perkara memalukan pertama 2011 T.T

fuuh. terlalu memalukan untuk share dengan semua orang. tapi tolonggg la asyik kantoi dating HAHA depan seniors. kena kurangkan dating kott == oh ada satu benda yang buat i sangat sangat terharu hari ini, ada kakak baik baik kita bubur dengan satu note. dia cakap..


"..ujian mungkin juga adalah sesi taaruf kita dengan-Nya. mungkin Allah rindu nak dengar rintihan hati kita sebab busy sangat study"


paaap headshot HAHA. belajar belajar jugak, kena ingat Allah selalu. dating dating jugak.. err.. haish banyak sungguh khilaf ==

2011 *GASP*

HEY I'M FINALLY NINETEEN! Mom can i marry my boyfriend please pleaseee HAHA dream on ==


nah, no new year resolutions for me this time around. i've made too many promises last year i doubt it if any of them is done heh. but hmmm, maybe i should promise myself not too skip classes anymore, lagi-lagi dissection. it's hard but i'll try. er.


i'm thinking of writing a 2010 recap but i'm too caught up with book and notes and drawings and my fever *damn* maybe i'll do it next time. does next time mean next year? xD happy new year, may God bless :)


oh yeah, to my dearest classmates good luck IA!! semua orang pandai, InsyaAllah semua distinction.


Maka jika mereka berpaling (dari keimanan), maka katakanlah (Muhammad), "Cukuplah Allah bagiku; tidak ada Tuhan selain Dia. Hanya kepada-Nya aku bertawakkal dan dia adalah Tuhan yang memiliki 'Arsy (singgahsana) yang agung." 9:129

guilty pleasure

tak suka keadaan macam ini; tak dapat nikmat tidur yang sempurna, belajar bukan sebab curiosity tapi risau tak dapat jawab exam, korbankan masa bercinta dengan cadaver sebab risau kerja Anatomy sampai sekarang tak siap-siap lagi, rasa dengki dengan orang pandai, rasa emm rasa macam-macam lagi yang tak best.. benci :( semua exam punya pasal. eh eh bukan. semua salah belajar last minute. i SWEAR i'll fix things to normal once the first IA is over.


benci dengan diri sendiri :(


kena kuat!

DOs and DONTs

i don't like studying in group. i mean, when i have like approximately 9 days before the first Internal Assesment (IA) all i want to do is curl up in bed and eat a lot. err, as i wish -.- i mean, i rather sit by my own self and read, and write and say things out loud to my own self (i don't really do this because i live with THREE MORE PEOPLE i know they won't like it if i do such thing) and stick to my schedules. i never had a study group before, most of my friend have. i find group study is a waste of time and i won't gain much, if it is UP TO ME. semua orang ade cara masing-masing belajar so don't comment.


but today i have to break my own rule, i went for a group study at Nisa's because i know i won't be able to study Osteology (not that i want to, i simply hate Osteology) and it was quite fun despite err we only had time to study 3 or 4 bones. hmm never mind.. Anatomy is too much, i don't know where to start or what to read. if one minute i read about axilla, the next minute i'll be worrying about where does sciatic nerve end. it is pathetic i end up NOT reading Anatomy i rather read Physiology sayang all day. urgh.


this is stressful. i need Umi :/


bytheway i went to Ramaiah Hospital this evening, my Hensem (haha) injured his foot he does not able to evert his foot. kesian. i thought it was a fracture so i forced him to do X-ray, thank God it is only a sprained ligament. tapi ubat mahal boleh taaak == tolong la habiskan ubat sebab ubat tu sangat mahal bagi taraf India. hospital India sangat selekeh, it makes me miss Malaysia so much. dah la Pakcik Guard garang orang cakap nak jumpa doktor sekejap pun tak boleh grr. sabar je la..


okey bye.

ohemmvegiiieeee

cerita dia macam ni.. tiba-tiba out of nowhere ade rugby tournament dekat sini makanya Encik ehem main sekali TIBA-TIBA DIA MACAM KURUS SIKIT tak boleh jadi ni kenapa i macam lagi gemuk -.- so i decided to start dieting again heh harap-harap kali ini boleh istiqamah lagipun dah janji dengan Umi "tiga minggu lagi nak balik Malaysia kena kurus sebelum balik yeaaah" poyo takkk sekarang i jugak yang menderita T.T


mulai sekarang i nak makan sayur goreng je. kadang-kadang makan coklat. tapi kalau ada orang ajak makan dekat Ice Spice, itu pengecualian -.- eh pelik tak tiba-tiba i suka makan sayur! tapi sayur yang bukan warna hijau la (kecuali broccoli sayang gilaaa lepas dua bulan kat sini baru jumpa mana jual mendalah ni) and definitely NOT carrot benci. okey bye nak sambung makan.





p/s : muka busuk gila sebenarnya tak mandi lagi shhh jangan cakap kat Umi bye.

