"Tadi ada budak-budak lelaki lepak kat depan tu jangan pergi sana k macam pelik je diorang"
"Tak ada orang nak kacau perempuan pakai tudung besar, jangan risau"
*sengih*
Friday, August 24, 2012
Sunday, August 19, 2012
Senyum
Ramadhan's over, semoga dapat sesuatu sepanjang sebulan ni. Tak nak la dapat lapar dan dahaga je T_T Dan yang paling penting the outcome - mampu ke istiqamah bila Ramadhan habis? *gulp*
Anyway, I spent almost two weeks puasa with Umi Abah, last year I only got two days haha. Well, now that the system in college has changed our holidays mostly follow the holidays in Malaysia. Tapi not sure fot next year sebab next three years are the clinical years and all depends on the hospital, I don't really mind tho. nak jugak rasa raya di perantauan hewhew (kalau Umi tahu mesti marah).
Our raya is usually dull haha seriously, malam raya tak rasa raya langsung kadang-kadang lepak depan tv tengok orang nyanyi sikit-sikit lepas tu masing-masing buat hal sendiri. Eh this time I change the tradition a bit, I paksa everyone make karipap for raya. I just learned how to make the inti, doh and even kelim the karipap in the second week of Ramadhan. Masa tu our usrah ada buat jualan karipap, we have to do like 250 karipaps in one day haha I was in charge for the inti and I'm so confident now to make my own karipap.
It was fun! Okay la I have to admit penat gila kan buat, Umi cakap next year baik beli je. But the process of making it is so much fun, I miss all of us being together. We are so busy with our own stuffs, kadang-kadang lupa nak hargai apa yang ada depan mata :')
We never have a theme for baju raya, we can wear anything that we like but this time I make sure the three of us wear matching Indian cotton (tho my sister is miles away) seronok! :D The whole point of raya (for me) is about celebrating the day with family hewhew, make sure esok tak boleh gaduh-gaduh. EH.
Hmm tapi rasa seronok nak raya tahun ni lain sikit daripada tahun-tahun sebelum ni. Mungkin dah besar dah matang sikit kot? Haha, happy raya peeps! Be happy, but not too happy, think of those people who can't be as happy as we are. Assalamualaikum :)
Anyway, I spent almost two weeks puasa with Umi Abah, last year I only got two days haha. Well, now that the system in college has changed our holidays mostly follow the holidays in Malaysia. Tapi not sure fot next year sebab next three years are the clinical years and all depends on the hospital, I don't really mind tho. nak jugak rasa raya di perantauan hewhew (kalau Umi tahu mesti marah).
Our raya is usually dull haha seriously, malam raya tak rasa raya langsung kadang-kadang lepak depan tv tengok orang nyanyi sikit-sikit lepas tu masing-masing buat hal sendiri. Eh this time I change the tradition a bit, I paksa everyone make karipap for raya. I just learned how to make the inti, doh and even kelim the karipap in the second week of Ramadhan. Masa tu our usrah ada buat jualan karipap, we have to do like 250 karipaps in one day haha I was in charge for the inti and I'm so confident now to make my own karipap.
It was fun! Okay la I have to admit penat gila kan buat, Umi cakap next year baik beli je. But the process of making it is so much fun, I miss all of us being together. We are so busy with our own stuffs, kadang-kadang lupa nak hargai apa yang ada depan mata :')
We never have a theme for baju raya, we can wear anything that we like but this time I make sure the three of us wear matching Indian cotton (tho my sister is miles away) seronok! :D The whole point of raya (for me) is about celebrating the day with family hewhew, make sure esok tak boleh gaduh-gaduh. EH.
