kitorang belajar Malaysian Studies i macam gila sengsara masa mula-mula tapi disebabkan pensyarah MS agak panas (hot) i tak pernah tidur dalam kelas. okey pernah sekali je, itu pun sebab kelas sangat sejuk i rasa rugi kalau tak letak kepala atas meja. masa kelas sejarah dulu-dulu masa sekolah, i tak pernah bukak mata. serius. kecuali masa ada perbentangan sebab i suka tanya soalan bukan-bukan dekat si pembentang seronok tengok masing-masing cuak nak jawab haha. fine, tak baik gelakkan orang (-__-")


and and i'll be learning Computer Science too. what would we learn? how to become a good blogger? wow it would be handy tak ada la i asyik merepek bila tulis blog. fine, tipu la belajar pasal blog. i'm just hoping the classes would not be as boring as we had back in school. masa sekolah dulu-dulu i paling tak suka kelas komputer (nasib baik cikgu komputer best) kalau masuk kelas pun i suka online haha jahat gila. nasib baik tak ada subjek komputer dalam SPM heh.


but but i can't wait to learn Genetics and Chemistry! Chemistry is always my favourite, selain Anatomy kesayangan. too bad we won't be learning Anatomy in new semester. rindu rinduu.


five more days, urghhhh.

emosional

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you! there, i feel much better now.

how i can live without you guys?

i love spending times with my family! fine, siapa tak suka. everyone is so busy, dua minggu kat rumah baru hari ni boleh keluar jalan-jalan dengan the whole family itu pun sebab abah ada kerja baru boleh tercapai impian nak bercuti (-__-") abah ada seminar ape entah dekat kelantan jadi satu keluarga beria-ria nak ikut sekali, bukan nak temankan abah tapi mahu shopping the whole day haha.


i paling suka duduk dalam kereta satu keluarga lepas tu dengar abah merepek (his jokes are lame but i love them anyway) lepas tu dengar umi lecture abah pasal keselamatan masa memandu and and paksa adik i dengar semua lagu yang i suka tapi adik i tak pernah suka lagu yang i suka heh. too bad kakak is not with us. it would be more fun if everyone is around. hey, we miss you cepat balik malaysia!


oh oh i baru nak emo-emo lepas tu konon nak upload gambar jadi lagi emo tapi lupa pulak i guna komputer usang rumah jadi tak ada gambar terbaru keluarga. kesian laptop i rosak jadi terpaksa hantar kedai padan muka i tak bole online lama-lama lagi. fine tergendala niat i nak buat semua orang sedih bila baca entry ni (-__-")


so we did a lot of shopping today yeay! mom bought me a bag and a pair of shoes. bila umi tanya ini kasut ke-berapa i, i told her i tak nak jawab soalan tu boleh tak. well don't tell mom this but this is my fifth shoes. okey okey i swear i won't buy anymore shoes when i get back in shah alam. i'll just reward myself with new clothes hoho.


my family i superb. wow i will be leaving malaysia by the end of this year (insyaAllah) i can't bear to leave them. make time turns slower god, please please i hate goodbyes. especially to these people that i love so much :(

random things i dislike

i paling tak suka katak. atau lipas, cicak, kumbang okey pendek kata semua small animals. but frog tops my list. kenapaaa? dulu-dulu masa sekolah rendah i suka letak kasut kat luar (pemalas nak letakkan dalam rak kasut padan muka). kalau pagi-pagi semangat nak pergi sekolah terus sarungkan kasut tiba-tiba kasut rasa ketat. bila bukak kasut balik tengok ada apa kat dalam heh rupa-rupanya ada katak. geli geliii.


i tak sukaaa kucing gemuk rumah jiran yang garang nak marah orang sesuka hati. macam ni, rumah i ada lima ekor kucing. ada seekor kucing betina yang hawt semua kucing jantan tergila-gila. jadi petang-petang selalu ramai kucing jantan rumah jiran-jiran suka lepak rumah i. bila i halau semua balik (kejam), ada seekor kucing ni boleh pulak marahkan i! i was so scared, i terus masuk rumah kunci pintu. kucing jahat (-__-")


i tak suka smokers. terutama yang mengada-ngada hisap rokok tengah-tengah orang ramai. hello tahu tak kitorang yang tak merokok ni lagi senang nak kena kanser daripada anda? heh tolong la faham.


i hate veggies, especially green veggies. sangat pahit okey. i paling tak suka mee ladna sebab macam tak ada mee langsung cuma ada sayur gemuk hijau pahit bila makan rasa nak terkeluar balik. tapi tapi sejak akhir-akhir ni i dah berjinak-jinak dengan sayur-mayur sebab housemates suka bagi ceramah pasal khasiat sayur (-__-") fine, lepas ni i makan.


sebenarnya banyak lagi yang i tak suka hish cerewet gila semua benda tak suka. but i can't think of any right now. nanti nanti i fikir lagi.


but but i do love my classmates (tiba-tiba). rinduuu la :'(

hello maraBrilliant :)

si pemalas

kenapa kenapaaa i sangat malas update blog? walhal tiap-tiap malam online. mesti semua readers kecewa dengan i. i mintak maaf tssk. okey abaikan i merepek.


sejak akhir-akhir i asyik rindukan mcflurryy. i want i want i waaant!





