now that i know who are stalking my blog i feel a little insecure about what am i going to write here. i've deleted like two or three entries before i finally come up with this.
kenapa i tak private-kan je blog i?
well my friend asked me not to. and it feels weird to write to my own self.
Monday, November 16, 2009
Saturday, November 14, 2009
that's more like it
my mood has finally stabilized. yeahh the old nur diyanah is backk. but i still don't like maths. i spent my weekend reading anatomy instead of finishing my maths tutorial. hey it's not my fault. doctors aren't suppose to know how to find the asymptotes of a graph. or whatever.
what would you do if your good friend suddenly confess that he actually likes you more than just friends? for me it's hilarious. it's not supposed to be that way. it's just not.
kenapa hari ni semua orang sibuk-sibuk cakap pasal 2012? semua orang cakap movie tu sangat best i jadi sangat teruja nak tengok jugak! tapi housemates i cakap; "kau tak serik lagi ke journey kita pergi sunway hari tu?". ohh did i tell you guys hari kitorang pergi sunway tu kitorang tak tahu nak naik bas mana balik mais. it's a longg story i tak nak cerita la. so kitorang decide nak tunggu cd pirate keluar. pathetic betul hish.
btw! hari ni i dapat tahu kawan baik i masa sekolah rendah rupa-rupanya dah sembilan bulan tunang! ahhh kenapa semua kawan i dah bertunang i pun nak jugak. haha melampau. dia cakap bila dah bertunang ni hidup rasa terkongkong sikit. but she likes it that way. schweet :')
what would you do if your good friend suddenly confess that he actually likes you more than just friends? for me it's hilarious. it's not supposed to be that way. it's just not.
kenapa hari ni semua orang sibuk-sibuk cakap pasal 2012? semua orang cakap movie tu sangat best i jadi sangat teruja nak tengok jugak! tapi housemates i cakap; "kau tak serik lagi ke journey kita pergi sunway hari tu?". ohh did i tell you guys hari kitorang pergi sunway tu kitorang tak tahu nak naik bas mana balik mais. it's a longg story i tak nak cerita la. so kitorang decide nak tunggu cd pirate keluar. pathetic betul hish.
btw! hari ni i dapat tahu kawan baik i masa sekolah rendah rupa-rupanya dah sembilan bulan tunang! ahhh kenapa semua kawan i dah bertunang i pun nak jugak. haha melampau. dia cakap bila dah bertunang ni hidup rasa terkongkong sikit. but she likes it that way. schweet :')
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the new semester does not start very well i guess. the subjects are tough and i still think maths sucks. and of course; there are lotsa things that do not go my wayy. i'm a little depressed but hey i'm a big girl i can handle this.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
to whom it may concern; i miss u.
there some things or some people around you that you may consider as insignificant. you never care what they do to you and sometimes they are just too annoying you wish them to vanish and leave you alone. and when they suddenly disappear you try to convince yourself that you are glad they are no longer tugging at your back. but you are not. you actually miss them.
sweet :')
hari ni i sampai je rumah terus tengok movie. makan malam pun depan laptop. jangan tanya i tengok movie apa. it was such an outdated movie i rasa segan nak kongsi kat sini. heh. lepas habis movie i cakap dengan umi. i tanya dia "what should i be doing after this?". mak i selalu bagi i jawapan yang i tak sangka-sangka. dia cakap i patut rehatkan badan after a long dayy at college. thanks to my mom i slept at nine dan terjaga pukul satu pagi dan habiskan masa sejam lebih cuba jawab beberapa soalan physics. physics turns out to be so exciting. i never knew that.
kadang-kadang i rasa blog i sangat annoying. i asyik rojakkan bahasa melayu dengan bahasa inggeris. hish abaikan.
sweet :')hari ni i sampai je rumah terus tengok movie. makan malam pun depan laptop. jangan tanya i tengok movie apa. it was such an outdated movie i rasa segan nak kongsi kat sini. heh. lepas habis movie i cakap dengan umi. i tanya dia "what should i be doing after this?". mak i selalu bagi i jawapan yang i tak sangka-sangka. dia cakap i patut rehatkan badan after a long dayy at college. thanks to my mom i slept at nine dan terjaga pukul satu pagi dan habiskan masa sejam lebih cuba jawab beberapa soalan physics. physics turns out to be so exciting. i never knew that.
kadang-kadang i rasa blog i sangat annoying. i asyik rojakkan bahasa melayu dengan bahasa inggeris. hish abaikan.
