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the other day i was browsing Abah's bb and i found an old picture of me! it was almost a year ago i was crying my heart out for not wanting to leave my family for India haha how immature *shrug shoulders* HAHA. anyway, the first year of MBBS is over i would be a second year student soon woo!


eh, sebenarnya tak nak cakap pasal ni tiba-tiba je cakap -.-'


so today i went beraya with my parents we went to see Umi's sick friend. this is not the usual sakit as is sakit sikit-sikit but she has cancer and Umi said she might be dying T__T initially it is breast cancer but the cells invade her bones and now it is both breast and bone cancers.


do you want to know why these cells invade bones? why bones why not other organs? it is because breast's lymphatic drainage is continuous with that of backbone. and the cells might "fall" on ovaries too.


it would be easy right if the cancer cells are localized on a particular site then you can chop off the infected site and poof, no more cancer. too bad it is not that easy. blame lymphatic drainage for that hmph.


it is so awkward to visit a sick friend. how do i supposed to act? do i have to look sympathetic and speak slowly? or do i have to act happy and cheer her up? hmph this is hard. i am no good at comforting people i guess.


and i'm having an appointment with a doctor next week. let's pray that i am not too sick to be as happy as i am now :)