i'm glad weekend is over

serius. si pemalas didiey asyik main-main je kalau tak ada kelas. tidur lambat bangun lambat makan banyak online banyak hish tak senonoh. mana pergi semua azam tahun baru i? heh konon nak jadi rajin nak dapat four flat yada yada come on la didiey -___-"


fine, lepas ni i akan jadi lebih serius. tak hingin layan perasaan bukan-bukan lagi. i kan dah besar (berapa kali nak cakap).


i realized that i write blog not for people to read. i mean, i semangat tulis blog sebab i nak bagi updates pasal diri i dan kehidupan baru penuh gelora ecehh kepada kawan-kawan lama i yang i tahu sekali-sekala akan baca apa yang i merepek kat sini. but for my new friends to read and know my past; well i have never intended to do so. not that i have a bad past ke hape kan tapi segan sikit la. dah la i memang suka merepek dari dulu sampai sekarang. nanti kalau semua orang salah faham macam mana?


heh i wish to change my link tapi sangat leceh. macam mana my fellow bloggers nak jejak i nanti? susah susah. ahh whatever. like who cares who read my blog? as long as you keep it to yourself and not making a big deal out of anything, i don't mind.


bajet semua orang baca blog kau ke? heh.

allowance

as soon as my january allowance is cashed and ka-chingg ready to be used i went to mid valley and bought three shirts. two to be exact, because the my friend bought me one for my belated birthday. thank you very much.


now i realised i had spent at least 100 bucks for the whole day. wow. see how boros i can be? to avoid hating myself for spending so much money i convinced myself that i have the right to spend as much money as i want sebab i dah 13 hari suffer hidup tanpa elaun (elaun MARA terlambat masuk). heh.


okey benda dah dilepas jangan dikenang. i tanak fikir lagi berapa banyak i dah habiskan hari ni hish. pergi belajar sekarang didiey. bye.

it's not you, it's me

"you know what dear, i still don't get over it" i said to my friend.


"it's because you don't want to get over it"


"well, i don't want to"


"why?"


"because she never like me and i never like her. there's no point if i make an effort to get over it. we still don't like each other"


my friend said nothing.

dean's list award

well it was quite fun actually despite the fact that i'm not at all bersemangat to join the event at the first place. the theme was all red (official colour of MSU kesayangan) and the girls had fun snapping pictures. and maybe that was the main reason why i had so much fun :P


some random pictures ;

madam kamsiah's mentees :)

didiey and najwa hani
both are retarded (in a cute way) haha

i was touched when daddy said congratulations. walhal i didn't feel a thing about this. maybe i should be a little more grateful. alhamdulillah for my good result, i'm blessed :)

boys would be boys

it's monday and i already miss my weekend. i just came back from a nice trip to cameron highlands and hey i think i'm not going to poland after all. i can't stand the cold. gila ah, pagi tu i pergi jogging saja nak explore tempat. i can't hardly breathe sebab penat jogging dan penat nak tarik hembus nafas heh serius sejuk.


today is such a waste i think. tiba-tiba dua kelas dibatalkan pukul 11 kitorang dah boleh balik. and esok ada event hape entah dean's list award so the whole day tak akan belajar. like hello, final exam dah dekat i nak belajar la. okey sebenarnya i tak semangat sangat nak pergi event tu sebab sebab sebab i didn't get four flat remember? heh.


the other day i was talking to a friend of mine. he's the guy from another class i hardly know him kalau jumpa pun setakat hai. i sangat rimas bila semua orang tiba-tiba tak tahu nak cakap apa semua orang diam heh i can't stand the awkward situations. so as to start a conversation i pun cakap la pasal bola. like seriously, i cakap pasal manchester united. i hardly know anyone from the club i cuma tahu david beckham pernah join kelab tu. heh he was excited nak cakap pasal his favourite club, i guess, malangnya i tak tahu apa-apa pasal bola haha.


so i said to him, the only thing i like about football is the hot guys. but he doesn't find the guys i think so hot that i melt are hot. he's only interested with how the hot guys play, i guess. heh serius i tak faham dengan kegemaran lelaki. dan sesetengah perempuan.


ahh well, after all semua orang ada kegemaran masing-masing. like me, i love spending time in pasar malam and tasted all the weird food i found. pasar malam in cameron highlands is heaven. mungkin berat i dah naik lepas pergi sana dua hari. grr.

semangat nak kurus yeahh!

i know i keep on deleting my entries i sendiri pun tak tahu kenapa i semangat tulis lepas tu delete heh. agaknya sejak akhir-akhir ni i kurang bernafsu nak update blog macam selalu.


semalam i pergi buat discussion physics kat rumah sabrina then i yang gatal-gatal kaki nak pergi timbang berat. the weighing scale always scares me tapi malam tu i dah nekad; i need to know the truth haha bajet je. so nak dipendekkan cerita i dah siap timbang semua i dah cuak. fine, memang la berat badan i ideal je tak la overweight ke hape kan still i hate my weight. heh i hate the numbers yang macam semakin hari semakin bertambah grr i decided i need to do something about it.


