Reality

i've been in India for almost 48 hours. honestly i really like it in here but but..

1. belajar makin susaaaah, dalam masa 4 bulan nak 2nd IA, gosh i'm not ready.

2. i'm starting to worry about money. i mean, can i make it last for the next few months? urgh it's time to be more kedekut -.-

3. i have to start my diet routine and the more i think about how fat i am now, the more i feel depressed. it depresses me more when someone like YOU would joke about how i look. heh.

4. sometimes a lover doesn't always make you smile. hmm.

5. i feel bad about asking God for more time since i myself don't spend too much time for Him either. hmmmmm.

pray for my survival!