hello hello people

it's been a week! cepat pulak rasanya masa berlalu. my friends keep asking me how is msu like. well i sendiri pun tak tahu macam mana nak describe. it is not like what i've expected before. and honestly i was shocked when i first arrive here. now please tell me kenapa bahasa i terlalu skema dan meleret-leret?


agaknya memang dah jadi takdir i untuk belajar kat tempat-tempat kecik ye? dulu i belajar dekat sbp terkecil kat malaysia. now i belajar dekat msu yang hanya ada tiga blok dan everyday i have to bersesak-sesak dengan a hell lot of people ; nak pergi surau, nak beli makanan, nak pergi toilet etc etc. heh can i survive here for a year?


but but the orientation week is fun. i suka semua fasci and budak-budak batch i semua sporting. and my housemates are sweet. i tinggal dekat wisma mais (which stands for majlis agama islam selangor). satu unit rumah ada tiga bilik. satu rumah lapan orang dan satu bilik tiga orang. tapi i ada sorang je roomate. she's from penang and she's as sweet as my previous roommate back in sester. ceh ceh adakah blog aku dah bertukar kepada blog esei bahasa inggeris spm?


i miss my friends and i miss home. heh umur dah 17 tahun ada hati nak homesick.

people, i'm leaving.

i'll be off to shah alam tomorrow. nahh i dont wanna say goodbye because i'll update soon enough.


agaknye macam mane tempat baru i nanti ye? i segan la nak tanya dengan encik spark kat msu ade washing machine atau tak. nanti apa pulak dia fikir pasal aku sebagai seorang anak gadis. hoho.


pray for me people. i nak dapatkan 4 flat sebab i tak nak pergi india. i nak pergi czech republic. >.<"

prince charming in disguise ; is finally here

okey sekarang i dah pulih sikit-sikit dari kesedihan tadi (rujuk entry sebelumnya). i baru aje nak sedih-sedih abang posmen datang bawak surat yang i tunggu-tunggu. and walahhhh i daftar dua minggu dari sekarang. tapi banyak lagi benda kena settle. heh i paling bosan isik-isik borang ni. tapi i rela berkorban demi masa depan i (padahal cume dua borang yg kena isik).


esok i kena bangun awal sebab cousin i kahwin. yes akhirnya i ada alasan untuk pakai cantik-cantik dan ambil gambar.

ehh big girl mana boleh menangis

but but i did cried. a little. heh sampai bila-bila pun i takkan membesar.


yeah yeah i was hoping to be listed as one of the yayasan terengganu scholars. i nak pergi ireland dan kahwin dengan orang sana. tapi hari ini YT finally come clean. they are not sending the scholars overseas macam dulu-dulu lagi tapi the scholars hanya akan belajar dalam negara. oh mann buat apa la aku susah-susah pergi interview hari tu kalau mereka cakap awal-awal.


umi tanya, 'angah kecewa ke?'


what can i say? i cant tell her that i am really really dissapointed. my dream is crushed. but i cant tell anyone how i truly feel. orang akan cakap aku la manusia yang paling tak reti bersyukur. i got mara scholarship already just be happy with it. -___-"


looking at the bright side, sekarang i dah boleh fokus. i akan pergi MSU dan belajar foundation in medical science di sana. kalau nak dibandingkan dengan a-level (YT) foundation kat MSU is only a year. and i get to learn the basics in medicine instead of the SPM subjects all over again.


honestly i dont mind learning all those stuff all over again. i cuma nak sedapkan hati sendiri.


hari ini i nak bersedih. esok i akan sedar diri dan start belajar biology semula. and and please dont say that i'm such an ungrateful person. sebab i tahu tu.

UPDATE ;

okey i heard they are sending the scholars to overseas but they rather give the chances to those who havent been given any scholarship yet. heh.

12 march 2009 [part 2]

turns out i'm not dead.

i got,

10A1

wahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

alhamdulillah,

;D

12 march 2009

dup dap dup dap

o god. i'm DEAD.