appointment with doctor

yes, that's what happened yesterday -.-' Dr Zohdi (kot) is an orthopedic and he seemed excited to have a medical student as a patient. he explained in details about x-ray, bones, nerves... *yawn*.. i always hate learning about x-ray and bones they bore me haha.


it was Umi's idea to see a specialist she was so worried when a previous doctor said my numb left shoulder may be due to a bent backbone that might compress my nerve. blame that doctor (tak memasal haha)!


she gave me calcium too (she said it might help my backbone to grow normally), when i asked Dr Zohdi about the significance of calcium he just made a face and said it's up to me to continue taking the pills or to drop it. he said "kalau nak calcium lebih baik makan vitamin D".


tahu kenapa? sebab vitamin D la yang tolong absorption (penyerapan?) calcium dalam badan. as in, kalau tak ada vitamin D badan tak akan serap calcium. usually calcium ada in every food that we take. makanya, if i continue to take calcium my bones might degenerate (osteoporosis) due to too much calcium. haa, kang bahaya..


eeeiiii he wouldn't stop laughing at me! he said "ramai budak-budak medical datang bawak mak ayah jumpa saya.." i know what he's trying to say! he means, budak-budak medical ni terpengaruh sangat dengan apa yang diorang belajar.. fine -.-' sampai i nak keluar nak tutup pintu pun dia tak habis gelak lagi hmph.


at least i learn my lesson. eh, bukan stop jumpa doktor bila ada symptoms pelik-pelik (imaginasi haha) tapi kena selalu exercise and jaga makan bukan duduk rumah belajar je badan akan jadi penat/lemah bila tak berpeluh okay jom rajin jogging lepas ni (paksa Amalina temankan jogging) T__T


kbye.

macam dulu-dulu

i thought things would be awkward.

thank God it was fun fun fun! :D
i miss you guys.

:')


p/s : excuse my shades Malaysia is too hot *poyos* haha

Duo

the other day i was browsing Abah's bb and i found an old picture of me! it was almost a year ago i was crying my heart out for not wanting to leave my family for India haha how immature *shrug shoulders* HAHA. anyway, the first year of MBBS is over i would be a second year student soon woo!


eh, sebenarnya tak nak cakap pasal ni tiba-tiba je cakap -.-'


so today i went beraya with my parents we went to see Umi's sick friend. this is not the usual sakit as is sakit sikit-sikit but she has cancer and Umi said she might be dying T__T initially it is breast cancer but the cells invade her bones and now it is both breast and bone cancers.


do you want to know why these cells invade bones? why bones why not other organs? it is because breast's lymphatic drainage is continuous with that of backbone. and the cells might "fall" on ovaries too.


it would be easy right if the cancer cells are localized on a particular site then you can chop off the infected site and poof, no more cancer. too bad it is not that easy. blame lymphatic drainage for that hmph.


it is so awkward to visit a sick friend. how do i supposed to act? do i have to look sympathetic and speak slowly? or do i have to act happy and cheer her up? hmph this is hard. i am no good at comforting people i guess.


and i'm having an appointment with a doctor next week. let's pray that i am not too sick to be as happy as i am now :)

my Eid

i reached home (as in Terengganu) one day before Eid. i spent the night before with my friends as we waited for the next flight early in the morning. it was rainy and the ride was bumpy but i spent the whole one hour sleeping haha. my parents are so sweeeeet they took me to a resort (i think it's Sutra Beach Resort but i'm not sure) for break fast and the food was awesome :D i had some pictures but of course i'm too lazy to upload haha, nanti la -.-


before buka puasa (break fast) i went to see a doctor. nothing serious i guess, i only have some problems with my fragile blood vessels and compressed nerves. doctor said i'll be fine as soon as i reduce my weight. FINE. she gave me 4 kinds of pills which i hate so much. eh eh. so i spent the eve of Eid by sleeping. tsk.


the next morning i woke up early and help Umi with rendang! Umi;s rendang is my favourite! :') too bad Umi takes the doctor's advises very seriously and wouldn't allow me to eat more that 4 slices of lemang T___T for the time being i hate all the doctors in the world. heh.


btw i wore saree for Eid :D it was a gift from Alif, much much love haha. i wore it with a brand new leopard printed shawl ala this beautiful girl ecehcehceh but i forgot to take pictures -.- (if i did i would be too lazy to upload haha)


though every year our Eid is like a routine - the same houses, the same conversations, the same people yada yada but i had fun. cuma tahun ni lain sikit je, semua orang asyik cakap "eh, kat India makan sedap ke? nampak berisi sikit" dem T__T


nasib baik ada orang back up. mak cik i cakap "ala, masa belajar kena la gemuk sikit kan nak belajar kena guna banyak tenaga. nanti dah on call situ sini haa kurus la" woo :') tunggu la nanti i kurus. hmph. kbye.

the magic word and free vouchers

the Final exam has ended two days ago and the results were out today! but they only mention whether it is a PASS or FAIL. Alhamdulillah i got PASS for each subject :') so i have to wait for a whole month for a proper exam results -.- i don't want to expect for anything i just ask God to give me something that i deserve. hopefully.


i'll be home by Sunday! i don't really feel the vibe of going home (yet) maybe because i have so many things to do before Sunday (so many things as in so many things to buy for everyone heheheh).


i spent the whole day today settling my Residential Permit (RP). in India, every foreigner must a RP which has to be renewed once a year. everyone hates doing RP since we have to wait for the whole day for our turn walhal settle isi borang sign sikit-sikit ambil masa 15 minit je -.- and everyone hates the locals (tempe) that manage our RP applications. some of them are very rude. tapi sebab nak settle jugak semua benda sebelum balik kitorang sabaaaar je and go with the flow.


