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“Beruntunglah orang yang hari ini lebih baik dari semalam, terpedayalah orang yang hari ini sama seperti semalam, dan celakalah orang yang hari ini lebih buruk dari semalam. yang paling jauh, bukannya bintang, mentari pun bukan jua rembulan tetapi adalah masa yang berlalu dan tidak akan kembali..kelmarin yang luput menjadi secancang kenangan, semalam yang terluput mengukir sesalan.. yang ada hanya hari ini & akan datang. gunakanlah hari ini dengan sebaik mungkin kerana esok belum tentu milik kita, sedangkan semalam telah pergi buat selamanya..”

got the point, Kak Farah. thank you. and thank you Allah :D

p/s : some of the words are not very familiar. rembulan? it's moon right? haha

too lazy to recap but made a conclusion

2011 is the best year so far! 2012, try beating 2011 huehuehuehue. Alhamdulillah :D

WS #2

went to usrah last night, this time at Linda's house. she made the best nasi lemak ever! ish, nak pergi belajar ke nak makan?! hehe biasa la, lepas belajar mesti lapar :p

semalam Kak Farah said she wanted to discuss about something else rather than learning the module. since yesterday's was the last usrah for 2011 (haha walhal 2012 dua tiga hari je lagi saja nak dramatik) she wanted us to go back and reflect what have we done throughout the year. is there any change in terms of iman? ibadat? naik ke? turun ke? it was a tough question though. it's hard to go back and remember all the mistakes you have done. rasa malu lagi banyak dari rasa bangga..

Kak Farah asked, why do Muslims disobey Allah? there are three reasons (that i never thought of). satu, tak yakin kepada Allah. dua, tak yakin dengan hari pembalasan dan tiga, cinta kepada diri sendiri dan mengabaikan orang lain.

eh, kita kan Muslim mesti la kita percaya dan tahu akan kewujudan Allah? PERCAYA dan YAKIN tak sama sebenarnya.. ada satu analogi, contohnya kalau tiba-tiba cikgu cakap minggu depan ada exam. kita semua mesti la kan nak belajar betul-betul at least tak nak fail kan. cuba kalau cikgu cakap nanti akan ada exam tapi tak sure lagi bila so what would you do? "alaa lambat lagi pun, entah-entah tak jadi nanti bila dah confirm la baru belajar betul-betul.." see the difference? :)

sebab kita tak nampak Allah dan kita tahu, tapi tak betul-betul yakin bila dan macam mana hari pembalasan kelak sebab tu kita berani buat benda yang Allah larang. kalau dulu-dulu selalu kita dengar (dalam al-Quran) ada cerita Allah bagi pembalasan secara "cash" kat dunia haa, cuba kalau Allah buat macam tu kepada kita kalau kita buat dosa. takut kan? T__T

siapa antara kawan-kawan kita yang paling sayang kita? jyeah, those friends who guide us to Allah. kawan-kawan yang selalu ajak jemaah sama-sama, yang berani cakap "kenapa kau pakai tudung singkat sangat?" dan yang ikhlas masakkan (contoh) untuk kita.

it's not easy though. hm, semua benda pun tak senang sebenarnya. tapi kena berusaha untuk senangkan semua benda, eh faham tak? -,-

oh satu lagi! selalu orang cakap "aku tak dapat hidayah lagi la, tunggu aku dapat hidayah baru aku pergi solat jemaah kat surau". eh, tak betul okay! kadang-kadang Allah dah bagi nah hidayah untuk kau, tapi Allah nak kita berusaha. dia nak kita yang cari mana hidayah yang Dia bagi tu. berusaha in terms of, kalau malas pergi surau contohnya pergi cari kawan yang boleh temankan. berusaha la tu namanya. kak Farah cakap jangan sampai Allah bosan dan tak nak dah kasi hidayah kat kita! T__T

hmm apa lagi ya? itu je la kot yang paling tersentuh kat hati (banyak lagi sebenarnya tapi bila banyak sangat nak tulis takut mesej tak sampai). oh, esok dah tahun baru! peluang untuk jadi lebih baik, mungkin? ;)

kbye!

dislikeee

i don't like to have someone who got the same name as i am. yeah, tak suka. ridiculous kan? not that i can control people's names. tapi serius tak suka, i feel awkward gilaaa and i will never be able to get close with those people. don't blame me, i'm just arrogant that way T__T

kbye.

