weekend at Nandi Hills

i decided to go to a "leadership convention" at Nandi Hills (refer to the last post) tho i'm not at all a leader (as in a MSA member which stands for Malaysian Student Association). but but it was so much fun! tak rasa isolated pun walaupun i bukan la MSA :') the facilitators referred us as "group of leaders" so we have to lead ourselves and everyone is so friendly and sweeeet i miss them already :)


kat sana i jumpa a friend from Manipal, Asilah (and her friend Farhana) she got a cool camera and she's really good with it too! that explains why we (as in me Mia Intan and Nisa) got so many pictures huehuehuehue. hari ni i freee sangat sebab i cuti Diwali so i akan upload gambar untuk semua orangg (haha poyos macam artis sikit).


we met an Indian guy who took music course here he's so good he knows everything about music out of nowhere we came out with an idea why don't we sing together? haha it was hilarious sebab kitorang (kecuali Intan) suara gila tak sedap pitching lari bagai tapi he said just go with it and have fun. sporting gila kan? i'm so sorry we ruined your reputation huehuehue.


i'm glad i decided to go :) so here are the pictures (in random order).

woo i actually grinned!
bukan senang i nak tunjuk gigi dalam gambar hehe

spot the hill!

the grand dinner! (with Farhana)

meet Asilah! :D

kbye! cuti tiga hariiiiii huehuehue.

weekend yeaaay!

every Monday, i couldn't wait for Saturday to come. makanya tiap-tiap minggu i sangat ternanti-nantikan hari Sabtu haha macam tak ada life gila setiap kali pun nak weekend datang cepat-cepat. bila sabtu dah sampai tiba-tiba ada program dengan MARA sekarang rasa nak menangis sebab tak nak pergi (sebelum ni beria-ria nak pergi) rasa macam BTN days all over again.


ceritanya macam ni, out of nowhere ada orang ajak pergi Nandi Hill katanya ada MARA Talk, bunyi macam best sebab last time pergi MARA Talk kat Chennai sangat best (walaupun perjalanan jauh) macam berbaloi la bazirkan weekend. makanya i semangat la nak pergi nak makan mewah hehe tiba-tiba tengok tentatif sebijik macam BTN eeiii geramnya kang dah membazir weekend i T__T


tak nak pergi! tapi dah bagi nama? boleh tak pagi esok baru buat keputusan, kalau rasa nak pergi cepat-cepat kemas baju kalau malas kena cepat-cepat iron baju and pergi sekolah :D pergi sekolah lagi best daripada kena repeat BTN heh.


btw result exam Final first year dah keluar! cuba tekaaa! heheheheheh Alhamdulillah i dapat dua A (Anatomy and Biochemistry) and A- for Physiology. dah agak daaaah, i selalu tak pandai nak elaborate panjang-panjang kalau jawab soalan Physio T___T tapiiii sangat bersyukur dapat title distinction hehehehe kbai mana boleh riak lebih-lebih nanti Allah tarik balik semua nikmat. tahniah semua orang!


banyak gila kerja!! kbai nak sambung buat kerja.

Stress

tak tak, i tak ada exams/quizzes/mcq or anything related dalam masa terdekat. i bukan stress sebab nak exams ke ape tapi stress sebab...


1) ...tiba-tiba sistem belajar secara "tradisional" kat kolej i dah berubah jadi sistem "modular" i don't really understand what it means but the dean said she wants to "Malaysionize" our learning system here (as in such word exist?). she said she wants us to "fit" in Malaysian working environment that we don't have to follow the Indian "traditional" system anymore. kalau macam tu bawak je la kitorang balik Malaysia, what's the pint of studying in India anymore?


but i kind of getting used to this system (sebab dah belajar selama 2 minggu), it means less classes and more self-studying. i always love lecture classes! but having to "self-studying" buat i jadi curious and jadi makin rajin nak belajar. eh faham tak? selama ni semua benda nak lecturers je cakap tapi sekarang kalau kau nak tahu baca la sendiri tak faham baru tanya lecturers.


okay, apa yang menyebabkan i stress adalah ... i tak faham format exams macam mana?! integrated la, practicals jadi 1 hari la, tiba-tiba professional exams mansuh la eeeiii apa semua ni i tak faham la tak ada orang nak terangkan betul-betul T_____T bosan la macam ni bye.


2) dulu ada 3 subjects je. makanya ada 3 record books yang nak kena settle every weekend (tunggu weekend je kan baru nak settle huehuehue), selalunya record book Physiology memang tak sentuh la kan sebab lecturer baik sangat bukannya nak tanya dah siap ke belum esok nak exam (practical) baru lecturer mintak mesti la kena tunggu last minute baru nak siapkan.


sekarang ada 4 subjects dan 4 record books nak siapkan every weekend. lecturers sekarang sangat strict (sebab sistem baru) semua benda nak bagi markah, attitude, dressing, communication skills etc etc boleh tak nak menangis sebab stress? malas gila nak sentuh record books rela update blog T____T


3) batuk dan diarrhea tak baik lagiiii. stress la macam ni setiap kali lepas makan terus berlari masuk tandas.