Hmm tapi rasa seronok nak raya tahun ni lain sikit daripada tahun-tahun sebelum ni. Mungkin dah besar dah matang sikit kot? Haha, happy raya peeps! Be happy, but not too happy, think of those people who can't be as happy as we are. Assalamualaikum :)
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| Nah! Karipap raya from me :D |
Friday, August 10, 2012
Rumah
Tehehehehehe I'm home! Okay sebenarnya dah 2-3 hari kat rumah baru teringat nak update. Kitorang cuti dua bulan dan sesiapa rajin boleh buat attachment kat mana-mana hospital for two weeks. Tapi tak ramai yang nak buat sayang kot nak habiskan cuti (mungkin cuti panjang terakhir) tapi macam best? Ini la masalahnya kalau tunggu "siapa rajin", kalau universiti lain wajib kot buat. Hmm.
Rupa-rupanya bila balik rumah nafsu makan sangat dahsyat (random), kalau kat India masak sendiri-sendiri makan depan tv setengah jam siap terus nak pergi surau. Bila kat rumah makan tak habis-habis hewhew bila pergi masjid pun mengantuk ish, this is not good. Lepas ni kena berazam kurangkan nafsu makan lebihkan nafsu ibadat tinggal lagi sepuluh hari kottt T_T
Rasanya I jet lag sebab tu asyik tidur. Eh over kan walhal India balik Malaysia 4 jam je hewhew. Okay sambung tidur bye assalamualaikum.
Eh! Lupa bagitahu. Habis je exam hari tu I was called for a viva, I was the only one and I was judged by 6 lecturers. Creepy I tell you. Ada empat head of lecturers (HOD), the exam coordinator and a random guy from MSU Shah Alam. I didn't see that coming haha sebab ingat macam I have to go to different stations for different departments makanya tersangatlah cuak.
I can't remember the details of the questions but I remember Dr Ramesh asking me "Are you nervous, do you need any drug?", I said I am but I don't need any but I prefer diazepam (a sedative) haha boleh?
Briefly, Dr Rajesh (Forensic) asked about time since death, all those related to rigor mortis, algor mortis, livor mortis yada yadaaa (FM is the least favourite subject and I barely read so I was really cuak back then). Dr Rajgopal (Microbiology) was the nicest because he asked easy questions like "give me the examples of streptococci" tehehehe makanya boleh la jawab dengan muka bangga (eh), AIDS and opportunistic organisms, something about DM and paling benci "what's the principle of western blot" k mana I ingat. HOD Patho who has a very long name so I forgot asked about every little details what's written in Robbins. Serius. The first question was "what is inflammation?" *nangis*. But I managed to answer most of the question (minus the err and umph), nasib baik. Dr Ramesh (Pharmaco) asked simple questions too, but I can barely answer any questions about drugs for cancer serius tak tahuu tak pernah ambil tahu pun sebab nama drugs semua pelik-pelik ingatkan tak penting hewhew.
The lecturers were very nice because they really wanna help me tho I stutter a lot. They knew how cuak I was so they make it very relax and at one point I was enjoying the whole thing. Bless these people dear Turner of the hearts, they help me a lot, please help them too.
Well that's it. Alhamdulillah sebab mampu survive the tortuous half an hour or so haha :') Let's hope I can live up their expectation for the clinical years ahead. And let's hope I won't be a snob because I got an A minus.
Snob. Reminds me of snails.
Okay kali ni betul-betul bye assalamualaikum. Selamat mencari malam yang lebih baik daripada seribu bulan! :)
Rupa-rupanya bila balik rumah nafsu makan sangat dahsyat (random), kalau kat India masak sendiri-sendiri makan depan tv setengah jam siap terus nak pergi surau. Bila kat rumah makan tak habis-habis hewhew bila pergi masjid pun mengantuk ish, this is not good. Lepas ni kena berazam kurangkan nafsu makan lebihkan nafsu ibadat tinggal lagi sepuluh hari kottt T_T
Rasanya I jet lag sebab tu asyik tidur. Eh over kan walhal India balik Malaysia 4 jam je hewhew. Okay sambung tidur bye assalamualaikum.