Monday, November 9, 2009
another monday?
hari ni i habiskan satu petang kat rumah mak cik i. secara jujurnya i dengan mak cik i tak rapat. well i kenal la anak-anak dia tapi we barely see each other. kalau jumpa pun masa raya. tu pun kalau jumpa la. tapi sejak i bermastautin kat shah alam ni secara tak langsung i kena rapatkan diri dengan dia. and my other aunts.
dipendekkan cerita masa i on the way balik mais i ketawa dalam hati. i laughed at my akwardness and how i miss mais and my housemates. walhal i habiskan satu petang je kot kat sana. hish nanti bila i dah anak i akan pastikan anak-anak i kenal rapat dengan mak cik diorang. tak ada la jadi akward macam i. -___-"
esokkk i ada kelas pukul 10. sebenarnya i harap sangat kelas tak ada sebab i tak habis baca lagi apa yang nak belajar esok. ohh did i ever mention to u people before? my classmates are so advanced they would study every single thing before the class starts. nanti bila lecturer nak ajar diorang akan start tanya banyak soalan. i'm impressed. and stressed.
madam mimi cakap kitorang MARA B sangat faymes dalam kalangan lecturers. kalau tanya lecturers diorang ajar kelas mana dan jawab MARA B; "wahh MARA B..." so i asked madam does it mean we are annoying? she said "i didn't said so". we are sorry we so naughty :P
dipendekkan cerita masa i on the way balik mais i ketawa dalam hati. i laughed at my akwardness and how i miss mais and my housemates. walhal i habiskan satu petang je kot kat sana. hish nanti bila i dah anak i akan pastikan anak-anak i kenal rapat dengan mak cik diorang. tak ada la jadi akward macam i. -___-"
esokkk i ada kelas pukul 10. sebenarnya i harap sangat kelas tak ada sebab i tak habis baca lagi apa yang nak belajar esok. ohh did i ever mention to u people before? my classmates are so advanced they would study every single thing before the class starts. nanti bila lecturer nak ajar diorang akan start tanya banyak soalan. i'm impressed. and stressed.
madam mimi cakap kitorang MARA B sangat faymes dalam kalangan lecturers. kalau tanya lecturers diorang ajar kelas mana dan jawab MARA B; "wahh MARA B..." so i asked madam does it mean we are annoying? she said "i didn't said so". we are sorry we so naughty :P
Saturday, November 7, 2009
4 in the morning
i sendiri tak faham kenapa i susahkan diri i berjaga sampai lewat malam. padahal hari ni i penat berkayak dekat tasik shah alam gambar kalau i rajin i upload. and hari ni jugak i penat menunggu kelas nak start. awal pagi i bangun kononnya ada kelas pukul lapan turns out lecturer pulak ada kecemasan. kan dah membazir waktu tidur i hish.
tadi i tengok Forrest Gump. a movie back in 1994 heh kenapa i asyik tengok movie berzaman dulu? but it such a lovely movie. it was about a boy yang sangat naif he'd do anything that his mama and his special friend asked him to do blablabla excuse me i sangat penat nak cerita panjang-panjang. still, i tak rasa i akan tengok cerita ni buat kali kedua.
i wish.
tadi i tengok Forrest Gump. a movie back in 1994 heh kenapa i asyik tengok movie berzaman dulu? but it such a lovely movie. it was about a boy yang sangat naif he'd do anything that his mama and his special friend asked him to do blablabla excuse me i sangat penat nak cerita panjang-panjang. still, i tak rasa i akan tengok cerita ni buat kali kedua.
"Dear God, make me a bird. So I could fly far. Far far away from here".
i wish.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
my kind of boy
Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends here in Facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.
If you a guy- post this as my kind of girl
If your a girl- post this as my kind of boy
1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
yeahh. but not necessarily.
2. Smart?
at least smarter than me.
3. Preferred age?
at least a year older than me.
4. Preferred height?
taller than me!
then we can dance all night longg heh.
5. How about sense of humour?
yeah yeahh. but no rude jokes.
i hate rude jokes.
6. How about piercing?
helo excuse me i sendiri pun tak pierce.
7. Accepts you for who you are?
yeah of course.
i kan sangat banyak kelemahan tsk tsk.
8. Pink hair?
-___-"
9. Mushy or not?
nahh. tak boleh bayang nanti tengok
titanic sama-sama si dia yang
menangis dulu.
10. Thin or fat?
senang cakap, physically fit. hoho.
11. Black, brown or white (skin colour)?
white. haha.
12. Long hair or short hair?
serabai but cute in his own way :P
13. Plastic or metal?
huh?
14. Smells good?
jangan lagi wangi daripada i sudeyy.
15. Smoker?
STRICTLY NO.
16. Drinker?
STRICTLY NO.