rainbow cake

it was months ago, i decided to bake a rainbow cake. it's basically a sponge cake with lots of colours. cantik! at first the idea to bake this cake is forgotten because i didn't have an oven, but since i purchased one from a senior (rasanya pernah cerita dalam blog) the burning desire (haha) to bake this cake is overwhelming so yesterday i baked one for Mira's surprise birthday party.

but i was overconfident and over-imaginative, the icing was a major failure *nangis*. i used two recipes and i failed both?! Kak Mier said i have to mix the white egg at least 20-30 minutes (?) for it to become very light and very frothy. i was impatient, of course. it's such a waste of time to mix and wait for half an hour for the icing heh, so not me haha.

since there's no icing and i was so upset sebab tak jadi, i used Hershey's chocolate as "glue" to stick three layers of the cake. eh, jadi pulak? hehe. but the presentation was really bad but Alhamdulillah everyone enjoyed it and wanted for more! too bad i baked one cake for 15 (or so) people haha.

mission accomplished! :')

must try again one day.

oh, HB Mira! it's so sweet to see everyone is so excited to celebrate birthdays :)

lagi 30 minit i ada usrah and i promised Najwa to bake apple crumble for her, in return she will bake kek batik for me yeay! i love kek batik tapi tak pernah buat so i assume i tak pandai buat so tak pernah cuba, eh faham tak? haha. lagipun, it's so pathetic to bake a cake for yourself T__T usually when i bake a cake, i'll eat a slice or two the rest semua orang lain habiskan -,- but i don't mind :)

kbye nak pergi usrah!

p/s : Hajar cakap kek macam Play-doh. grr.

WS#1

i've been joining Usrah for more than a year now (kot?) and since October this year, it's become a routine for me and my other "sisters" to attend Usrah every weekend. now i'm thinking, the Prophet said each one of us should spread His words even for ONE word. since i have a blog with 100+ followers (hehe) i should share with you readers what i've learned every week! sweet kan Allah sebab bagi ilham untuk i buat WS! eh, WS tu apa? WS stands for Weekly Sharing and insyaallah there would be a WS for each week. ALAMAK, RAJIN KE I NAK UPDATE BLOG TIAP-TIAP MINGGU? doakan, hehe.

before i get started, i want to clear some things. ehem. i'm not the most religious girl pakai biasa-biasa ilmu pun tak tinggi sangat bercakap tak pandai sangat apatah lagi nak dakwah-dakwah bagai ada boyfriend pulak tu, but don't judge me by my blog.. i'm a Muslim but not the perfect one. but i'm trying to become better each day, kata nak pergi syurga kena la jadi Muslim baik dan Allah sayang :D jom!

today Kak Farah asked, pernah rasa cinta Allah? kitorang macam keliru sikit, apa maksud "rasa cinta Allah"? one of us explained, it's the warm feeling you feel inside because Allah has given you so many things (nikmat) hari-hari dia boleh rasa cinta Allah.

cuba fikir, kenapa kita tak rasa cinta Allah sedangkan Allah dah bagi banyak sangat nikmat? hati kita gelap ke? hmph, kalau 24 jam online Facebook mana sempat nak bersyukur nikmat penglihatan yang Allah bagi. Kak Farah cakap, kalau orang yang tak pernah rasa cinta Allah, sakit. bukan sakit secara fizikal yang boleh baik kalau rajin makan ubat tapi hati yang sakit. a sick heart. takutnya, macam mana nak sembuhkan hati yang sakit? hati kat mana pun kita tak tahu, hati tu jantung (heart) ke? atau hati (liver) ke?

to treat a sick heart, turn to Allah. Allah kan ada, memang la tak nampak tapi doa je banyak-banyak Allah akan dengar.. Allah is the one that creates every part of your body and He knows you best! mesti Allah ada ubat untuk hati kita yang sakit :) kita tak pernah terlambat untuk raih cinta Allah. cuma kadang-kadang terleka kan? eh, terasa T__T

"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bertakwalah kepada Allah dan carilah wasilah (jalan) untuk mendekatkan diri kepada-Nya dan berjihadlah (berjuanglah) di jalan-Nya agar kamu beruntung" (al-Maidah ayat 35)

hmm, tak tahu la sampai ke tak apa yang i cuba share. tak pandai sangat la nak cerita.. banyak lagi sebenarnya tapi ini yang paling terkesan di hati. harap-harap sampai la ye apa yang i cuba nak cakap?