Eh! Lupa bagitahu. Habis je exam hari tu I was called for a viva, I was the only one and I was judged by 6 lecturers. Creepy I tell you. Ada empat head of lecturers (HOD), the exam coordinator and a random guy from MSU Shah Alam. I didn't see that coming haha sebab ingat macam I have to go to different stations for different departments makanya tersangatlah cuak.
I can't remember the details of the questions but I remember Dr Ramesh asking me "Are you nervous, do you need any drug?", I said I am but I don't need any but I prefer diazepam (a sedative) haha boleh?
Briefly, Dr Rajesh (Forensic) asked about time since death, all those related to rigor mortis, algor mortis, livor mortis yada yadaaa (FM is the least favourite subject and I barely read so I was really cuak back then). Dr Rajgopal (Microbiology) was the nicest because he asked easy questions like "give me the examples of streptococci" tehehehe makanya boleh la jawab dengan muka bangga (eh), AIDS and opportunistic organisms, something about DM and paling benci "what's the principle of western blot" k mana I ingat. HOD Patho who has a very long name so I forgot asked about every little details what's written in Robbins. Serius. The first question was "what is inflammation?" *nangis*. But I managed to answer most of the question (minus the err and umph), nasib baik. Dr Ramesh (Pharmaco) asked simple questions too, but I can barely answer any questions about drugs for cancer serius tak tahuu tak pernah ambil tahu pun sebab nama drugs semua pelik-pelik ingatkan tak penting hewhew.
The lecturers were very nice because they really wanna help me tho I stutter a lot. They knew how cuak I was so they make it very relax and at one point I was enjoying the whole thing. Bless these people dear Turner of the hearts, they help me a lot, please help them too.
Well that's it. Alhamdulillah sebab mampu survive the tortuous half an hour or so haha :') Let's hope I can live up their expectation for the clinical years ahead. And let's hope I won't be a snob because I got an A minus.
Snob. Reminds me of snails.
Okay kali ni betul-betul bye assalamualaikum. Selamat mencari malam yang lebih baik daripada seribu bulan! :)
Sunday, July 29, 2012
Sujud
Sujud itu menundukkan dahi, tetapi
Memuliakan muslim yang bertakbir kepada Allah dan bertasbih kepadaNya
Si jahil menyangkanya belenggu ke atas hamba
tetapi sujudlah yang memusnahkan segala belenggu
Di dalam kemuliaan sujud, semua akan tunduk kepada muslim yang sujud
Seluruh alam takut kepada kata-kata dan perbuatannya
Wajah dan seluruh anggotanya diletakkan di bumi
Tetapi dia telah menggoncangkan gunung-ganang
Meruntuhkan syirik, was-was di dalam diri si jahil
tetapi membangunkan segala generasi dalam ketenangan
kerana hati ada perjalanan yang menundukkan bumi
lantaran kehebatan dan kebesaranNya
Sujud kepada Allah dan mengesakanNya, lalu mantap dan kuat
Terhapuslah setiap penzalim yang sombong
Barangsiapa menghayati sujud ini,
dia menikmati kepimpinan dan ketuanan
di muka bumi, dengan keagungannya, rahmat dan keindahannya.
- Al-Muntalaq
p/s : Ada benda yang lebih besar daripada jadi hamba dunia :)
Memuliakan muslim yang bertakbir kepada Allah dan bertasbih kepadaNya
Si jahil menyangkanya belenggu ke atas hamba
tetapi sujudlah yang memusnahkan segala belenggu
Di dalam kemuliaan sujud, semua akan tunduk kepada muslim yang sujud
Seluruh alam takut kepada kata-kata dan perbuatannya
Wajah dan seluruh anggotanya diletakkan di bumi
Tetapi dia telah menggoncangkan gunung-ganang
Meruntuhkan syirik, was-was di dalam diri si jahil
tetapi membangunkan segala generasi dalam ketenangan
kerana hati ada perjalanan yang menundukkan bumi
lantaran kehebatan dan kebesaranNya
Sujud kepada Allah dan mengesakanNya, lalu mantap dan kuat
Terhapuslah setiap penzalim yang sombong
Barangsiapa menghayati sujud ini,
dia menikmati kepimpinan dan ketuanan
di muka bumi, dengan keagungannya, rahmat dan keindahannya.
