but but i did cried. a little. heh sampai bila-bila pun i takkan membesar.
yeah yeah i was hoping to be listed as one of the yayasan terengganu scholars. i nak pergi ireland dan kahwin dengan orang sana. tapi hari ini YT finally come clean. they are not sending the scholars overseas macam dulu-dulu lagi tapi the scholars hanya akan belajar dalam negara. oh mann buat apa la aku susah-susah pergi interview hari tu kalau mereka cakap awal-awal.
umi tanya, 'angah kecewa ke?'
what can i say? i cant tell her that i am really really dissapointed. my dream is crushed. but i cant tell anyone how i truly feel. orang akan cakap aku la manusia yang paling tak reti bersyukur. i got mara scholarship already just be happy with it. -___-"
looking at the bright side, sekarang i dah boleh fokus. i akan pergi MSU dan belajar foundation in medical science di sana. kalau nak dibandingkan dengan a-level (YT) foundation kat MSU is only a year. and i get to learn the basics in medicine instead of the SPM subjects all over again.
honestly i dont mind learning all those stuff all over again. i cuma nak sedapkan hati sendiri.
hari ini i nak bersedih. esok i akan sedar diri dan start belajar biology semula. and and please dont say that i'm such an ungrateful person. sebab i tahu tu.
UPDATE ;
okey i heard they are sending the scholars to overseas but they rather give the chances to those who havent been given any scholarship yet. heh.
8 comments:
didiey~
takpe.. wat yg terbaik kt msu tu nnti k! rse cam nk exchange je.. foundation setahun.. a-level 2 tahun.. hahaha.. my life only start 8 years after this.. gilaa!! bile mau kawennnn??!!~ XD
hey girl..its okay...mara pun okay right...:)
fight for the best kat msu...
thanks yeah?
herm dpt scholarship pun kire dh syukur sgt..
insyaallah sy blaja sungguh2 lps ni..
;D
same goes to u both!
nina,
mk sy dah tetapkan kawen umur 26..hehe
a vida é o bem mais precioso que temos. devemos vivê-la com alegria.
didi, ni la ape yg aku rase act..
now, all u have to do is,
nanges je la sepuas2 hati.bila da lepaskan semua, barula ko akn rse lega.
dun worry, mgkin rezeki ke ireland tiba lewat sket dari org lain. - they used to advice me this way.
score la kat msu. at least ko de chance bwt medic overseas.
goodluck dear. with love. muax2!
izaaaaa!
ak tanak nnges..
ak takut tuhan tarek balek ape yg die bagi aku.....
tkpe la,
ak redha aje
nnti kang bole jmpe mr spark kt msu
agagagaga
=P
mr cbfgomes?
i dont understand a word u r saying..
hahaha.. i understand mr cbfgomes. mksudnye, sila jgn mkn byk. hahaha.. merepek.
ea. klu sedih nangesla. jgn pendam2. cry once ni je. then coolll.. cam ak skg ni la. hahaha
hah? ko nk jmpe abg acap ke? wakakaka.. jage2.. die sgt3 kedekut..
ermm nanti aku nanges..haha
tapi aku ase cm tak gune dh aku nanges
baik aku fokus masa depan yg dah pasti..
cewahh bahase bunge2 lagi! hee
ak pegang kate2 ni je ;
benda yg kamu suka mungkin tak baik utk kamu dan benda yang kamu benci mungkin baik utk kamu
kn?
so ak takkan look back dh..
jom iza,
kita blaja sungguh2!
hehehehe
jom turun shah alam
aku belanja ko sekalik ngn spark kedekot tu
=P
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