7

last usrah was a little different since Kak Farah wasn't there and we got a "kakak usrah angkat", Kak Fin. Kak Fin is adorable and she's married! *heh selalu excited dengan senior yang da kahwin* but i miss Kak Farah, let's pray for her recovery :(

oh, nak share satu cerita.

yesterday was a tiringg day, lately selalu penat sebab banyak benda nak kena buat. eh, tapi sekarang cuti? oh ya lupa cakap kitorang sekarang study week, Isnin depan akan start exam. cuak, kot? tapi sebab fikir Allah kan adaaa rasa cuak hilang sikit hewhewhew. i was tired, by 9 dah tidur and set alarm pukul 12. poyo gila, tak mungkin la akan bangun pukul 12 kan *last-last bangun pukul 2 pagi boo* -,- bangun je tidur ada orang cakap "eh tahu tak ada rumah terbakar..." over.

bukan terbakar, tapi ada kek terbakar. but the unfortunate thing is, all of the house members were asleep and Allah je tahu for how long they sleep with those bad gases *carbon monoxide, sulfur oxide yada yadaaa*. tapi Allah baik, Dia gerakkan hati salah seorang untuk bangun dan kejukan yang lain. nasib baik semua sempat bangun dan keluar rumah cepat-cepat, kalau tak..?

nak dijadikan cerita kitorang tengah belajar module respiratory tract, tahu apa carbon monoxide boleh buat? CO is a bad bad gas, diorang akan fight oxygen untuk bind dengan red blood cells (RBC) and they have 1000 times affinity toward RBC! sekarang cuba fikir apa consequence kalau RBC tak boleh bind dengan oxygen? ya, badan tak dapat oxygen. might lead to death. scary T__T

what happened last night make us thinking, macam mana kalau..? payah kan nak sebut perkataan m***. padahal m*** tu pasti. takut.. takut nak kena berhadapan dengan malaikat maut, takut nak jawab soalan-soalan dalam kubur kelak, takut kalau kubur gelap dan ada binatang-binatang geli *nauzubillah* dan yang paling takut, apa nak jawab dengan Allah nanti kalau Allah tanya "apa amalan kamu yang kamu rasa kamu layak masuk syurga?" ternganga nak jawab.

"Tetapi hanya Allah lah pelindungmu,dan Dia penolong yg terbaik " (3:150)

Alhamdulillah semua selamat, sekarang ada misi nak dilaksanakan minggu depan :) fightingg!

HURRY

got two pending #WS and one pending wedding story but i'm either too busy or too lazy. mid semester exam's a week away, have to work very hard.. will update later, HAVE TO sebenarnya sebab i've promised to share some things that i've learnt in usrah rite?

bai!

random things that make me happy :D

1. i've made the second rainbow cakeee! fine, last time sebenarnya i buat guna ready mixed dough, what i have to do masuk dua bijik telur letak air sikit zrrr guna mixer mix semua benda huehuehueee poyo je kan nak bangga siap letak gambar kat blog tapi sebenarnya ...? boo T___T but THIS TIME I'VE MADE EVERYTHINGG from the basic, tepung telur air yada yadaaa tsk tsk nak menangis lepas siap sebab rasa sebijik macam yang first time buat :3

and i made the chocolate topping too, thanks to Azrin for the recipe!

tiga layers je sebab the fourth layer was rentung -,-

tapi sukaaa :')

2. forced Ama to wear pink "short dress" on ... *can't remember on what day*. we looked similar! i even wore the white cardigan i have never worn to match with Ama's! most of the days Ama would wear pink and cute dresses haha, some people are cute that way :)

3. Toby's stretching and showing off his big belly and some curly fur at the belly! he's so pemalas...

4. wearing the birthday shawl from Mel! yes, my pipi are bulging -,-

5. Kak Farah and Kak Jaja have been discharged (from the hospital)! loooong story, i'll tell you one day. not now, got so many things to do. bai! :)

WS #4

i know it's Thursday already but i haven't shared anything on what i've learned in last usrah. i've been so busy but sharing is a must and i have to do what i have to do *tak ada kaitan*. baik lah, kita mulakan majlis kita dengan.. eh perlu ke? :3

apa tujuan kita diciptakan? eh, belum sempat share apa-apa dah bagi soalan? macam masa seminar Pathology, sebelum seminar start lecturer akan pass "pre-test" dia bagi soalan berkaitan dengan tajuk seminar dan semua kena jawab, siapa tak tahu tinggal kosong je tapi kena tulis matrix number. ya, terasa benar bodohnya sebab memang takkan la kan nak baca sebelum seminar huehue. back to main story, please -,-

sebenarnya ada DUA sebab Allah ciptakan manusia. pertama, ibadat (52:56). ya, memang kita dilahirkan semata-mata untuk beribadat dan tunduk kepada Allah. maknanya kena solat setiap masa ke? sekarang cuba define "ibadat"? ibadat bukan bermaksud solat semata-mata tapi semua benda yang kita buat hari-hari sebenarnya ibadat, yang penting NIAT :) ingat tak hadis yang kita belajar kat sekolah dulu, dalam hadis tu cakap kalau niat kamu berhijrah untuk berkahwin maka dapatlah kamu seorang isteri.. eh bab kahwin je ingat huehue. the true meaning of the hadis is whatever you do depends on your NIAT. belajar, tidur, main, online (eh) semua niat kerana Allah. nanti dapat pahala! :D