kalau dekat shah alam hampir setiap hari rasanya i makan mcflurry. eh eh tak, i dah kurangkan sejak-sejak diet ni. bosannya diet semua benda tak boleh makan (-__-")


and i waaaant this too!

tiramisu, my favourite!
(salivating)

oh oh sekarang semua orang asyik suruh i belajar masak. abah cakap perempuan kena pandai masak. fine, abah.

suka cuti :D

when i told mom i'm bored since i have nothing to do at home my mom said 'aik, kalau duduk jauh mengada-ngada call hari-hari cakap nak balik' wah agak sinis di situ. well i am bored and i spend too much time facebook-ing. hidup langsung tak produktif heh. lagi-lagi kalau semua orang ada kat rumah, i langsung tak buat kerja rumah. eh eh tapi hari-hari lain i buat okey. jangan salah faham.


sekarang i tak nak jadi budak tak pandai bersyukur lagi, i nak hargai setiap saat cuti i hoho. too bad my little sister is off to school again this evening. i tinggal sorang-sorang lagi lepas ni, sedih :(


tadi video call dengan kakak. she said winter is approaching and everytime she goes out, she's freezing. woah, kat malaysia sangat sangat panas kot. i want snow i want snow i want snow (tiba-tiba). bila dia cakap dekat tempat dia tak ada salji i gelak. lepas tu dia cakap, 'oh lupa, kat india kan ada salji'. (-___-")


and and im so glad my best friend is no longer mad at me. i do love you, you know :)

silly

i miss you, silly me. since you're too busy to even talk to me.

masalah baru

selalu, kalau balik rumah mesti i makaaaaan banyak-banyak langsung tak kisah gemuk ke hape kan. umi dengan abah selalu bising suruh i jaga makan semua. adik i pun bising cakap doktor mana boleh makan banyak-banyak kena jaga makan kena makan banyak sayur omaigod baru empat belas tahun dah kuat membebel. fine, takpe takpe sebab sayang adik (-__-").


sekarang masalah lain pulak. okey sedia maklum saya sedang menjalani program diet secara konsisten (merepek), dah sebulan kot. wow, sejak bila begitu berdisiplin? haha okey abaikan pujian kepada diri sendiri.


so when i refuse to eat anything heavy (nasik tak makan tapi spageti makan), mom is worried. she said i should stop my diet and start eating normal again. and and my sister is nagging she said doktor mana boleh diet melampau kena jaga makan kena makan sayur huh apa ni?


masalahnya sekarang i dah macam terbiasa tak makan tiba-tiba semua orang paksa i makan semua benda. and bila i dah diet semua, tiba-tiba semua orang cakap i dah kurus tak payah diet itu la ini la ahh i tak faham semua orang!


tiba-tiba hari ni mak i masak sedap. nak pergi makan la. bye.

adik is back :)

hari ni bila adik call cakap demam, umi terus pergi besut semangat nak bawak adik balik rumah. walhal adik tak laa demam sangat teruk ngade-ngade je nak balik rumah heh. but i'm glad adik is back, tade la i sorang-sorang kat rumah weekend ni yeay!


okey hari ni macam serabut sikit. first sebab i terbangun lewat sikit lepas tu kelam kabut nak sidai baju sapu rumah semua. and umi balik sangat awal hari ni, i tak sempat masak nasik pun. semua salah phone i sebab tak berjaya kejutkan i awal pagi (alasan).


then tiba-tiba hari ni umi ajak i pergi shopping. fine, i pergi jugak sebab tak nak kecewakan umi (haha walhal i yang semangat nak baju kurung baru). sampai rumah, umi nak video call dengan kakak tapi malang sekali she forgot the password bila nak buat password baru wow, she even forgot her email address (-__-"). well, i sebagai anak yang bertanggungjawab (heh) buatkan account baru untuk umi and this time, make sure she remembers the password. haha she keeps repeating the password afterwards sebab takut lupa.


masa tengah sibuk-sibuk buat account baru semua, classmate i text cakap this 6 march ada meeting dengan menteri ape entah wah hari ni baru cakap gila ah ingat terengganu dengan shah alam dekat ke? nak pergi tak nak pergi nak pergi tak nak pergi nak pergi tak nak pergi fine, esok i buat keputusan.


tadi cakap dengan umi pasal hati dan perasaan eceh. umi cakap, i baru 18 budak-budak lagi kalau nak ada boyfriend tunggu umur 20. i cakap la 18 dah cukup besar la umi i can handle myself well. haha mom always treat me like a child but but i like it :)


now that adik is back, i suddenly miss kakak. if it is possible, i want everyone to be home :(

my kind of riadah

hari ini umi paksa i keluar rumah bukan keluar rumah kena halau omaigod tolong la faham tapi keluar rumah ambik angin jangan terperap dalam rumah je. fine, i pun keluar jalan-jalan sekeliling rumah. but it was boring of course since i have no one to talk to bosan kot cakap sorang-sorang.


so i masuk rumah balik, ambik lappy, heh boleh pulak online sambil cam-whore sorang-sorang. well i feel so much better afterwards haha.

i love the weather :)


perempuan selekeh (-__-')

oh oh that brooch!
i wore that since i was 12 haha
my favourite :)

tiba-tiba cakap pasal brooch (-__-')

ini muka sombong haha

ini muka teruja

ini muka konon-konon terkejut
tengok diri sendiri selekeh

see, baru tiga hari kat rumah i dah gemuk balik.
haish.

sekian, riadah pada hari ini.