things i'll never say

1. i love English. but i never really have the guts to actually speak in English. i mean, i envy those people who can speak with the confidence. and and MUET is approaching. how am i going to face it?


2. i envy my new English lecturer. she has the biggest eyes and i want those eyes. her eyes make her look innocent and pretty heh my eyes are sepet (mom got some Chinese blood) and every time i smile or laugh, my eyes are barely visible.


3. i think my new bag is too childish. it got mickey mouse(s) printed all over it.


4. green does not suit me. i look weird wearing green. thank god i only have a pair of green baju kurung. and a green blouse that i rarely wear.


5. during IS classes, i try my best to not make any of my usual sound. i mean, i try to be a good girl (HAHA) during his classes. but i don't think anyone would notice (-__-")


6. if you like someone, is it 'bad' to check on other hot guys?


7. i always cry when i listen to Don't Forget by Demi Lovato. it reminds me of a guy who used to be my best friend. too bad he doesn't care for me anymore.


8. sometimes i think i don't think i can make it for the next six years. but i promised my mom i will become a doctor. i have to keep my promises and somehow i know i'm strong, i just need some motivation. manje (-__-")


9. there are times when i just don't care if i'm fat. like right now, i'm craving for burgers and fries. oh oh did i mention to you guys that i'm having my dinner at McD?


10. i'm the kind of girl who cares for my pride more than i care about my feeling. i can't help it. i'm just to proud to admit anything. teruk, i know.


btw i told my friend life is unfair and he gave me this;

Kamu diwajibkan berperang (untuk menentang pencerobohan) sedang peperangan itu ialah perkara yang kamu benci; dan boleh jadi kamu benci kepada sesuatu padahal ia baik bagi kamu, dan boleh jadi kamu suka kepada sesuatu padahal ia buruk bagi kamu. Dan (ingatlah), Allah jualah Yang mengetahui (semuanya itu), sedang kamu tidak mengetahuinya. (Al-Baqarah ayat 216)


no matter how unfair life is, He is always there for you. keep on rocking, didiey! :)