i swear this is an emotional entry

for the last two days i was a little blue for some shallow reasons. i guess i'm too worried about the upcoming final and i miss home :/


i don't know if this is the best way but i keep avoiding this one friend of mine. not that she did anything wrong but whenever i try to be nice with her, i'll end up getting hurt and miserable. maybe i'm too sensitive or maybe, she is too insensitive. sabar Didiey, lagi sebulan je pun :)


God has been so kind to me, He granted my very wish and how lucky i am He gives me a reason to smile and be positive again. i have to work really hard since i've been complaining too much. come one Didiey, kena berusaha!



kalau nak sedih lagi dua tiga hari boleh? :(

i've told you i hate wearing glasses

...so i decided to wear contact lens instead! it has taken me like weeks to think about it since like, everybody is against it =.= Mom said wearing lens leceh and it would be dangerous if i'm not careful. heh Mom must have been forgotten how perfectionist i can be, no way i'd forget to change the solution (hopefully).


i go for brown, Aliah said i look like the girl version of Edward Cullen, i guess i'd consider it as a compliment HAHA. Alif said i look like a cat, heh? since i like cat so much i'd take this as a compliment too hehe. Najwa said i look weird and she has to take some time to accept my new look =.= and some people said the lens does not give much effect since my eyes are too sepet they don't even realize that i'm wearing lens (-___-")


now Sis, you judge! xD

i try the 'innocent' look but
i end up looking as annoying as ever HAHA

dammit, i forgot to cover up my pimple =.=

sheesh, Mom got it right again this time. wearing lens is super leceh but according to Mek Joh i'm a fast learner hehe. Joh said she took like three weeks to wear it on her own. wow i must be really good then HAHA okey diam jangan riak =.=


to be honest i don't really like wearing lens. it's uncomfortable and i look fake. but i like it way way better than wearing glasses. maybe next time i'll go for green :P

Hepatitis B - the final dose

this morning i went to a clinic in seksyen 2 for the the final dose. dammit, i spent 50 bucks for 1 cc dose of Hepatitis B vaccine. this is unfair, i spent like 38 bucks for the second dose =.=


but the doctor is kind of interesting. he's Indian and he's so sempoiii i almost asked him where's the real doctor. when i walked into the room, he read paper and asked me why i'm here and and he spent like ten minutes rummaging through the medications and for God sake he read the manual before he injected me (-___-")


but later i asked him a lot of questions and i like the way he answered my silly questions without hesitations. i told him i'll be off to IMS for medic and he was like 'Ouh you belajar Medic?' HAHA patut la tanya sangat banyak soalan, ingat i lecturer ke? i think that's what he was thinking =.=


the night before i told Mom i would go to the clinic with a really good friend of mine. Mom said 'eh eh ini pergi klinik ke....' HAHAHA then i said 'fine, i'll go there by myself' and Mom said 'ngade-ngade je kamu, pergi cepat balik cepat jangan melencong bla bla bla' haha Mom's really cool xD


p/s : Sis, i'll upload the picture soon. tunggu!

this is the scariest part and i'm freaking serious

i did something really really out of my mind today HAHAHA okey mesti satu MSU (eh?) dah tahu kan kan? tak payah la cerita lagi. to make it short, it went well tho i was too shy HAHA and and thank you everyone for your support (walaupun semua orang garang) sayaaaang semua orang :D

satu hari yang malas

hari ini puasa lagi, tahniah! heh bukan senang mahu bangun sahur, kejutkan satu rumah, tahan nafsu makan (roti Tesco sangat sedap), kalau puasa buat cara puasa kan kan? kena jadi budak baik hehe tapi tak la baik sangat kot? Hafiz cakap i bising (eh?) abaiiikan si Hafiz sengal =.=


kelas hari ini start pukul 10 habis setengah jam kemudian sebab Miss Nadhrah cantik tak sihat. sekian, itu sahaja kelas untuk hari ini heh boleh taaak? and and ada lab test CS pukul 2.30 sekarang sila teka mana i habiskan berjam-jam lamanya? salah salah, kali ini i tak tidur dekat library lagi sebab hari ini i ikut Hana balik rumah :D


i tak pernah cerita pasal Hana kan? Hana cantik, kulit putih melepak tapi sangat berbeza dengan adik dia, Shasha yang sangat sangat bising cakap tak henti-henti (Mira cakap perangai dia macam i EH?) =.= rumah si Hana sangat sangat la besar dan cantik, bilik dia sangat cool jadi bukan salah i kalau i sangat selesa lepak kat sana dan i orang pertama yang golek-golek atas katil dia sambil mintak pasangkan movie Lindsay Lohan si lesbo, Labor Pain (eh?) HAHA tak senonoh kan kan? nak bahagia kena tak malu sikit (-___-")


lab test berjalan dengan baik, terima kasih kepada Amin yang banyak membantu (walaupun bising). walaupun kadang-kadang i tak faham apa kaitan Microsoft Excel dengan bidang perubatan tapi mungkin i patut iyakan saja cakap Madam Dalina, dia cakap sekarang bidang perubatan dah semakin maju jadi dokter kena tahu semua benda berkaitan dengan teknologi =.=


esok kuiz IS. cakap pasal IS ni, i pernah cerita tak pasal Ustaz kitorang? hari ini ada pulak orang cakap-cakap pasal Ustaz kononnya status 'in a relationship' dekat Facebook? amboiii Ustaz mengalahkan i =.= btw sekarang kitorang belajar bab kahwin, Ustaz macam seronok je setiap kali mengajar? eh eh?