17. Girl/ boy-next-door type?
i nak yang nakal-nakal sikit.
18. Muscular?
ahah (nada gatal)
19. Plays piano?
laaame.
20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
boleh la.
21. Sings very good?
tak penting kot.
22. Plays violin?
super laaame.
23. Vain?
nahh.
24. With glasses?
not really.
25. With braces?
omg no.
26. Rebel or good boy/girl?
good boy tapi perasan rebel.
27. Shy type?
yeah!
28. Active or passive?
active! like i am :P
29. Tight or bomb?
bomb as in hot?
i rase i je yang fikir dia hot.
30. Singer or dancer?
tak pentingg kot.
31. Stunner?
depends.
32. Hip hop?
entahh. but jiwangg type is a strict no.
33. Earrings?
-___-"
34. Mr/Ms count my ex till you drop?
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35. Dimples?
tanak. dimples tu cacat kot.
(tak puas hati sebab diri sendiri tak ada dimples. haha)
36. Bookworm?
TAK NAK.
i nak movie addict.
37. Mr/Ms love letter?
macam geli.
38. Playful?
yeahh so comel.
39. Flirt?
yeahh but not flirty in a rude way.
40. Poem writer?
macam geli.
41. Serious?
nahh.
42. Campus crush?
haha you bet.
43. Religious?
yeahh. sangat terharu hari tu
i curi-curi dengar dia imamkan solat zohor. heh.
44. Painter?
not really.
45. Someone who likes to tease people?
...but not in a rude way.
46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
nahh.
47. Speaks 20 languages?
haha tak payah. tahu english sudeyy.
48. Loyal or faithful?
loyal and faithful :)
49. Good kisser?
ohohoho of course.
50. Loves children?
yeahh.
ladies and gentlemen,
i have a new crush.
:P
If you a guy- post this as my kind of girl
If your a girl- post this as my kind of boy
1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
yeahh. but not necessarily.
2. Smart?
at least smarter than me.
3. Preferred age?
at least a year older than me.
4. Preferred height?
taller than me!
then we can dance all night longg heh.
5. How about sense of humour?
yeah yeahh. but no rude jokes.
i hate rude jokes.
6. How about piercing?
helo excuse me i sendiri pun tak pierce.
7. Accepts you for who you are?
yeah of course.
i kan sangat banyak kelemahan tsk tsk.
8. Pink hair?
-___-"
9. Mushy or not?
nahh. tak boleh bayang nanti tengok
titanic sama-sama si dia yang
menangis dulu.
10. Thin or fat?
senang cakap, physically fit. hoho.
11. Black, brown or white (skin colour)?
white. haha.
12. Long hair or short hair?
serabai but cute in his own way :P
13. Plastic or metal?
huh?
14. Smells good?
jangan lagi wangi daripada i sudeyy.
15. Smoker?
STRICTLY NO.
16. Drinker?
STRICTLY NO.
17. Girl/ boy-next-door type?
i nak yang nakal-nakal sikit.
18. Muscular?
ahah (nada gatal)
19. Plays piano?
laaame.
20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
boleh la.
21. Sings very good?
tak penting kot.
22. Plays violin?
super laaame.
23. Vain?
nahh.
24. With glasses?
not really.
25. With braces?
omg no.
26. Rebel or good boy/girl?
good boy tapi perasan rebel.
27. Shy type?
yeah!
28. Active or passive?
active! like i am :P
29. Tight or bomb?
bomb as in hot?
i rase i je yang fikir dia hot.
30. Singer or dancer?
tak pentingg kot.
31. Stunner?
depends.
32. Hip hop?
entahh. but jiwangg type is a strict no.
33. Earrings?
-___-"
34. Mr/Ms count my ex till you drop?
-
35. Dimples?
tanak. dimples tu cacat kot.
(tak puas hati sebab diri sendiri tak ada dimples. haha)
36. Bookworm?
TAK NAK.
i nak movie addict.
37. Mr/Ms love letter?
macam geli.
38. Playful?
yeahh so comel.
39. Flirt?
yeahh but not flirty in a rude way.
40. Poem writer?
macam geli.
41. Serious?
nahh.
42. Campus crush?
haha you bet.
43. Religious?
yeahh. sangat terharu hari tu
i curi-curi dengar dia imamkan solat zohor. heh.
44. Painter?
not really.
45. Someone who likes to tease people?
...but not in a rude way.
46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
nahh.
47. Speaks 20 languages?
haha tak payah. tahu english sudeyy.
48. Loyal or faithful?
loyal and faithful :)
49. Good kisser?
ohohoho of course.
50. Loves children?
yeahh.
ladies and gentlemen,
i have a new crush.