i was so stressed masa settle hal RP and i wanted to be mad at everyone. shamefully, i did. there was this one tempe which guarded the entrance to the office. he did not allow me to get in and i was like whatthe** la kan, i bukannya nak buat apa i wanted to collect my RP kot! i was so freaking mad and i raised my voice and told him i don't care what he would say i just want to get in. gila rude kan?


but of course i just followed what he said and wait downstairs. when it was my turn to collect the RP i told him nicely please let me in my RP is ready by then. guess what he said? "Finally you said please, you are a student you must follow the rules and be polite". DANG. i am a lady and i wear hijab but i shouted at an old guy and made a face? not cool at all T____T on my way back to college i cried HAHA because i was so ashamed of my behaviour.



anyway, i went back to college to see the results and afterwards i went for my very first appointment with Kaya! Kaya is actually a local facial product. i've been using Kaya for three months by now and it works very well with my skin! it clears off my pimples and my skin is so soft i want to touch my face every few seconds haha exaggerate much. Kaya gave me four free vouchers worth Rs 3.5k each! woo.

the website

i did Aqua Radiance treatment and Laser Hair Removal for free! btw, laser hair removal is actually painful T___T and i did asked my Mom's permission before i underwent the minor surgery hehe. the staffs keep bugging me to try all the treatments amboi, banyak duit.. but i was so tempted maybe i'll try Aqua Radiance once again later :)


kbye!

Crave

nak sushi dengan dimsum T___T

1 moreee!

exam teori dah habis yeaaay! tinggal lagi 3 hari exam practicals and and baliiik dan rayaaaa heheheheh bahagianya. eh, kurang bahagia sebab hari Sabtu (sehari sebelum balik) maybe result keluar (?!), scary kan? dah la soalan exam macam em emmm tak expected sikit. heh.

anyway *malas nak fikir pasal exam yang dah lepas*, MARA sangat generous sebab bagi elaun buku sebelum kitorang balik makanya i sangat generous nak belikan semua orang macam-macam eh eh. tapi tiba-tiba Sha deactivate Facebook sekarang macam mana nak tanya dia nak sari warna apa? -.-'

tadi ada satu kejadian sedih masa exam Biochemistry. sejak i balik India bulan lepas (kot) i dah malas pakai specs sebab i dah hilangkan specs baru so kena pakai specs lama yang macam dah longgar sikit. macam mana i hilangkan specs tu cuba teka? sebenarnya i pun tak tahu mana pergi tiba-tiba dah tak ada, dah la hilang sekali dengan bekas/kain pengelap T__T

specs lama tak ada la lama sangat baru je sebenarnya tapi mana cool pakai specs yang Umi pilih eh eh haha nak pakai specs yang beli guna duit sendiri eh eh.

makanya, i start pakai contact lens. ini pertama kali pakai lens yang clear sebelum ni poyo sikit nak yang colour je haha first pakai colour brown *raanya pernah tulis paal pengalaman pertama pakai contact lens HAHA* yang kedua colour grey tapi baru pernah pakai 2-3 kali sebab tak best lens tu mahal kot nasib baik orang hadiahkan je eh eh.

eh, i pakai contact lens kat mata kanan je tau sebab mata kanan je yang ada power. tahu apa perasaan pakai lens sebelah mata je? rasa makin rabun sebenarnya -.-' sebab bila pakai sebelah, memang la nampak clear apa yang depan mata tapi setakat yang ada depan mata je la (contohnya kertas exam) tapi tak akan nampak dengan jelas apa yang ada jauh sikit depan mata contohnya orang yang duduk depan i dalam exam hall. seksa sikit tapi asal bergaya -.-'

panjang gila intro. sekarang masuk cerita utama. hmph. tadi sediiih sebab masa exam tiba-tiba lens macam hilang. hilang as in kat cornea rasa macam ada lens. faham tak? selalunya pakai lens tak akan rasa pun pakai tapi kali ni rasa. tolong la faham macam mana perasaan tu T__T

makanya i pun gosok-gosok mata dengan harapan lens tolong la duduk diam-diam i tengah jawab exam susah kott (serius tadi soalan susah sikit). dalam 5- minit jugak gosok-gosok mata sebab mata sangat tak selesa wuwuuu rasa nak menangis sebab fikir macam mana nak mintak kebenaran lecturer yang jaga exam nak pergi toilet nak cari lens yang hilang dalam mata.

nasib baik tiba-tiba elok je. heh.

tolong la hadiahkan i specs baru untuk semester depan. i tak sesuai la pakai contact lens T___T kbye.

saya pun ada la! :D

klik!

thanks to Mia! er tapi gambar je la -.- dulu selalu berangan nak jadi part of Salam Perantauan, tapi dulu-dulu berangan gambar tengah main salji haha heh tak kesampaian. okay bye!

eh, lupa nak wish happy fasting!

i've been sooo busy for the past few days. i moved into a new house! :D sangat drastik tiba-tiba rasa nak pindah terus pindah minggu depannya. makanya bila tiba-tiba pindah banyak la benda yang nak settle. kitorang shopping pagi tu jugak petangnya pindah semua barang malamnya bersihkan rumah sampai pukul 11 kot. gila penat satu hari kott siapkan semua benda -.-'

Final is in a week time. and i'm. so. exhausted. bye.

happy fastingg :D

Moving out

i'm moving out tomorrow morning. pindah secara tiba-tiba sebenarnya sangat stress. i sangat stress sekarang. semua benda pun nak stress. Anatomy buat i stress. and some people stressed me up. i need more timeee i need another 24 hours in a day T__T


permudahkan, ya Allah :(