Stress

tak tak, i tak ada exams/quizzes/mcq or anything related dalam masa terdekat. i bukan stress sebab nak exams ke ape tapi stress sebab...


1) ...tiba-tiba sistem belajar secara "tradisional" kat kolej i dah berubah jadi sistem "modular" i don't really understand what it means but the dean said she wants to "Malaysionize" our learning system here (as in such word exist?). she said she wants us to "fit" in Malaysian working environment that we don't have to follow the Indian "traditional" system anymore. kalau macam tu bawak je la kitorang balik Malaysia, what's the pint of studying in India anymore?


but i kind of getting used to this system (sebab dah belajar selama 2 minggu), it means less classes and more self-studying. i always love lecture classes! but having to "self-studying" buat i jadi curious and jadi makin rajin nak belajar. eh faham tak? selama ni semua benda nak lecturers je cakap tapi sekarang kalau kau nak tahu baca la sendiri tak faham baru tanya lecturers.


okay, apa yang menyebabkan i stress adalah ... i tak faham format exams macam mana?! integrated la, practicals jadi 1 hari la, tiba-tiba professional exams mansuh la eeeiii apa semua ni i tak faham la tak ada orang nak terangkan betul-betul T_____T bosan la macam ni bye.


2) dulu ada 3 subjects je. makanya ada 3 record books yang nak kena settle every weekend (tunggu weekend je kan baru nak settle huehuehue), selalunya record book Physiology memang tak sentuh la kan sebab lecturer baik sangat bukannya nak tanya dah siap ke belum esok nak exam (practical) baru lecturer mintak mesti la kena tunggu last minute baru nak siapkan.


sekarang ada 4 subjects dan 4 record books nak siapkan every weekend. lecturers sekarang sangat strict (sebab sistem baru) semua benda nak bagi markah, attitude, dressing, communication skills etc etc boleh tak nak menangis sebab stress? malas gila nak sentuh record books rela update blog T____T


3) batuk dan diarrhea tak baik lagiiii. stress la macam ni setiap kali lepas makan terus berlari masuk tandas.


4) esok kena bagi "talk" untuk juniors baru masuk. macam mana nak bagi talk, juniors pun lagi tua daripada i?! sebab ada budak KMB/KMS yang buat persedian 2 tahun baru datang sini makanya diorang dah 20 i baru 19?! T____T


doakan i tabah. bye.