Two weeks.

1. Housemates kite pergi winter camp kat TamilNadu (?!) makanya weekend ini tinggal kite dengan Sab je kat rumah. sedih kan? sebenarnya kite dah bayar deposit tapi cancel last minute dengan alasan cuak nak exam tinggal lagi dua minggu T.T


2. Geraaaaam sangat sekarang sebab dah tak sejuk macam selalu. kalau dulu sejuk boleh sampai 14-15 degree sekarang rasa macam musim hujan kat Malaysia je -.- ini mesti sebab ramai orang cakap "eeeiii sejuknyaa" hish jangan la cakap macam itu, kite paling suka sejuk kot.. eeiii panasnyaaaa, tolong la sejuk balik *finger crossed*


3. i got new lens! heh mengade je konon tak nak pakai lens lagi dah nak pakai spec jadi macam budak nerd yada yada.. serabut kot pakai spec, tak suka kelam-kabut nak keluarkan spec bila lecturers nak start kelas. kalau tersentuh sikit eh tiba-tiba kabur eh eh nampak cap jari ohmygod annoying okay. thank you darling HAHA for the lens :D eh tahu tak, i selalu masalah kalau nak beli lens sebab mata kanan i power sampai 250 tapi kiri KOSONG makanya kena pakai colored lens. kalau nak pakai yang transparent kena pakai sebelah je heh macam pelik je.. anyway this time around i wear grey xD


4. please God, make these two precious days last long i need more time to study GASP! doakan i boleh jawab kalau tiba-tiba ada soalan pasal course and relation of muscles gila weiii itu la yang paling malas sekali nak ingat T.T


bye.

Coffee A Day :)

"semua orang tahu belajar Medic ni susah"

..but Umi said i'm strong and i can do it. no matter how much i have to learn, how difficult and how complicated, i trust my brain HAHA and my cita-cita. sometimes i feel like giving up TERUTAMA KALAU ADA BUDAK PANDAI DALAM KELAS TAK HABIS-HABIS NAK BERLAGAK HAFAL SEMUA ATTACHMENTS DEKAT BONES HMMMPPHHH tapi i always have Abah, Umi, Kakak, Ira and You. kan? :)


p/s : kau pemalas. tolong la basuh ****** lepas guna. bye.

Random.

there are two things that make me teary-eyed today. one, when i finally received Mom's parcel all the way from Malaysia. thanks Mom for the keropok HAHA and thanks Kakak for the sweaters and cardigans, and yeah the cuddly socks :P thanks Abah for the wrapping and thanks Ira for every "i miss you" :") rindunya..


two, a picture i came across on Facebook.

i long for His love,
but i'm never good enough.


:(

just say "I do" :)

this scene brings tear to my eyes.
oh Glee :')

depressed

regarding MCQ test, honestly i did not put much hope i was so scared i could not score i just don't care. but i did well though, and it suprised me a little HAHA. Alhamdulillah :) my Physiology assignment was hell gila HELL macam tak pandai gila tolong malu dengan diri sendiri. i asked Dr Rao if it is possible for me to redo my assignment but he simply laughed and said don't worry it is only the first assignment hmmphh hopefully i'll do better next time :/


my first internal assesment (IA) is a month away. okaaay now i'm really cuak sebab kali ini i have a target. bila ada target makanya i akan sangat stressed sampai la i dapat apa yang i nak. eeii tak nak la stressed sampai macam itu.. kena betulkan niat sikit, tak nak jadi macam sebelum-sebelum ini. hish.


okay bye kena siapkan tutorial Anatomy. oh btw, siapa-siapa yang sedang sibuk fikir apa nak jadi bila besar nanti, tolong la jangan pilih perubatan kalau tak nak hidup macam zombie. bye.