kenapa cakap pasal Ustaz tiba-tiba? (-___-")


hari ini sebenarnya emosi macam kacau sikit sebab i macam terasa sikit-sikit dengan seorang kawan. ingat nak merajuk sampai sekurang-kurangnya tiga hari (Raiyan cakap tak boleh merajuk lebih tiga hari) tapi terima kasih kepada ini, i decided otherwise. kenapa nak serabutkan diri nak marah-marah kan kan? kena selalu gembira (tapi ada batasan), baru ilmu senang nak masuk. eh ada kaitan tak? bedal je la (-___-")


jiran kesayangan i (eh?), Firdaus, is on his way back to Malaysia yeay! heh sebenarnya macam tak guna i nak seronok sangat sebab lagi sebulan (kot) baru la i berpeluang balik ke kampung halaman. tunggu i balik ye, nanti boleh naik basikal sama-sama hehe. oh oh Ida juga, selamat pulang ke tanah air cehceh macam baru balik dari merantau sepuluh tahun =.=


p/s : berdamai okay? :)

for Dad and little sister

since i've made a special entry for Mom last year during Mother's Day, this year is Dad's turn. so here goes :)


Abah,
lately we disagree about a lot of things huh? but now i realize that you're never wrong and i'm never right :/


Abah,
i can't thank you enough for keeping up with my um, annoying attitude? Angah selalu mintak duit kan Abah kan? Angah selalu mengada-ngada tak suka naik bas walhal semua guna duit Abah. and and hari-hari boleh je telefon Umi semata-mata nak dengar suara tapi bila ada masalah baru telefon Abah. teruk kan kan?


Abah,
i can't promise you that i'll change (i mean, sooner or late i'd change hehe) but i'll promise you i'll never forget my promises and six years from now, i'm going to be the best doctor in Malaysia history (eh?) HAHA sengal =.=


Happy Abah's Day, good luck be happy and jaga kesihatan :D


and my sister Ira, has moved to a new school. pelik taaaak, dah nak habis setahun baru nak tukar sekolah =.= the thing is, she applied for MJSC KT which is five minutes drive from home like, six months ago? sekarang baru dapat. Umi cakap, Ira dah seronok dekat sekolah lama tiba-tiba dapat tukar. HAHA you'll be fine Ira jangan risau.


now Mom is alone at home. kesian :/

haish, ini belum jadi dokter lagiii

...tapi sibuk mengalahkan dokter, hujung minggu pun banyaaaak kerja =.= nasib baik masih sempat kemaskini (update) blog kesayangan.


hari ini satu hari mengadap kamera dan lappy sebab Isnin kena submit assignment English. heh ini memang habit kitorang selalu buat kerja last minute lepas tu kalut-kalut nak siapkan sebelum dateline. selalu sangat macam tu, setiap kali penat sebab suka tangguhkan kerja kitorang berikrar nak jadi rajin HAHA macam tak jeeee =.=


assignment kali ini seronok sebab kena berlakon tak kisah la movie apa-apa and kitorang buat Princess Diaries and cuba teka siapa princess? HAHA tak payah teka kot, siapa lagi yang gila glamour (-___-")


pelik taaaak, i makin diet makin gemuk (eh?). tak percaya? ini bukti;

see?
kan dah cakap i si gemuk =.=


p/s : orang tu cakap sayaaang walaupun bontot besar xD


BYE!

the wake up call

i have learned something in the past two days. i belajar untuk mengaku diri sendiri salah, that there is no one to be blamed except for myself. lagi, i belajar untuk dengar cakap orang, jangan ikut kepala sendiri je dan kadang-kadang kena kurangkan ego.


dan yang paling paling penting, i belajar untuk redha dengan ketentuan Dia, mesti ada hikmah untuk semua yang berlaku kan kan? i je yang baru nampak semua ni walhal Dia selalu ada and thanks to Him for the wake up call huh? :/


Abah agrees when i told him that life is hard. Abah cakap lagi, hidup memang sukar tapi macam mana nak overcome semua susah tu? nak tahu? buat apa-apa kena enjoy, belajar pun kena enjoy jangan stress and in the end life is not that hard. Abah hebat kan kan? he always have something right to say. truth is bitter, but sometimes it can wake you up from a silly dream :)


i know i can handle this, it may be a little hard but hey, i faced something worse than this. keep on rocking yeah!

of 1 Rejab

awal-awal lagi Umi pesan, cakap hari Isnin kebetulan 1 Rejab. Umi cakap kalau boleh puasa la. tapi i ada satu rahsia, i puasa tadi niat ganti puasa sebenarnya. azam tahun depan ganti puasa awal sikit =.=


ada banyaaaak sangat kelebihan puasa bulan Rejab. nak tahu?