:)

drowsy

i used to be so rajin writing down my thoughts and silly emotions. since i rarely do so now, does it mean that i'm a grown up now? huehue, not. second year is a busy year and i have lotsaaa homework to do but i'm not in the mood. eh, boleh ke macam tu? rasa hebat jadi "top scorer" terus malas nak belajar?! TAK, OKAY. i'm just so lazy, all i want to do is watch tv and eat a lot of ice cream and enjoy the cool weather.. macam mana ni, kerja banyak tak siap kottt *pangg diri sendiri* -,-

it was 15 degree this morning! okay fine, tak ada la salji bagai but i was cold enough to force me to sleep after Subuh huehue. i dah cakap belum i really like school now? because the classes are not too packed and there are times for me to take a break from all those lectures. too bad we are given only half an hour break for lunch and Zohor -,-

i usually spend the whole half an hour in surau, biasa la i memang lambat sikit bab-bab nak bersiap ni. for lunch, i would bring something from home. i don't eat nasi for lunch because Alif and i are supposed to be dieting now haha (tadi baru makan megiii) so everyday we would eat some bread and sausages, eggs and boiled cauliflower. everytime pun orang nak perli-perli sebab "makan sihat", apakah?!

FINE (emo) -,-

anyway,i'm thinking of an advanced new year resolution. here goes, I NEED TO BE MORE FOCUS NOW! kurangkan tidur?! okay hopefully this resolution will be fulfilled, not just some words to comfort myself sebab tidur banyak sangat and the homework is piling again.... T___T

pray for meee, kbye.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

:)

RANDOM

clean your heart inside out. the ibadah, yes. and how you're treating everyone else around you. now that would be much much nicer :)


#self-reminder

The Golden Triangle

ehem, baru sekarang nak update? sikit lagi cerita nak basi -,- anyway, better late than never kan? okay tak tahu nak start daripada mana sebab banyak sangat nak cerita. EH TAK UPDATE PUN PASAL OIC?! er, lepas ni la. i kan sangat busy.. *alasan* lagipun it's been 3 days i diarrhea - ber** dan muntah-muntah and deman T__T

okay tak kisah la i sakit ke apa (redha) sekarang kena cerita jugak what happened during the last holidays. so what is this Golden Triangle? (rasa macam pernah cerita tapi tak apa cerita lagi sekali) it represents Delhi-Jaipur-Agra, kalau pergi Delhi mesti kena pergi the other 2 places and jarak between these 3 places are the same which is 5 hours -,-

mula-mula i macam tak nak pergi tau sebab the ticket flight is quite costly for a domestic flight tapiiii sebab most of the girls pergi takkan la nak tinggal sini sorang-sorang makanya i pergi dengan rela hati hiks tapi tak menyesal pergi serius, tak tipu. kitorang pergi 19 orang perempuan under package apa entah yang include hotels, breakfast, bas dan tourist guide. the package is quite affordable sebenarnya cuma terkilan sikit makanan tak sedap sangat. mungkin peluang untuk kurangkan makan? T__T

mula-mula sampai Delhi terus check in hotel sampai-sampai lapar gila makan segala benda yang ada (Alya dengan Intan bawak nasi goreng yeay!) dan terus tidur. awal-awal pagi terus gerak pergi Jaipur, lama jugak jalan. yeah, 5 hours kot.. sampai je terus pergi Amer (or Amber) Fort. nama je "fort" tapi sebenanya it's a palace. besar gilaaaa okay, too bad kitorang tak cukup masa nak explore seluruh fort sebab tutup sempena Asyura celebration. oh, Muslim kat India sambut Asyura besar-besaran (kalau kita puasa je kan?) gila meriah kot and i actually a bit scary..