- Al-Muntalaq
p/s : Ada benda yang lebih besar daripada jadi hamba dunia :)
Friday, July 20, 2012
20
"Agar kamu tidak bersedih hati terhadap apa yang luput dari kamu, dan tidak pula terlalu gembira terhadap apa yang diberikan-Nya kepadamu. Dan Allah tidak menyukai setiap orang yang sombong dan membanggakan diri" (57:23)
Got back my paper today, turned out my MCQ result is okay *grin*. Alhamdulillah. Ada lagi satu exam, berusaha!
p/s : Terawih tonight! Kena pergi awal untuk saf depan :)
Thursday, July 19, 2012
19
Ramadhan is comingg and I'm excited! I'm not sure why I'm so excited haha. Professional exam on 23rd, which is 4 days away? Cuak tak payah cakap la kan, kata ada amanah :S
Exam kali ni pelik sikit, format berubah-ubah. Last time was a disaster, we only knew the MCQ format like one hour before exam started. Tetiba ada negative marking kan, so I left about 20+ questions simply because I don't want to take the risk. Rupa-rupanya ada 0.5 markah untuk 'attempt' untuk jawab semua soalan. Tak tahu nak rasa seronok atau 'eh peliknya macam tu pun ada?' haha okay let's make that as an advantage.
Exam kali ni pelik sikit, format berubah-ubah. Last time was a disaster, we only knew the MCQ format like one hour before exam started. Tetiba ada negative marking kan, so I left about 20+ questions simply because I don't want to take the risk. Rupa-rupanya ada 0.5 markah untuk 'attempt' untuk jawab semua soalan. Tak tahu nak rasa seronok atau 'eh peliknya macam tu pun ada?' haha okay let's make that as an advantage.
Before this OSPE (not sure what it stands for tapi basically it's soalan praktikal) is 40% of the total mark so basically if you want to pass just read record or log book thoroughly and score. Tapi tetiba OSPE jadi 20% and MCQ jadi 20%?! I don't mind about OSPE but now MCQ very tough I tell you, last time the questions are 300 we have to answer true/false, sounds easy but it's not. Dah la ada negative marking T_T
Bila baca buku jadi paranoid sikit, EH NI BOLE KELUAR MCQ TAK terus baca dua kali. Wuuuu.
Anyway, enough about exam. As long as you read well, doa well, tawakkaltualallah makanya insyaallah tak ada masalah (telling myself this hundreds of time) :)
Cakap pasal ramadhan, I don't know how to describe the feeling. Rasa macam first time sambut ramadhan. Walhal masuk kali ni dah 13 kali (kira daripada umur 7 tahun k) puasa, macam tak biasa?
Lain. Tahun ni perasaan nak masuk bulan rahmat Allah ni lain sangat, tapi tak tahu macam mana nak describe. Walaupun exam pada hari kedua puasa, insyaallah I'll be fine. Rasulullah asal perang je bulan puasa tak ada masalah pun. I baru 'berjihad atas kertas', apa la sangat nak dibandingkan dengan baginda dan para sahabat *insaf*.
Baiklah, doakan kami di perantauan ni *tetiba*. Assalamualaikum.
Bila baca buku jadi paranoid sikit, EH NI BOLE KELUAR MCQ TAK terus baca dua kali. Wuuuu.
Anyway, enough about exam. As long as you read well, doa well, tawakkaltualallah makanya insyaallah tak ada masalah (telling myself this hundreds of time) :)
Cakap pasal ramadhan, I don't know how to describe the feeling. Rasa macam first time sambut ramadhan. Walhal masuk kali ni dah 13 kali (kira daripada umur 7 tahun k) puasa, macam tak biasa?