4) esok kena bagi "talk" untuk juniors baru masuk. macam mana nak bagi talk, juniors pun lagi tua daripada i?! sebab ada budak KMB/KMS yang buat persedian 2 tahun baru datang sini makanya diorang dah 20 i baru 19?! T____T


doakan i tabah. bye.

back in India

2 busy days. new lecturers, new rules and regulations, new subjects and new books, new specs (eh?), everything is new and SO FAST (i have piles of homework to be submitted by the end of the week) i barely have the time to breath properly! i don't like the current lecture hall i want my old chair in the previous lecture hall :(


okay jangan emosional lebih-lebih/ ehem. now i'm learning 4 new subjects - Pathology, Pharmacology, Microbiology (bosannya i tak minat langsung nak tahu life cycle tape worm?!) and Forensic Medicine. textbooks tak ada lagi, nama tak tulis lagi kat buku, record books tak balut lagi haaah malasnya..


anyway, a classmate of mine is now a married woman! wow, 20 and married! i wouldn't be that hebat to carry all the responsibilities as a wife at such a young age..


*too sleepy to write i'll continue this as soon as i'm awake*

i actually continue writing this 5 days later?!

anyway, i demam dah dua hari. asal balik India (as in lepas cuti yang lama) mesti kena diarrhea and demam. sebenarnya demam semalam semalam sebab diarrhea (infection kot) and macam dah elok sikit then pergi main hujan dengan Ama and Iman padan muka dah demam balik T___T

sila doakan i tabah dah rajin baca buku oh and, tempe yag nak pasang internet kat rumah kitorang datang cepat sikit. rasa macam tak ada life gila bila internet rumah kena potong heh. kbye.

Looking back

this used to be my favourite poem. i read it over and over again until i cry. gila emosional -,- but i'm so busy these past couple of years i barely remember any word of it. tiba-tiba terjumpa balik?! saje kan nak buat i emosional mentang-mentang dah kena balik India...


sepi itu adalah malam tanpa suara cengkerik
sepi itu adalah laut tanpa ombak
sepi itu adalah langit tanpa bintang
sepi itu adalah aku tanpamu
tanpa suaramu
tanpa jasadmu
tanpa cita-citamu
kau datang mengucapkan salam
lalu kau pergi tanpa pesan
aku kau tinggalkan bersama memori silam.



it's so miserable! come one man, there's no time to dwell on past memories. now it's time to look forward and back to India. eh?


doakan i - selamat pergi selamat sampai, gagah heret semua bags, tak menangis hingus meleleh sila sedar diri i budak tahun dua bukan budak baru fly (eh, tahun depan dah 20?!) dan tak teruja sangat jumpa buah hati (huehuehue) yang dah 2 minggu tak jumpa :") kbye.

little sissy

selamat exam! PMR je kot huehuehuehue (riak).

p/s : what i'm wearing is called tudung malas, which i wear everyday at home haha

ramblings

1. i don't like K-pop, K-dramas, K-couples or whatever K that comes from Korea. i only like some of K-food (K-food haha) and i don't like K-too-beautiful-males these guys definitely turn me off. call me lame or noob or whatever i don't actually care (this goes to my little sister who calls me lame and Sha who sneers at me because i prefer Malays) -,-


2. i went out with Sha last Sunday (or is it Monday?). last time she came to my house and left her handbag (senget) so i went to see her to return her handbag and teman her buying stuffs since she's going back to Egypt next week. i was proud of myself because i can resist buying all those lovely blouses :') (sebenarnya takut Umi marah sebab habiskan duit beli baju lagii)


3. i got 2 blouses from an aunt (i called her Chu) heheheheh. last time i got her a white and black saree with matching shawl form India and she's willing to become my bussiness partner! but i don't think Mom likes the idea haha.


4. R and A remove me from their Facebook friend lists?! fine, merajuk tak nak pergi majlis tunang kau (tiba-tiba). i was like "rude gila kau yang add aku dulu kot pehal nak remove grr", walhal selama ni i remove orang sesuka hati padan muka T___T


5. my blog is full of craps if compared to this *insaf* T___T

Raya at my house

we had a Raya feast at my house yesterday. banyaaak gila makanan ada nasi ayam, laksa, spaghetti with homemade sauce (huehue), trifle, sate with kuah kacang, ketupat with rendang daging, kuih tradisional (tak tahu nama apa), fruits and some nasi minyak (some as in makanan tambahan takut-takut makanan tak cukup). nasi ayam was awesome! and i think everyone likes my trifle heheheheh.


the best part of it is Alif was there too! he came all the way from JB and he spent one whole day in Terengganu and back to JB again. he did promise me to come and see my parents but i didn't expect him to keep the promise because Terengganu is not dekat, jauh kot. 9 jam perjalanan kot. i won't mind if he don't come but he did! :')


since Umi said the feast is kecil-kecilan, i only invited some of my friends. kalau ajak pun semua orang dah start balik kolej tinggal i sorang-sorang je kat sini (emo) T____T thank you Sha Faten Yah and Miza for coming. but i am truly sorry i was so busy in the kitchen tak sempat nak layan sangat..


