Courage

i dislike changes, dislike as in susah nak terima perubahan tapi sikit-sikit boleh terima. but i prefer not to change, if you know what i mean. tapi sampai bila nak jadi orang bodoh sombong yang tahu itu salah tapi buat jugak? dah la sombong dengan Allah, siapa la kita :(


so i decided to make a change. a change that for me is really really hard to accomplish. and it becomes harder when everyone keeps telling me this is wrong or that is not the best way or jaga hati orang itu orang ini i was like hello kau cakap senang la cuba kau sendiri yang buat? -.-


i need some support but i don't know how to tell my friends that. i guess everyone is busy with their problems too. maybe i just have to be strong and percaya Allah selalu ada no matter how hard things seem to be He is always there for me. kan? :(


and i'm sorry i am unfair to you.