back to crap

i love bermalas-malas depan lappy sambil merepek. this is heaven people; tak sangka i pernah terfikir untuk delete blog. when i told my friend what happened to me these past few days she said it's not like me to give up so easily. she said i used to be a tough girl yang suka cari gaduh tak pernah nak mengalah. wow is that really me? if it is, i want to be that girl again.


okeyy enough with emotional crap.


bila i fikir balik kan, sem 2 lagi best daripada sem 1. subjects lagi best lecturers pun best. lecturer anatomy i sangat sangat la best. dia sangat sempoi sangat suka merepek i sangat teruja nak belajar anatomy.


and lecturer chemistry kitorang sangat best. masa awal-awal kelas dulu miss macam malu-malu sikit tau. i ingatkan miss annoyed dengan perangai budak-budak kitorang. tapi lately miss selalu gelak-gelak dengan kitorang. tapi bila i suarakan yang miss dah berubah classmates i yang lain cakap i je yang rasa macam tu. heh lain kali i nak diam aje laa. -___-"


yang paling best mr zack. omaigod boleh pulak dia bincang soalan kuiz dengan kitorang. please, buat la macam ni jugak masa exam. then we'll be your top students hihi.


but i still miss the classes we had in sem 1. we were so innocent so pure ecehh i miss the moments heh. ehh i dah cakap belum kawan i pernah cakap masa mula-mula dulu i ni pemalu tau. pemalu i tell youu. masa tu sebenarnya i tengah adapt macam mana nak cakap slang diorang. sekali terkeluar slang yang i biasa guna ternganga diorang. hohoh.


gosh mid sem lagi tiga minggu i buat apa lagi kat sini cepat pergi belajar chemistryy! toodles~~

heyy i'm back in terengganu

sebelum ni i beria-ria cakap tak nak balik terengganu rela beraya kat mais. tiba-tiba mak i suruh i balik so after like twelve freaking hours i sampai jugak rumah. seriously, it took me twelve hours to reach terengganu. and i slept the whole way i cuma berjaga bila kitorang berhenti makan.


so happy raya everyone. i langsung tak rasa macam hari raya. well first i overslept and bila bangun terus tengok movies dan bermalas-malas depan laptop. and i eat a lot. i blamed my mom; she made the best nasik minyak i have ever eaten. i told mom i don't care if i'm fat. i know i'll regret that after this.


last week kot; masa kelas anatomy we learnt about skin and glands and somehow led to perfume: the story of a murderer. i tak tahu macam mana sesi pembelajaran kitorang boleh terbabas ke situ tapi daripada cerita lecturer i it was such an interesting movie. and the most interesting part is; the movie is strictly forbidden in malaysia. wow. lagi miss cakap jangan tengok lagi la i nak tengok. heh. so i downloaded the movie tengok dengan roommate i yang macam tak tengok sangat sebab she asked me to put the earphone on and she covered her face with blanket everytime ada rude scenes.

jean-baptiste gronuille

the story is about a young man who got the ability to smell and create the best perfumes. but he never satisfied; he wanted to capture the smell of.....heh saspen tak? i tak pandai bagi reviews so pergi google sendirik. nak diringkaskan cerita it is a great movie with full of rude scenes. masa i tengah tengok movie tu kawan-kawan i asyik buzz i dan suruh pakai shades sebab tak nak bagi i tertengok those rude scenes. well thanks -___-"


remember the mess i had? i decided to leave it unsettled. i tak nak tahu the ugly truth so i just leave it that way. one dayy kalau i tergerak hati nak tahu cerita sebenar i'll ask him. but not know. penat merajuk sorang-sorang tau. kan i dah cakap; i tahu apa yang i sepatutnya tak tahu so bila i marah nobody knows why. i'll forget everything but hey i need some time to patch things up. thank yous to everyone yang support i. i really appreciate it.

big apple, goodbye facebook

my housemate,Bella, is so sweet. she bought us big apple doughnuts and we had fun making fun of our comot faces. hihi. i love u laa Bella! :P


and finally i have deactivated my facebook account. why didiey whyy? ecehh. first sebab facebook buat i sangat lalai sangat lagha sampaikan weekend i habis macam tu je. second sebab i......well it's a long story lepas ni i cerita satu satu okey. heh. so goodbye facebook lepas ni i activate balik. after i've settled the mess.


dua tiga hari ni my life has been a mess. a total mess. sebab i dapat tahu perkara yang i sepatutnya tak tahu. so bila i dah tahu satu benda i mengada-ngada nak tahu perkara selanjutnya padan muka i siapa suruh busybody?


it's sad you know; when someone you think as a friend stabbed you from the back. macam i cakap sebelum ni it's a long storyyy i penat la nak type banyak-banyak. okey i'll try to make it as simple as possible. well there's this one guy that i always like *cough cough* (trademark si Syaer); like as in selesa nak gelak-gelak nak kongsi cerita semua kan. dipendekkan cerita he knew something is not right but he never have the heart to tell me or at least to warn me. okeyy chill didiey chill.


sekarang i just don't care. i don't need such friends. bila kita sedih menangis sorang-sorang baru la tahu siapa kawan siapa lawan. ecehh macam matang pulak bila cakap macam tu. jangan kesiankan i. like i said before before; i'm a big girl. i can handle this. kawan i cakap; "wise women don't cry over stupid men". heh.