Ira came home with 40 classmates haha reminds me of zaman i muda-muda dulu pantang boleh keluar asrama seronok bukan main -,- i don't know if Ira really loves me (eh?) or she's just showing off in front of her friends. out of nowhere she sauddenly said "sayaaaang Angah" eh eh tiba-tiba haha.


these are some pictures i manage to snap during the chaos (haha);

Nana and Dhia

dua-dua baju terangkat, haa elok sangat la tu -,-

Haikal and his sisters

"You nak jadi macam Azam eh?"
#Azam is a friend yang sangat suka posing poyos nasib baik hensem eh eh.

"You macam gay" -,-

every kid loves the pool tak sah kalau tak ada budak
yang sengaja/tak sengaja jatuh

Yah Sha Miza and Faten thanks for comingg :D

eh?

kbye!

Kbye

my friend, F is leaving for UK by 15th. come on, why i have to be so sad about seeing her leaving? not that i would be in Malaysia if she's here.


maybe because she's so special i don't want her to leave, without seeing me first T____T


F and i are close friends back in high school. we always do things together and i spent most of time with her. she's so kind and loyal and i was so bossy and ignorant i always forget to appreciate her presence.


when i was 15, i wanted to do a lot of things and i wanted to be the person i never got the chance to be. i never really care about having a best friend i thought i could live for myself and i wanted other people to see me as an independent girl.


there was one day F and i were heading somewhere (can't remember) we were hand in hand like always. a cikgu saw us and tegur, "amboiii korang ni berkepitt je setiap masa". i know she's just joking but i took it very seriously. tak cool okay bila cikgu cakap macam tu. so i said to F, "eeii lain kali jangan la pegang tangan kita depan cikgu malu la".


when i was 15, i was rapat with a guy that i secretly like. but trusting a guy when you were just 15 is the stupidest thing. he wanted to see me because there was a rumour about us "together" and he was so mad. i asked F to teman, i said "duduk je sebelah kita tapi jangan cakap apa-apa". the guy and i had a row and i was yelling at him. i was so frustrated i ran back to my room and there she was asking me if i'm okay.


another day, i asked F to teman me (again) to a competition. i said to her "masa kita kat atas pentas nanti, jangan pandang kita pun nanti kita nervous". when i was on the stage i took a glance at her and there she was, looking out of the door and trying not to stare at me.


i was 16 when i learnt a lot of things. i wanted to have someone close to me, someone that's kind and loyal and i was (still am) ashamed of how ignorant i was towards F. so i said i was sorry. i truly was.


but i was just 16, i forgot what i had promised and maybe i was too late when i wanted to say sorry again. suddenly F was not the same F i used to know. it was her turn to become the ignorant one in our friendship.


we argued about a lot of things. satu hari, i asked her to make Milo for me. she said it's my turn not hers. later at night she said "why it's always has to be me? you said i'm your best friend but why didn't you do like you said you would?". it was the first time i ever seen her cry. i was so sorry but i said nothing.


when i was 16, i did a lot of things to make sure she forgave me. we might seem as close but i could feel the distant every time we spent time together. but i always so happy when she was there for me.


i sayang her so much i kissed her at the mouth haha. we wore green kebaya during a grand dinner. we ate a lot of Maggi together and we waited for each other for every lunch and dinner. we sat next to each other in classes and i taught her Add Maths, Biology, Chemistry.. and she taught me Maths. we exchange presents during out birthdays and .... fine, there were too many memories i couldn't remember all.


i said i was sorry so many time she said "jangan cakap benda yang kita tak nak dengar lagi kalau tak kita tak nak cakap dengan kamu lagi".


when i was 16 and it was the last day of school i said "jangan menangis masa kita cakap selamat tinggal nanti sebab there's no goodbyes in friendship". we hugged but we didn't cry. but she did cry when she said goodbyes to our friends.


tadi she said "status kau ada kaitan dengan aku ke?". of course it does, i was so sedih i can't hug you goodbye :(


i am so sorry i was (and still am) not a good friend. i am so sorry i did a lot of bad things to you. hidup baik-baik. belajar rajin-rajin. sayang kau so much haha please don't read this i'd be so malu if you do haha kbye :D

comelnya -_-

By Daily Mail Reporter - Suri Cruise set a cracking pace as she hurried to her gymnastics class in New York today.

Not even a pair of heels - her favourite, if controversial, accessory - were able to slow her down as she arrived at Chelsea Piers, a sports complex in Manhattan, with her mother Katie Holmes.

Looking much older than her tender age, she skipped along with a lilac handbag on her arm and a doll in the other.

Suri is rumoured to have more than 130 pairs of shoes, many of which have been custom made. Actress mum Katie Holmes has previously defended her daughter's footwear, saying: 'They are actually ballroom dancing shoes for kids,' Katie said. 'I found them for her and she loves them.'

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-2035200/Suri-Cruise-masters-running-heels-tender-age-dashes-gymnastics-class.html#ixzz1XimNghOL

p/s : i found a website full of Suri's pictures. why she has to be so cute?!