-puasa 1 hari pada bulan Rejab seperti puasa 40 tahun dan diberi minum air dari syurga
-puasa 1 hari pada bulan Rejab seperti mengerjakan ibadat sepanjang umurnya
-puasa 3 hari dalam bulan Rejab, dijadikan parit yang panjang yang menghalangkan dia ke Neraka (panjangnya setahun perjalanan)
-puasa 4 hari dalam bulan Rejab akan diafiatkan dia daripada bala dan penyakit yang besar-besar, dan daripada fitnah dajal pada hari Kiamat
-puasa 5 hari pada bulan Rejab, aman daripada azab kubur
-puasa 6 hari pada bulan Rejab, keluar dari kubur bercahaya mukanya
-puasa 7 hari dalam bulan Rejab akan ditutup daripadanya 7 pintu Neraka


okey banyak lagi sebenarnya tapi kita cuba puasa tujuh hari dulu ye, ehem.


hari ini seronok sebab satu rumah puasa, satu rumah bangun sahur (kecuali Mira sebab mungkin dia tidur lambat semalam kot, dengan Sally) and and satu rumah bukak puasa sama-sama. i tak sure apa menu orang lain tapi tadi i makan nasik putih dengan tomyam HOHO sangat heaven (walaupun mahal). kalau macam ini mahu puasa hari-hari la eh eh niat macam terpesong sikit (-___-")


kelas hari ini habis pukul 4.15 sebenarnya tapi Uncle dah tinggalkan kitorang =.= terpaksa habiskan masa dekat Tesco sampaiii 5.40 baru la Uncle datang balik. lepas solat Asar, i dengan Mira match basketball (sebenarnya main dekat arcade je) malaaaang sekali i kalah dengan beliau dua game berturut-turut. sekarang dah malu nak mengaku pernah main basketball masa zaman hingusan dulu-dulu (-___-")


btw hari ini ada satu kisah menyayat hati. macam ini, tadi pergi library sementara tunggu kelas Genetics start konon-konon nak study sikit-sikit. bila bukak bekas spec tiba-tiba tengok spec dah patah, boleh taaaak? =.= pelik kot macam mana boleh patah.


bukan la patah tapi skru tercabut macam mana entah tapi serius sangat menyayat hati sebabnya i memang tak boleh belajar kalau tak pakai spec. dah la Sir Ehsan sekarang mengajar pakai lappy so lagiiii la kena pakai spec kan kan? lagi setengah jam mahu start kelas, i cepat-cepat berlari (berlari ke?) pergi Tesco pergi betulkan spec. nasib baik kakak optometrist cantik bagi free jeee hehe (mungkin sebab i buat muka kesian dia terus bagi free) :D


okey cerita dah habis, sekarang mahu pergi mandi BYE!

cheer up babe :)

macam retarded =.=

semalam serius buang masa, lepak-lepak depan lappy bila dah sangat bosan tak tahu nak buat apa (tapi malas bukak buku) turun bilik Najwa Hani, borak-borak dengan dia sambil tengok last two episodes Glee. kalau dah start borak dengan Najwa sampai pagi esok pun tak habis rasanya HAHA. semangat je dia cerita pasal lelaki dan dot dot dot HAHAHA okey diam Didiey =.=


well well, since i have another month left here in Shah Alam, i try to spend as much time with my housemates (tapi selalu tak complete 8 orang sebab selalu ada yang balik rumah). macam hari ini, kitorang lunch dan dinner sama-sama dekat rumah. lunch sangat seronok sebab Raiyan masak kerabu tomato kegemaran. sangat sedap tapi i tak sempat salin resepi sebab masa semua orang tengah sibuk-sibuk kat dapur i tidur =.= bangun-bangun je terus makan HAHA gila tak senonoh.


dinner pulak giliran i masak! i masak Ruski tomyam sangat sedaaap okey. tiba-tiba mengidam makan Ruski =.= setiap kali i makan makanan merepek macam ni, selalu teringat dekat seorang kawan. kalau dia tahu je i makan Ruski ke Maggi ke mesti dia membebel-bebel cakap tak elok untuk kesihatan bla bla bla HAHA tapi i kan sangat sangat degil, sampai sekarang pun makan Ruski :P


orang cakap kalau makan banyak mesti mengantuk. sekarang sangat mengantuk, siapa la yang cipta teori macam tu (-__-")


okey nak siapkan assignment bye!