cakap pasal online kan, hari itu ada seorang kakak pernah cakap (rasanya bukak Kak Farah tapi tak kisah la siapa yang cakap), kamu online Facebook 24 jam nanti kat akhirat Allah tanya apa yang kamu buat sepanjang online tu? ada manfaat kepada manusia lain ke? huehue dulu selalu buat status emo-emo nak merajuk la itu la ini la bila fikir balik ya Allah segannya bagitahu aib sendiri kat semua orang.. kan lagi manis bila guna Facebook sebagai tempat sharing, lagiiii seronok.

eh, jauhnya menyimpang.

sebab kedua Allah cipta manusia ada dalam ayat (33:72). Allah cakap "Sesungguhnya Kami telah menawarkan amanat kepada langit, bumi dan gunung-ganang; tetapi semuanya enggan untuk memikul amanat itu dan mereka khawatir tidak akan melaksanakannya (berat), lalu dipikullah amanat itu oleh manusia...". cuba bayangkan, langit yang seluas-luas alam ni pun tak nak jadi khalifah sebab tak mampu katanya. kita hebat sangat ke sampai boleh terima tanggungjawab ni? actually, yes. Allah dah angkat darjat manusia setinggi-tingginya dan bagi kita the chance to manage alam. bila Allah tanya apa yang kita yang kononnya khalifah ni, apa yang dah kita buat? agak-agak boleh jawab tak dengan Allah nanti? T___T

banyaknya khilaf kita sebagai manusia :(

sebenarnya Allah tahu kita sabagai manusia kadang-kadang (macam selalu) lupa apa tujuan kita dicipta. sebab tu Allah cakap dalam surah 'Abasa (23 dan beberapa ayat seterusnya), muhasabah diri sendiri. tengok makanan kamu, mana datang makanan kamu macam mana Allah turunkan hujan untuk menyuburkan makanan.. too much to list, read it for yourself and muhasabah.

it's never too late to regret and change for the better :)

Kak Farah tanya, nanti kamu nak masuk syurga dengan siapa? eh, boleh pilih ya dengan siapa kita boleh masuk syurga? mesti la nak Umi, Abah, Ana dan Ira masuk syurga sama-sama dengan i, oh Toby sekali! huehue. WHAT ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS? tak pernah terfikir, serius. manusia kan memang selfish, masa senang nak ada kawan gelak sama-sama. nanti kat syurga tak ada kawan sedihnya nanti nak share nikmat Allah dengan siapa? macam nabi Adam sorang-sorang dalam syurga, Allah kesiankan dia dan cipta Hawa untuk jadi peneman. kita?

kalau nak masuk syurga sama-sama dengan kawan-kawan yang kita sayang, kena la paksa (eh macam kasar pulak) semua orang "jom pergi surau!" tak pun, "eh kau jadi imam hari ni" *terus iqamat sebab tak nak jadi imam haha*. kalau yang jauh di mata (dekat di hati) macam mana? Facebook kan ada! share videos, quotes, ayat-ayat al-Quran, hadis.. dengan harapan our friends will gain something from what we've shared and insyaAllah, jumpa di syurga ya? :')

kbaiiiii, assalamualaikum!

hewhewhew

"madam loves to smile"

"huh? who? me?"

"yeah, you. you always smile, you smile makes people feel loved"

*awkward smile*

okay, i don't know whether it's a good thing or not. but it feels awkward, kang tak pasal dia ingat i suka senyum kat dia?! omaigawd AWKWARD....... what makes it more awkward is, he's a young man umur lebih kurang kalau orang tua mungkin akan rasa biasa, atau happy sebab kena puji -,-

p/s : tempe's English, please take note.

p/s/s : baru perasan my entries selalunya pendek gila baru nak feeling baca EH DAH HABIS?! busy la, serius banyak kerja nak siapkan and nak revise lagi *semua dah lupaaa panggg* kbai

WS #3

"...sungguh, (ajaran-ajaran Allah) itu suatu peringatan, maka barang siapa menghendaki, tentulah dia akan memerhatikannya" (80:11-12)

if you really, really wants to know Allah better but you're clueless; what should i do? Allah kan ada.. as long as you heart longs for Him, He'll show you the right path :)

betulkan niat, insyaallah.

came across this picture.

it gave me goosebumps. how true is that?