macam serabut

semua orang sibuk cakap pasal tiket bas nak balik beraya minggu depan. lecturers pun sibuk nak batalkan kelas hari khamis semangat nak beraya. kesian i ayah i cakap kalau setakat tiga hari cuti baik tak payah balik. lagipun i sendiri tak sanggup nak habiskan satu hari perjalanan dalam bas. sanggup raya kat mais! okey tipu la i sanggup raya sorang-sorang kat sini. well mak i cakap nak datang shah alam temankan i kat sini tapi entahh tak kesah la i malas nak fikir sebenarnya.


hari-hari i rasa penat. gila ahh kelas chemistry dua jam then sambung kelas anatomy lagi satu jam. serius i tak boleh bernafas lepas habis dua kelas tu. i rasa i banyak sangat cakap dalam kelas sebab tu setiap kali balik mais i rasa sangat exhausted dalam kepala i asyik terbayangkan katil. okey lepas ni i nak kurangkan gelak dalam kelas. nak jadi pendiam macam housemates i. heh.


hish macam mana nak jelaskan kat semua orang hal sebenar? kawan-kawan i asyik salah faham dengan i. i cakap sikit semua orang dah interpret macam-macam. hello penat la i kalau macam ni.

last two weeks

...punya gambar. gila pemalas ah nak upload. so here are the pictures!

self timer!
sebab tu gambar ni senget.

heh berlagak ye nak naik sorang?
but she's really good :)

the roommates!

aliah and hanis

the last time i kayak was like two years ago. sangat susah nak kalahkan aliah. but in the end we all had fun :)

sangat sejuk!

sekarang tiap-tiap hari hujan. sangat sejuk okeyy. i pernah baca tau kalau selalu tidur dalam keadaan sejuk boleh jadi kurus. tapi bila i suarakan apa yang i pernah baca ni dalam kelas anatomy hari ni semua orang gelakkan i. i pun tak faham kenapa. maybe lepas ni i patut kurangkan percaya apa internet cakap.


well honestly dua minggu pertama i kat sini i sangat tertekan. but my friend said i should not write anything too personal here (remember the stalkers? grr) so i rasa tak payah cakap la kenapa i tertekan. finally! at last everything has cleared up and everything is so going to be back to normal. sekarang i dah boleh tersenyum riang nak pergi kelas. i dah tak rasa akward lagi and like i said before; the old nur diyanah is back yeayy!


okey sekarang pergi siapkan lab report.

short entry

now that i know who are stalking my blog i feel a little insecure about what am i going to write here. i've deleted like two or three entries before i finally come up with this.


kenapa i tak private-kan je blog i?


well my friend asked me not to. and it feels weird to write to my own self.

that's more like it

my mood has finally stabilized. yeahh the old nur diyanah is backk. but i still don't like maths. i spent my weekend reading anatomy instead of finishing my maths tutorial. hey it's not my fault. doctors aren't suppose to know how to find the asymptotes of a graph. or whatever.


what would you do if your good friend suddenly confess that he actually likes you more than just friends? for me it's hilarious. it's not supposed to be that way. it's just not.


kenapa hari ni semua orang sibuk-sibuk cakap pasal 2012? semua orang cakap movie tu sangat best i jadi sangat teruja nak tengok jugak! tapi housemates i cakap; "kau tak serik lagi ke journey kita pergi sunway hari tu?". ohh did i tell you guys hari kitorang pergi sunway tu kitorang tak tahu nak naik bas mana balik mais. it's a longg story i tak nak cerita la. so kitorang decide nak tunggu cd pirate keluar. pathetic betul hish.


btw! hari ni i dapat tahu kawan baik i masa sekolah rendah rupa-rupanya dah sembilan bulan tunang! ahhh kenapa semua kawan i dah bertunang i pun nak jugak. haha melampau. dia cakap bila dah bertunang ni hidup rasa terkongkong sikit. but she likes it that way. schweet :')

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the new semester does not start very well i guess. the subjects are tough and i still think maths sucks. and of course; there are lotsa things that do not go my wayy. i'm a little depressed but hey i'm a big girl i can handle this.

to whom it may concern; i miss u.

there some things or some people around you that you may consider as insignificant. you never care what they do to you and sometimes they are just too annoying you wish them to vanish and leave you alone. and when they suddenly disappear you try to convince yourself that you are glad they are no longer tugging at your back. but you are not. you actually miss them.

sweet :')

hari ni i sampai je rumah terus tengok movie. makan malam pun depan laptop. jangan tanya i tengok movie apa. it was such an outdated movie i rasa segan nak kongsi kat sini. heh. lepas habis movie i cakap dengan umi. i tanya dia "what should i be doing after this?". mak i selalu bagi i jawapan yang i tak sangka-sangka. dia cakap i patut rehatkan badan after a long dayy at college. thanks to my mom i slept at nine dan terjaga pukul satu pagi dan habiskan masa sejam lebih cuba jawab beberapa soalan physics. physics turns out to be so exciting. i never knew that.


kadang-kadang i rasa blog i sangat annoying. i asyik rojakkan bahasa melayu dengan bahasa inggeris. hish abaikan.