anyway, lepas pergi Amer Fort kitorang jalan-jalan tengok Wind Palace, Water Palace and Pink City. Pink City sounds interesting kan? actually not haha sebab it is simply a city di mana most of the buildings are painted with pink colour. ceritanya macam ni, ada seorang raja yang i mesti la lupa apa nama dia nak sambut kedatangan putera daripada England so he must be so excited to see "mat salleh" for the first time haha so he painted all the buidings pink! gila orang banyak duit memang suka buat kerja pelik-pelik -,-

esoknya kitorang gerak pergi Agra! since kitorang bertolak dalam tengahari macam tu (sebab shopping heh) so sampai Agra malam so sampai terus tidur. pagi esoknya baru pergi Taj Mahal! Taj Mahal sangat cantik, berapa kali entah i cakap "Subhanallah cantiknyaaa" i bet everyone would say the same thing :") tahu kan cerita Shah Jehan dan Mumtaz? kalau tahu diam je sebab i nak cerita jugak. Shah Jehan sebenarnya ada EMPAT isteri. yeah yeah, that disappointed me a little.. anyway, dia paling sayangg Mumtaz sebab she is his own choice. the other wives were meant for political relationship je. Mumtaz sangat cantik and they met at a gem market. they got married afterwards and got 14 children! too bad Mumtaz meninggal umur 30-an sebab tak ada perancangan keluarga and 7 of their children pun tak survive. sedih kan? bila Mumtaz meninggal, dia mintak 3 perkara dengan Shah Jehan; (1) build a monument as a prove for their love (alolooo sweet sangatt), (2) take care of their daughters and (3) NEVER REMARRIED! and he never did :)

panjang lagi cerita sebenarnya tapi tak nak la korang bosan tiba-tiba belajar sejarah dunia kat sini -,-

lepas pergi Taj Mahal kitorang pergi Agra Fort, which is Shah Jehan's father's palace. cantik gila tempat ni, tapi dah banyak rosak sebab British dengki and rosakkan keindahan tempat tu?! sayang.

back to Delhi, kitorang pergi masjid apa i can't remember, India Gate, Lotus Temple and Qutub Minar. panjang gila nak cerita satu-satu apa kata kita tengok gambar pulak? jyeah! #gigih gila cerita semua benda :")

p/s : pictures in random order.

the first glimpse of Taj Mahal! :)

eh lupa cerita pasal niiii! ini Jantar Mantar which is sangat awesome.

kat sini the astronomers find out what's the time and location of Earth.

hebat kan? but it all comes from Islam's astronomers i bet :)

the building is actually a clock with accuracy of 2 seconds. gilaa.

Farahi the gorgeous and meee.

a random shop.

comel kaaan gambar ni? ini kat Taj Mahal. if you notice,

dekat pintu masuk ada tulisan khat. it's actually Surah Yasin :)

Jantar Mantar.

ini guest house tepi Taj Mahal.

on the way up to Amer Fort.

Water Palace. tempat ni exclusively for a king to play music.

he didn't want any distraction so he built a palace in water?! heh orang kaya..

supposedly you can see Agra Fort from here tapi ada kabus so tak nampak.

ada cerita sedih, Shah Jehan in his last years kena kurung dalam a room in Agra Fort

which he can see Taj Mahal from far. sedih kan?

he kept reminded of his sad love story sampai la meninggal..

btw nak tahu siapa kurung dia?

HIS FREAKING OWN SON.

gila kuasa punya pasal..

okay gila penat cerita. lain kali cerita pasal OIC (kalau rajin) haha bye. btw esok Umi datang siniiii *nangis sebab happy* :")

p/s : thanks Azrin and Sab for the planning and dealing with the money/tempe. thanks girlfriends for making me so bahagia huehuehue may Allah bless all of you sayangs :)

*sigh*

i wanted to blog about the trip to Delhi, Jaipur and Agra (they called it the Golden Triangle) but i have to wait for the nice pictures to be uploaded heh, i mana ada camera and my phone camera is only 3.2 mp what do you expect from me T,T

i'm glad i cancelled the trip to Manipal (tho i missed the chance to see my friends) because i can finally spend some time for myself, Toby and tonnes of homework. told you i'm a geek at heart :p lagipun Manipal panas and i don't want to leave the coolness of Bangalore huehue

i am always the arrogant girl who thinks she's right all the time, i don't "accept" advises and i have my own theories on life. but maybe i'm wrong and everyone else is right. i have to change and i have to be better. what matters the most is the intention and istiqamah. haa, istiqamah la yang payaah sekali -,- doakan! :)

eh apa merepek ni? tak payah tahu la. doakan ye? ;)