some things are better left unsaid

semalam sebelum i masuk tidur i rummaged through my old stuff. again. omg i'm turning into a depressed old woman who keeps cherishing on past memories -___-". then i jumpa buku nota i back when i was form five. i remember that book yang selalu i bawak pergi mana-mana kononnya kelihatan bijak pandai sebab selalu bawak buku nota.


okeyy i tak tahan gelak bila i baca balik apa yang i pernah tulis dulu-dulu. gelak punya gelakk i terbaca satu notes yang i tahu bukan i tulis. and i macam kenal tulisan tu.


i tell you, i sangat terharu lepas baca apa yang dia tulis. it was my best friend's. my best friend who never shows any emotion who keeps secret to herself who cries only when she's too upset who eats faster than me who knows what i'm thinking without having to tell her first who knows who's the right guy for me yeahh that's her.


so many things happened throughout this whole year and without realizing it things between us have changed. heh cool cool jangan emosi sangat. i'll always wish for the best for her. walaupun impian kitorang sedikit tersasar; she wished to go to US instead of australia (or new zealand i'm not sure) and i wished to go to *clear throat* ireland instead of india, she got what she wants at the first place (biothec) and i'm going to be a doctor after ohh hell another six years?


i sygg u dear :). heh nasib baik dia tak tahu i ada blog.