Lain. Tahun ni perasaan nak masuk bulan rahmat Allah ni lain sangat, tapi tak tahu macam mana nak describe. Walaupun exam pada hari kedua puasa, insyaallah I'll be fine. Rasulullah asal perang je bulan puasa tak ada masalah pun. I baru 'berjihad atas kertas', apa la sangat nak dibandingkan dengan baginda dan para sahabat *insaf*.
Baiklah, doakan kami di perantauan ni *tetiba*. Assalamualaikum.
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| Bismillah :) source : Facebook |
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Saturday, June 16, 2012
#WS 6
Pernah dengar cerita sahabat nabi Ka'ab Ibnu Malik? Sedih T_T Eh the last time I updated WS was like two months ago, been very busy hewhew I'm sorry. Last usrah kitorang cerita pasal Ka'ab Ibnu Malik, macam tak familiar kot sbb it was my first time hearing his name too. But his story really touched my heart, kalau nak baca the original text silakan. Here I'm gonna be very brief :)
Ka'ab Ibnu Malik bukan calang-calang orang, dia selalu sertai Nabi berperang. Tapi masa perang Tabuk, Allah uji dia dgn nikmat perniagaan yang tetiba maju. Dia jadi ragu-ragu nak pergi ke tak, zaman dulu-dulu Allah wajibkan pemuda-pemuda Muslim sertai perang kecuali beberapa keadaan yang Allah izinkan. Dia bertangguh-tangguh, dia tunggu sampai unta-unta dah nak bergerak tapi dia masih ragu-ragu. Sampai la unta-unta bergerak nak pergi berjihad di jalan Allah, dia masih ragu-ragu dan malas nak kejar walhal kalau kejar insyaallah sempat.
Dia tahu apa yg dia buat tu tak betul, dia takut Nabi akan marah. Sepanjang perang Tabuk berlangsung, Ka'ab Ibnu Malik resah gelisah. Dia rasa macam keseorangan, pemuda-pemuda yang tinggal cuma orang-orang tua dan Muslim yang diragui keislamannya. Sedihnya kalau orag pandang kita sebagai "diragui keislamannya" :( Mungkin itu apa yang Ka'ab Ibnu Malik rasa.
Bila Nabi pulang daripada perang, orang-orang yang tak ikut serta perang seramai 80 orang datang jumpa baginda dan bagi alasan kenapa tak ikut, Nabi tahu je ada yang bagi alasan tak benar sebab nak selamatkan diri tapi baginda tetap mendoakan keampunan mereka dan serahkan segala-galanya kepada Allah sebab Allah tahu apa dalam hati mereka (dan kita). Bila sampai turn Ka'ab Ibnu Malik, dia decided tak nak tipu Nabi sebab dia tak sampai hati.
Nabi marah, tapi baginda cuma tersenyum. Tapi Nabi tak bagi keputusan segera sama ada Allah ampunkan Ka'ab Ibnu Malik atau tak tapi baginda cuma arahkan sahabat-sahabat tak cakap dengan Ka'ab Ibnu Malik sampai la Allah bagi keputusan (seronok kan zaman dulu-dulu masa Nabi ada lagi, apa-apa semua rujuk baginda).
Dipendekkan cerita, selama 40 hari Ka'ab (dan ada 2 lagi sahabat, Hilal dan Murarah) dipulaukan, tak ada orang bercakap dengan dia dan yang paling sedih salam untuk Nabi pun tak terjawab :( Tapi Ka'ab tabah, dia tahu dia salah dia rasa menyesal tapi dia tetap teruskan aktiviti seharian dia macam biasa - pergi surau pasar etc walaupun tak ada orang yg layan dia. Sampai la hari ke-50 Allah turunkan wahyu bahawa taubat dia diterima.