:P
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
the first day of college
sepatutnya hari ni ada kelas chemistry dan physics tapi kelas chemistry dibatalkan (msu pada kebiasaannya heh) and that left us like five freaking hours merayau-rayau tanpa tujuan sebelum kelas physics start. kesian.
kelas pertama macam biasa kenal-kenal dengan lecturer and lantik class rep. then kenal sikit-sikit dengan kitorang nama apa asal mana bla bla. this is the part yang i paling suka i pun tak tahu kenapa. like everything is back to basic. macam masa mula-mula kenal dulu ecehh. but this time around semua orang dah bising-bising nak cakap kat lecturer nicknames semua orang. serius i cakap kalau i la yang jadi lecturer MARA B i akan kena heart attack tau. semua orang ada soalan nak tanya and semua orang tak sabar nak luahkan pendapat masing-masing. padahal baru kelas pertama.
balik je rumah semua orang stress sebab nak recall balik apa yang kitorang belajar masa spm dulu. i je yang rileks bajet genius siap boleh update blog. tapi seriously i sangat tak ada mood nak belajar so tak boleh salahkan i. heh. tengok, baru sehari buat azam sem baru dah lupa -____-"
sebenarnya ada something yang keep bugging me sampaikan i tak boleh nak fokus (alasan). ahh forget it. tak penting okey. didiey, cepat pergi siapkan assignment pertama yeahh. toodles.
kelas pertama macam biasa kenal-kenal dengan lecturer and lantik class rep. then kenal sikit-sikit dengan kitorang nama apa asal mana bla bla. this is the part yang i paling suka i pun tak tahu kenapa. like everything is back to basic. macam masa mula-mula kenal dulu ecehh. but this time around semua orang dah bising-bising nak cakap kat lecturer nicknames semua orang. serius i cakap kalau i la yang jadi lecturer MARA B i akan kena heart attack tau. semua orang ada soalan nak tanya and semua orang tak sabar nak luahkan pendapat masing-masing. padahal baru kelas pertama.
balik je rumah semua orang stress sebab nak recall balik apa yang kitorang belajar masa spm dulu. i je yang rileks bajet genius siap boleh update blog. tapi seriously i sangat tak ada mood nak belajar so tak boleh salahkan i. heh. tengok, baru sehari buat azam sem baru dah lupa -____-"
sebenarnya ada something yang keep bugging me sampaikan i tak boleh nak fokus (alasan). ahh forget it. tak penting okey. didiey, cepat pergi siapkan assignment pertama yeahh. toodles.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
sunway babyy
biasanya hari-hari pertama start kolej kitorang satu rumah selalu tak ada kerja nak buat sampaikan sanggup lepak satu bilik lapan orang merepek merapu je kerja. so sebab serius bosan lepak kat rumah je kitorang decided nak lepak kat sunway pulak. tahniah kepada i yang sangat saving masa sem 1 sekarang boleh shopping puas-puas yeahh.
here are the pictures ;
ini housemates kesayangan i. cewahh.
eei tak senonoh.
mira : eh asal syaer nampak
macam zombie dalam gambar ni?
haha sabar syaer sabar.
izzati aliah yang garang
tak ada kerja ambik gambar kat tangga berkulat
-___-"
seronok tarik rambut mira
gila berbeza i dengan roommate i haha
kenapa i je yang tak penat?
....berlakon penat la. heh.
here are the pictures ;
ini housemates kesayangan i. cewahh.
eei tak senonoh.
mira : eh asal syaer nampakmacam zombie dalam gambar ni?
haha sabar syaer sabar.
izzati aliah yang garang
tak ada kerja ambik gambar kat tangga berkulat-___-"
seronok tarik rambut mira
gila berbeza i dengan roommate i haha
kenapa i je yang tak penat?
....berlakon penat la. heh.esok start kelas yeahh. didiey, jangan main-main lagi dalam kelas. jangan menyampuk bila lecturers mengajar. jangan merepek dalam kelas. jangan cari gadoh dengan geng annoying. (pesanan untuk diri sendiri)
frustrated
when people put high expectations on you automatically you trust yourself to do well. suddenly you don't get what you want all you want to do is cry your heart out and refuse to eat. and annoy those people who is no better than you.
people, i tak dapat four flat. i dapat 3.94. and that really frustrates me.
i'm sorry if i annoy you guys but i'm not prepared for this. i'm sorry i cried. but i've told you i expected the best result.
people, i tak dapat four flat. i dapat 3.94. and that really frustrates me.
i'm sorry if i annoy you guys but i'm not prepared for this. i'm sorry i cried. but i've told you i expected the best result.
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