macam tadi, masa i pergi jalan-jalan dengan mira kat SACC mall i tolak pelawaan mira yang baik hati nak belanja i big apple kesayangan. man, big apple seyy. bagus didiey, semakin hari semakin matured i love u lahh! and petang tadi secara rasminya syaer tiba-tiba nak jadi trainor i heh dia paksa i jogging tiga hari seminggu. tapi bila i tanya dia bila i boleh kurus dia cakap jangan la asyik fikir nak kurus je tapi fikir la pasal nak make sure jantung sihat bla bla bla ni susah kalau ajak orang bijak pandai pergi jogging -____-"


so keep it up didieyy! didiey kuat yeahh! okey bye nak pergi belajar. haha belajar ke?

happy 18 :)

hari tua i tiap-tiap tahun mesti jatuh pada hari pertama sekolah. i ingat lagi masa i darjah lima kot i kena kenalkan diri kat depan. masa tu kelas english. i pun dengan semangatnya bagitau nama i tarikh lahir i tiba-tiba '6 january? today is 6 january right? wow happy birthday' lepas tu satu kelas nyanyi untuk i. heh.


buat pertama kalinya dalam hidup i, hari tua i tak lagi jatuh pada hari pertama sekolah. we're in the middle of the second semester tak lama pun lagi dah nak final hish asal i tiba-tiba cakap pasal final ni?


cerita macam mana kawan-kawan i suprise-kan i sangat panjang sangat bosan heh so tengok gambar je la. and these pictures are like randomly uploaded so yeah, enjoy!


and and i love you guys :)

iman, najwa hani

while waiting for the birthday girl :)

signing up the birthday card

this was when both of us arrived and
everybody cheered haha so sweet :')

did i tell you guys my birhtday actually
sama dengan si sengal yang selalu buli i?


heh gila ironi.

ahh well, apology accepted.

heh muka i gila teruja.

you guys are simply fabulous :)

say; wow!

wow i'm officially eighteen. i mean, WOW I'M EIGHTEEN I AM NO LONGER A CHILD! perasaan bercampur-gaul; seronok (heh semua orang semangat sebab akhirnya i dah boleh masuk panggung sekali dengan diorang), teruja (anak dara umur 18 tahun dah boleh kahwin euw), sedih etc.


but mostly i rasa sedih. satu, sebab i memang jenis emosional semua benda nak sedih heh bajet dramatik. dua, sebab i am no longer a child. bila dah no longer a child maksudnya semua benda i yang kena buat keputusan. nak pergi negara mana lepas habis foundation i sendiri yang kena buat keputusan (btw i have made up my mind tapi nanti la i cakap). tiga, sebab umur dah 18 tapi perangai macam _______ heh fill in the blank -___-"


wow, 18.


and and my housemates are super fabulous they made me the longest birthday card i have ever received nanti i upload gambar.


i'm eighteen and i'm blessed to have such beautiful family and friends :)

my head is empty

...and again, my heart is aching. kenapa? well, for various reasons (wow baru minggu pertama tahun baru start dah macam-macam perasaan yang i alami).


okey, pernah alami tak perasaan bila ; when you view let's say your friend's wall and godek-godek gambar terbaru dia and see how she or he has changed throughout the year without you. heh selama ini makan minum sekali tidur sebantal tiba-tiba dah ada orang lain yang gantikan tempat tu. then what am i to you now?


emosional lagi. cakap dah besar?

500 days of summer

i downloaded 500 days of summer after i read the review from my once-upon-a-time-he-used-to-be-my-english-lecturer's blog. he said it is a nice movie so i apa lagi terus download. heh i kan memang senang dipengaruhi.




okey pergi google sendiri sinopsis cerita ni i malas nak type panjang-panjang. but the way he loves her is so sweet i want i want i want a guy like him. and and he's good looking too :P


but i'm a little disagree with the movie. life is not about coincidence, it's about our own effort. some things are meant to be that way but god gives us the chance to change it. senang cakap kalau nak dapat four flat kena la belajar rajin-rajin jangan la asyik main facebook je kalau tak dapat baru la sibuk nak menangis heh tiba-tiba terasa. but in the end their love story make me smile all dayy.


well talking about love story and all, i semangat nak cerita pasal encik crush. heh classmates i asyik teka orang itu orang ini haha i tak pernah nak mengaku. well i like him i mean i like him as in i like to be his friend gelak sama-sama merepek sama-sama when he's happy i'm happy when he's down i'll say something to cheer him up bukannya bila i cakap i suka dia i nak jadi girlfriend dia jalan berkepit dengan dia heh tolong la faham. nur diyanah is too young for lovey doveyy thingy hello i baru lapan belas okey.


i'm wishing encik crush happy happy new year belajar elok-elok :)


haha itu pun kalau dia baca blog i and knows i have crush on him.