*refer the given link untuk tahu details*
"Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengasih, Maha Penyayang kepada mereka dan terhadap tiga orang yg ditinggalkan hingga ketika bumi terasa sempit bg mereka padahal bumi itu luas dan jiwa mereka pun telah (pula terasa) sempit bg mereka serta mereka telah mengetahui bahawa tidak ada tempat lari dari (seksaan) Allah, melainkan kpd-Nya saja kemudian Allah menerima taubat mereka agar mereka tetap dalam taubatnya. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Penerima taubat, Maha Penyayang" (9:118)
Gembiranya Ka'ab Ibnu Malik, Allah je yang tahu. Sampai dia nak sedekahkan semua pakaian dia :)
So how would you conclude this story? Agaknya apa jadi kalau perkara yang sama berlaku kepada kita, agaknya kita berputus asa tak dengan keampunan Allah?
T_T
Allah cakap jangan sesekali berputus asa dengan keampunan Allah sebab Allah tahu apa dalam hati kita dan Allah maha pengampun. Allah cakap;
"...wahai hamba-hambaKu yang melampaui batas terhadap diri mereka sendiri! Janganlah kamu berputus asa dengan rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah mengampuni dosa-dosa..." (39:53)
Assalamualaikum :)
Ka'ab Ibnu Malik bukan calang-calang orang, dia selalu sertai Nabi berperang. Tapi masa perang Tabuk, Allah uji dia dgn nikmat perniagaan yang tetiba maju. Dia jadi ragu-ragu nak pergi ke tak, zaman dulu-dulu Allah wajibkan pemuda-pemuda Muslim sertai perang kecuali beberapa keadaan yang Allah izinkan. Dia bertangguh-tangguh, dia tunggu sampai unta-unta dah nak bergerak tapi dia masih ragu-ragu. Sampai la unta-unta bergerak nak pergi berjihad di jalan Allah, dia masih ragu-ragu dan malas nak kejar walhal kalau kejar insyaallah sempat.
Dia tahu apa yg dia buat tu tak betul, dia takut Nabi akan marah. Sepanjang perang Tabuk berlangsung, Ka'ab Ibnu Malik resah gelisah. Dia rasa macam keseorangan, pemuda-pemuda yang tinggal cuma orang-orang tua dan Muslim yang diragui keislamannya. Sedihnya kalau orag pandang kita sebagai "diragui keislamannya" :( Mungkin itu apa yang Ka'ab Ibnu Malik rasa.
Bila Nabi pulang daripada perang, orang-orang yang tak ikut serta perang seramai 80 orang datang jumpa baginda dan bagi alasan kenapa tak ikut, Nabi tahu je ada yang bagi alasan tak benar sebab nak selamatkan diri tapi baginda tetap mendoakan keampunan mereka dan serahkan segala-galanya kepada Allah sebab Allah tahu apa dalam hati mereka (dan kita). Bila sampai turn Ka'ab Ibnu Malik, dia decided tak nak tipu Nabi sebab dia tak sampai hati.
Nabi marah, tapi baginda cuma tersenyum. Tapi Nabi tak bagi keputusan segera sama ada Allah ampunkan Ka'ab Ibnu Malik atau tak tapi baginda cuma arahkan sahabat-sahabat tak cakap dengan Ka'ab Ibnu Malik sampai la Allah bagi keputusan (seronok kan zaman dulu-dulu masa Nabi ada lagi, apa-apa semua rujuk baginda).
Dipendekkan cerita, selama 40 hari Ka'ab (dan ada 2 lagi sahabat, Hilal dan Murarah) dipulaukan, tak ada orang bercakap dengan dia dan yang paling sedih salam untuk Nabi pun tak terjawab :( Tapi Ka'ab tabah, dia tahu dia salah dia rasa menyesal tapi dia tetap teruskan aktiviti seharian dia macam biasa - pergi surau pasar etc walaupun tak ada orang yg layan dia. Sampai la hari ke-50 Allah turunkan wahyu bahawa taubat dia diterima.