:')

made my day :D

this video made me smile for the whole day, though i can only see a hand moving and some jumping notes huehuehuehue. too bad i can't upload this video here, not sure why. it's good enough i posted a picture! *grin*

20

OH YES I'M TWENTY BABYYY HAHA okay tak payah buat caps lock pun
sebenarnya -,- alhamdulillah :)

actually i have a lot to tell, about the surprises, the gifts and what do i feel about being 20. but i've been so malas (macam biasa) whenever i think of updating, i rather waste my time scrolling down Facebook's homepage. now where should i start? o_O

it was Friday and i had classes as usual. the morning started off with everyone singing Happy Birthday Didiey and Jojo in chorus, oh didn't i tell you? Alif and i share the same birthdays :) i did tell, actually. everyone was so nice and i didn't know how to react when they started singing haha, i must looked so silly grinning like a little kid :')

as the classes ended, everyone (well, most of them) were excited nak tahu where we would celebrate. it was a little awkward since Alif and i.. we're...hm i don't know how to say it and it's a long story anyway. but to make it short, we didn't celebrate our birthdays together. just swapping gifts and teasing each other how old we've become haha. thank YOU though :) it's weird now that some things are different but changes are good, man.

anyway, the day went on like usual and i was busy replying all the sweet wishes on Facebook. before Facebook existed we actually wish someone Happy Birthday through text messages and i personally think it is even more meaningful. and i hate it when people simply post "hb" on your wall like tak ikhlas langsung i don't need you "hb" anyway -,- that's the reason i hide my birthday on Facebook because i don't want these "hb" people ruin my big day. eh, am i that arrogant? T___T

panjang gila intro?! sebenarnya nak cerita what happened that night. kebetulan usrah buat kat rumah i (turn Mira masak and i helped a bit), everyone was so sweeeeet Syak brought an awesome chocolate pie, Farahi and Raiyan brought homemade lasagne, Kak Farah herself cooked me my favourite Kuewtiau (tak pandai eja) Kungfu wooott and the best part is Mira made me kek batik! :D i was actually surprised sebab fine, memang la i fikir mesti kak Farah would bring something for me HAHAHA tapi tak sangka the others pun had something for me, sweet kan kawan-kawan sayaaa :')

i have a picture but i'm too lazy to share haha excuse me for being so lazy :D

the next day (yes, the surprise thingy went on until the day after my birthday hihiii) Mira and Linda decided to go shopping and "let's grab some lunch at MG Road", which was a little weird because i thought Mira was busy saving for her Korea trip? tapi i ikut je la, it would be nice to go out just the three of us anyway. during the outing Linda was so busy with her phone i was like "WHY IS EVERYBODY CALLING YOU BUT NOT MEEE" haha dengki gila -,-

lepas habis shopping semua and we were on our way to MG Road so i asked them casually where are we heading. Mira made a face and said Nando's. haha they both hate Nando's simply because Linda doesn't eat chicken and Mira doesn't like the sauce. but i love it, and paksa everyone to go to Nando's every now and then :p anyway i was baik enough to offer them "jom pergi makan tempat lain i won't mind" but the made those stern faces and said it's okay because it's your birthday. dalam hati i eh semalam kot birthday but i said nothing because i was glad haha Nando's at last!

sampai je Nando's we headed upstairs and PELIK GILA KENAPA HARI NI TIBA-TIBA SEMUA ORANG NAK MAKAN NANDO'S sebab i saw my other girl friends. i was so excited "heiii korangg kenapa semua orang kat siniii" and diorang casually said "surprise!", i tak percaya kot i asked them several times betul ke surprise haha. muka diorang tak enthusiastic langsung okay haha rupa-rupanya we were late and they were bored and they already eaten their lunch haha! i said "kalau korang cakap awal-awal nak buat surprise tak ada la kitorang datang lambat" ?_?

then come another surprise! Intan, Alya, Mia and Nisa came with a chocolate cake! that was sweeeet i nearly cried. i boleh agak la kan there must be a cake (haha) but i didn't cross my mind they would bring a homemade cake :')

i don't know how to say this but you guys were (and still are) so sweet i can't think you enough. on the evening of 6th i actually thought no one would care about my birthday because i'm nobody (drama).. sebab tu sangat happy :)

there you go, that's how i look like now that i'm 20 *straight face*.

haa kang dah tulis panjang-panjang siapa suruh complain i malas update blog? huehuehue oh, ada pending WS! alamak malasnya.. eh, nak share pun malas ke? cuba fikir berapa banyak pahala Allah bagi nanti *terus rajin EH TAPI BUKAN HARI NI LA KAN* haha okay bai!

:B

“Beruntunglah orang yang hari ini lebih baik dari semalam, terpedayalah orang yang hari ini sama seperti semalam, dan celakalah orang yang hari ini lebih buruk dari semalam. yang paling jauh, bukannya bintang, mentari pun bukan jua rembulan tetapi adalah masa yang berlalu dan tidak akan kembali..kelmarin yang luput menjadi secancang kenangan, semalam yang terluput mengukir sesalan.. yang ada hanya hari ini & akan datang. gunakanlah hari ini dengan sebaik mungkin kerana esok belum tentu milik kita, sedangkan semalam telah pergi buat selamanya..”

got the point, Kak Farah. thank you. and thank you Allah :D

p/s : some of the words are not very familiar. rembulan? it's moon right? haha

too lazy to recap but made a conclusion

2011 is the best year so far! 2012, try beating 2011 huehuehuehue. Alhamdulillah :D