*refer the given link untuk tahu details*
"Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengasih, Maha Penyayang kepada mereka dan terhadap tiga orang yg ditinggalkan hingga ketika bumi terasa sempit bg mereka padahal bumi itu luas dan jiwa mereka pun telah (pula terasa) sempit bg mereka serta mereka telah mengetahui bahawa tidak ada tempat lari dari (seksaan) Allah, melainkan kpd-Nya saja kemudian Allah menerima taubat mereka agar mereka tetap dalam taubatnya. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Penerima taubat, Maha Penyayang" (9:118)
Gembiranya Ka'ab Ibnu Malik, Allah je yang tahu. Sampai dia nak sedekahkan semua pakaian dia :)
So how would you conclude this story? Agaknya apa jadi kalau perkara yang sama berlaku kepada kita, agaknya kita berputus asa tak dengan keampunan Allah?
T_T
Allah cakap jangan sesekali berputus asa dengan keampunan Allah sebab Allah tahu apa dalam hati kita dan Allah maha pengampun. Allah cakap;
"...wahai hamba-hambaKu yang melampaui batas terhadap diri mereka sendiri! Janganlah kamu berputus asa dengan rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah mengampuni dosa-dosa..." (39:53)
Assalamualaikum :)
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Blind
We went to do some charity work in Rakum School where half of the kids
are visually impaired or disabled.
More to come, insyaallah :)
This made me cry T_T
Assalamualaikum.
Monday, May 28, 2012
#3
Today was a bad tudung day. I woke up late but I managed to catch the bus but my tudung was very bad, I tried to fix it but, well, I was 5 minutes late for class and cikgu already started the lecture. 5 minit je kot, rileks la. Tetiba "Who's 3? Meet me when you're free", yeah that's me. I thought eh sebab lambat ke eh eh *cuak*.
Okaaaay rupa-rupanya he wanted to see me because he said "I want to boost up your morale" (dalam hati eh morale tu apa haha boleh?), it's something to do with last progress test's result. He said "I've been observing you from the first day of school..." really? "...what's your name again?" hahaha -.-'
He gave me few tips regarding the next exams and told me to study hard and do well in exam. Dia cakap for practical baca betul-betul semua dah ada tinggal nak baca je and read all the four subjects simultaneously and relate everything in one disease. I barely said anything throughout the meeting, dengar angguk senyum angguk lagi, since I was too busy trying to keep my feet on the ground, semua rezeki Allah I don't want to be too proud of myself.
Truth is, I didn't expect this much. I just want to study and take the exam, do well and score well. If it were a year back I would have been so proud of myself and tell everyone about how much I got, tenggelam dalam pujian and boast to Iz*** haha. Nah, I was childish. Now start studyinggg and do well. Allah, don't let the beauty of dunya blinds me. Nama pun "insan" takut la kalau lupa mana datang semua rezeki.
Let's rock the next semester exam, yeah. Bismillah ;)
Kbye assalamualaikum.
p/s : Lepas tu terus lupa tudung buruk haha.
Okaaaay rupa-rupanya he wanted to see me because he said "I want to boost up your morale" (dalam hati eh morale tu apa haha boleh?), it's something to do with last progress test's result. He said "I've been observing you from the first day of school..." really? "...what's your name again?" hahaha -.-'
He gave me few tips regarding the next exams and told me to study hard and do well in exam. Dia cakap for practical baca betul-betul semua dah ada tinggal nak baca je and read all the four subjects simultaneously and relate everything in one disease. I barely said anything throughout the meeting, dengar angguk senyum angguk lagi, since I was too busy trying to keep my feet on the ground, semua rezeki Allah I don't want to be too proud of myself.
Truth is, I didn't expect this much. I just want to study and take the exam, do well and score well. If it were a year back I would have been so proud of myself and tell everyone about how much I got, tenggelam dalam pujian and boast to Iz*** haha. Nah, I was childish. Now start studyinggg and do well. Allah, don't let the beauty of dunya blinds me. Nama pun "insan" takut la kalau lupa mana datang semua rezeki.
Let's rock the next semester exam, yeah. Bismillah ;)
Kbye assalamualaikum.
p/s : Lepas tu terus lupa tudung buruk haha.
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